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moved.

2009-09-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

oh i've moved to http://ddhhiikkaa.livejournal.com yeah, too lazy to write in HTML format here. haha, some entries are friends locked though (:

maybe sometimes will post long posts here.

im a happy boy

2009-08-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

whee, im feeling happy. happy but strange.

yesterday was seraph's HTHT and stayover session. we stayed over at hall 16, cuiyi and lixiang's room. HTHT-ed the whole night, drink, drank, and drunk.. played alot of stupid games, played alot of stupid forfeits, and let out all of our deepest and darkest secrets. haha, the past, the present and the future. nothing escaped the reality of a HTHT session (:

shoot, shag and marry was the starters and lets say the interesting part of the night, cos from that game all the forfeits and stuff comes out! haha, well the game master was a wonderful secretary so everything was jotted down and here i am with the list of people and their shoot, shag, marry choices. it should be up for everyone to see soon. (:

after we all got high and drunk, secrets were out so easily. i was high but not drunk so i can remember things (: hehehe, i have your secrets guysssss.. :P hahaha, was quite funny lah seeing some people got really drunk :P but it was really a fun night i wanna thank all the people who came! Daniel who gamemastered the night! without you we wont be so high! Ivan who came with the belvedere and the ice! no ice no alcohol no high. :p the seniors! Ed, Kai, Calina, mingwei and junhong! the freshies! Yingjie, Siowkee, liuyin, xinyi, cass, din, farid, andy, zf, jj, chengxi, zuxing! the hosts lixiang and cuiyi for the room that we all wrecked havoc in, and the latecomers jolyn and wenqi that came even after the tiring supperhop :P YOU ALL made my night. it was damn fun.

what followed in the morning and afternoon is not much so. not at night though (:

this week was filled with lectures, and printing notes, and meeting og mates for lunches and dinners (: first week of school finally over, i still havent got my nice timetable plan yet, time to beg to the course coordinator. some lectures are practically boring and the lecturers not bright. next week will be full with tuts and seminars and labs i dont know how im gonna survive. cmon dhika! (:

oh, last sunday was NDP performance and we went to watch the fireworks! it was a fun day with such a big turnout! whee, a successful outing! (: movie was super nice i totally love it. G.I joe! the company was superb so totally was a fun fun day (: i hope we can have more outing! (next time freshies organise already)

then the saturday was pa dinner! met up with the old guys and the new kids too! counting 5 batches down there (: i hope we can stay as bonded as ever! :D whee, i love my cca.

ohh! met wenqi during the dinner as she was going for practice, im gonna go for your concert girl! (:

next week is cca fair and stuff. BUSY BUSY i hope got time to do tuts and stuff. saturday is dancetitude im looking fwd to watch it (:

im feeling uneasy,anxious,confused,happy,worry,strange,frustrated,obsession,butterflies. whats that feeling (:

its always the hardest to start again..

2009-08-08T01:46:00.001+08:00

i meant writing again on the blog after such a long time of no update. this windows live writer program has been on my screen since this afternoon around 3pm, and now is 9:46pm and i just started writing the 1st paragraph of the blog. well, they say starting is the hardest, and after that it will be easier (:

come to think about it.. when was the last one. 24th july. 2 weeks ago. hah, not so long O.o but i felt like it was very long already. ahh, must be the fact that i came back to indo for one week that distorted my sense of timing. i already say time runs much slower there than here. 1 week of me back in indo, spent most of the time GOING OUT with my family. (and i thot i will relax and rot at home). there was not a day of just relaxing in the house! haha. but yeah, nice to see them again and know that they are healthy and well (:

i got my driving license too! haha, wait, ill take a photo of it..

emm, the process was quite boring.. took my half a day to get it.. boring and long queue summore. but made a few friends thru the process. well who wouldn't, all those waiting time, just sitting around doing nothing except queuing. lets see, throughout the 5 hrs of the process, i spent 4hrs 30 mins waiting i guess. -.-" nvm, no point complaining now. haha, well, i made, emm 6 friends! (or i should say acquintances), all girls :p (tell you what the guys are plain boring) XD

(okay, writing process got delayed, frend came into the room, did laundry, played the guitar, nows 1:17am already)

and i just lost my train of thoughts.. i thot i wanna write something else about what i did in indo but i forgot already.. nvm, continue..

went back to singapore and guess what i did. stayed at home and played dragonica days by days.. hahaha, NO LIFE, HELP ME! ): up till today im still playing like almost everyday, and facebooking -.-" oh man.. oh except wednesday though!

wednesday was kong's bday! haha, so we went to pasta de waraku to celebrate, ate dinner, blow candles and sing song (: haha, hey kong the present coming soon k just wait for it first.. HAHAHA.. anyway, move in tmr so i can return my keys without worry being scolded cos my room is messy :D

After that me and some of the seraph guys and girls went to phuture! well, ALOT pangseh ): at first there were me, ed, andy, jj, daniel and samuel only! (yeah gay party that night was what we thought) well, ditching the phuture plan was almost there! but we decided to go along. well, denise! (who at first say cant go but suddenly shes going :D) brought her fren along! (and shes quite chio) XD haha.. so yeah, lucky break there. if not how i explain to my freshy guys.. hahaha, PHEW! then later at night lixiang and cuiyi also came along (finally more girls) although phuture was full house and it took almost forever to smuggle them into phuture. sweat. it was a FUN night, i totally enjoyed it. (and i hope my freshies does too!) thanks to those who come that night to make it better! (and special thanks to denise's fren! :p)

came back hall at arnd 6:30 in the morning. saw 4 people in my room sleeping. i decided to wait till they wake up, and guess what i did. DRAGONICA. yay no life.

okayy, thats about all. though theres some funny things happening lately. altho random ppl adding me on fb is a common thing, but now its getting more! msn, sms, calls, meetings. oh man, i never had this before -.- hahaha.. okay tmr is my first random meeting. i.. emm.. weird.. nvm.. lucky theres PA dinner tmr (: (and maybe soon this can turn into one of the episodes for my how i met ur mother XD, if it gets interesting enough :p)

looking forward for national day's fireworks + G.I. JOE! :D

camp finally ended

2009-07-24T18:03:00.001+08:00

these 5 days seems so damn short and suddenly it came to an end. kinda sad cos i love my OG! ♥seraph.

i dont want to update about the camp now though, since all the photos are with ed. so maybe sometime later after i can catch up with my sleep.

oh yea, just to tell you, dont come near me, our camp got positive H1N1 so yeah i might be infected already :\ hahaha, i hope noone from seraph got sick!

my voice is totally gone. probably since the second day. but kept shouting till theres nothing left. dead.

i sincerely hope my new og will stick together like how my og sticked together. jiayous! (if not i fail as a GL ): ) haha.. oh ya, some camp achievement. ed = best male GL, din = best male freshie, mingwei = best male programmer. well, 3 out of 8 achievements all from our big family. not bad eh (:

misses the camp and the people already.

i got a fever, im hot, i cant be stopped.
i got a fever, im hot, i cant be stopped.
i got a front, uh! back, ah! cant be stopped.
i got a H-1-N-1, cant be stopped!
nanananananananananananananananananana!
SERAPH!

insinyur camp 2009 is over, lookin forward for insinyur camp 2010? maybe.. (:

Senior camp!

2009-07-12T16:56:00.001+08:00

Just had my senior camp for insinyur 2009 yesterday. Well, to be honest it was really quite fun and it brought up the camp feeling on me again! yesterday i was enjoying the camp and believe it or not, looking forward for the camp! hahaa.. games were okay, quite fun, the people are also okay, so yeah, it may be a fun camp. (except that everyone is speaking chinese to me, no matter how many times i told them i cant speak chinese) so.. yeah, ill just pretend i understand from now on. (luckily i got translators..)

anyway the highlight of the day is of course the freshie allocation! haha, was looking forward to it since the start of the day. well, after we got the freshie list..... (well, i cant really say how good/cui they look for the reason of one in a thousand chance one of them will read my blog)~~quite cui~~ but okay lahh.. not bad? thats a good description.. hahaha..

too many applicants, so we cut down the number by more than half. and because of that, finally the guy/girl ratio is 1:1.. hehe, not bad lah.. it wont be a weirdly gay camp.. (but engin girls.. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk) hahahaa, well, im excluding poly engin girls in that description of course ^^ hahahaha.. np!

there was one super funny application form, because the photo size was 4R, (when its supposed to be passport sized) and the photo was a zilian one.. hahaha, everyone crowded around to look at it. WELL, the good thing is that the girl in the photo is quite chio (by quite chio, i mean maybe the chio-est in the whole camp but yeah, still QUITE good only) hahahaha.. :P and i shall post the picture here! (of course, not revealing her face lah:P)

haha, and yeah, thats more or less it. ive called everyone that i need to call.. (well i told them my name is ryan cos i planned to be fake freshie) but i think i wont do it already. lazy. hahaha. the bad part is that we also need to call the rejected ones. sigh, very lazy to call them and tell them they are rejected. -.- and very scary too..

these past few days ive been playing badminton! oe got his new racket, and everyone is so enthu abt playing badminton. wh is getting his racket soon, and we can play like almost everyday. yay! hahaha. finally some sport in action again!

oh and i realized ive been using my contacts for arnd 2 months! so i went to change it, only to find out that i only got the blue colour left! haha, so im wearing blueee now. its so obvious even from afar. blue eyes! (blue eyes white dragon, thats so yu-gi-oh:P)

flies are stupid..but interesting..

2009-07-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

stumped upon this article at lifehacker (one of the sites other than facebook and blogs that i still go to everyday), about something that i've been wondering since quite long ago. i thought it was a myth, and i wonder why people are so stupid to follow it, till i hear the scientific explanation for: HANGING WATERBAGS! (or even ones on the tables)

houseflies, being highly edible and defenseless, are nervous types, and don't like to sit still when they see something moving nearby, because it could be a predator. The water bag acts a bit like a lens--try it some time--in which the movements of people in the area are reflected. Even if the fly is too far from the action to see it directly, it can see a shifting of light and dark in the water bag, which it interprets as nearby movement, and it will fly away from the bag. The reason it doesn't work on any other insects is that the other insects listed don't have eyesight worth a plugged nickel.

See full article

SO, now we know.. (: heh, also tried this new website (maybe not really new), recommended by lifehacker too, its called www.moonfruit.com. its a website where you can create a website, with very simple steps. it has quite a number of editting features, and it seems fun (i, myself still trying it out, will update later with cooler stuff if i find any) for anyone out there who want to create their website, for fun, entertainment, sharing, etc, go to the site! im sure you will like it. anyway, i tried to create a draft site, and here it is!

DHIKA's SITE.

ahh, so now back to my daily updates.. been slacking for these past few days. started doing useful stuff today (not exactly useful though) worked for singtel MioTV again, this time at vivo city, its just a one day job though. managed to sell one to a malay family. (YEAH FINALLY..) one is enough for me, no more, i dont like selling mio. haha.. but mio is good! i wanna get it later when i have a house. :D

my SIS is coming next week :D she will be staying at my place here. (im still wondering how are we gonna do this, cos my room are full of guys currently) haha, anyway we will settle this later. so next week ill be occupied with entertaining my sis. i also dunno what to do and where to bring her, any ideas? help me! better if you organise then i just join :D hahaha.. okay, thats later on monday.

then week after that is already my FOC, so fast. currently im not really looking fwd to it though. hopefully it will change as the camp draws nearer.

then after that i decided to go back to indo for just one week. (better than not going home at all right..) after so much consideration of the lectures im gonna get if i dont even go back, i decided to spend one week of my holiday home. not that i dont like it, but i dunno what to do there. seriously. just slacking arnd? haha, anyone wanna go with me? :D

yeah, thats some future plans. i hope more interesting things happen. lately its quite boring.. grr..

how i met your 'ma' - S03E05

2009-07-07T03:49:00.002+08:00

Inspired by the TV series of 'How i met your mother', i decided to create my own version of 'How i met your ma' by dk. hahaha.. anyway, (ohohoho, this is so funny im quite excited), i shall explain why it is season 3 episode 5: consider the time in indo before i came to sg as season 1, secondary and jc time as season 2, and uni time as season 3! haha, and why episode 5? just anyhow think that i have 4 episodes before this one :D.

well, the series is basically about this guy, Ted, in his 30s, telling his children about how he met their mother (as in his wive). basically its currently now end of season 4 and we havent know who the mother is -.-, well, basically im gonna kop the idea! (hahaha, actually just because i got something to write only.) okay here goes.. my version!

a 20-mins lazy-lousy photoshop stuff..

anyway, in case my blog is NOT SO PRIVATE as i would think it is, i shall add something to just discourage non-usual-readers (esp the people in the story..) from reading. :P

click here for the story

it all started when me, kong and yt applied as waiter for this F1 job, and we got called to do the pres birthday job (if you read the post below, you know what im talking in detail.) fast forward to the end of day one, me, kong and yt each have our own eyecandy. well, we nicknamed them stacy, cassandra, and evangeline. (actually yt came up with the names.) talked about it, and thats it, end of day 1 and actually also day 2.

for the side story, i was assigned with this girl that was super irritating (okay, thats an understatement), well, our group become my, kong, yt and this girl. (hahaha, okay in case my blog is NOT SO PRIVATE, i shall not bitch too much :X) all of us basically cant stand her and giving her attitude. haha. okay, things aside.

day 3, on actual day, yt started to get close with her eyecandy, (hmm, should i write it here? haha, okay i should, just like the story talk about marshall, lily, robin and barney too!), and i actually talked abit with kong's one! haha, but just abit. yt doesnt know that the girl shes been hanging with is actually her eyecandy because of the hairdo and less makeup -.-" lousy. haha, basically, she got quite close with her eyecandy. and thats that for day 3.

the story continued on the next training day, saturday. like usual, i was late. so kong and yt left me behind and i got to find my own way to singapore flyer, walking from the mrt (i didnt really know the way, only directions from kong.) so i walked from city hall mrt, decided not to go underground, and cross many red lights, went pass esplanade and towards marina square and finally saw the big ferris wheel. was wearing my earphones, so i just walked faster towards that place cos i was quite late.

saw 3 people walking out of the esplanade mall and infront of me, they were walking quite slow so i followed behind them and was going to overtake them.... until i saw one of them was my eyecandy! :P hahaha... took my step slower and decided not to overtake them. im quite sure they are walking to the place too so i just followed behind them. (and also thinking whether i should like, talk to them or something? :P) then suddenly an army guy stopped them and said something like the road is blocked, please cross the road, the red light is behind. something like that, not quite sure cos i was wearing earphone :P

took out my earphone and asked them whether they are going to flyer too! :P then one of the girl was saying, "hey you're also going there right! i rmbed you from the event, d'you rmb me??", well i said i didnt XD but i rmbed her! (my eyecandy :P) haha, so then we walked together shortly, and decided to take a cab there. haha, was like durian drop on my head, the 1 guy there looked like the friend's bf, so they walked tgt all the time, and i got more time to talk to my eyecandy :P

found out her name, age, school, and some other things. (well actually she initiated most of the qn, CRAP im lousy ): hahaha..) and shortly, we arrived to the training place. they looked reluctant to go in because they think the pay is too low. but they finally went in and registered. i followed behind them, and found kong and yt smiling smiling like crap at me. (apparantly yt was sitting beside her eyecandy), then after registration i sat with kong and yt cos theres one empty seat near them, and the other 3 went to the back.

and suddenly they dissapeared! they pon-ned the training.. :O (and maybe the upcoming job too, cos they looked so reluctant!)

the day after that i went to try to find her online. you know internet these days. cool. haha, and you know im quite well trained in finding people (if you know what im talking about.) well, google skill is useful for everything. :P but i couldn't find her! as wenhao put it, im trying to find my cinderella, without even having her glass shoe. i still couldnt find her at the end of the day.

suddenly, the glass shoe appeared in front of me! the owner of the job agency created a facebook profile and added all the members! kong was telling me about it, and in 1 day, 108 people joined, and i tried to look at them. a familiar face popped up! i thought the photo was the other girl! (luckily i rmb her) and finally! i found my eyecandy from her list of friends! :D i straight away told wenhao and kong that i found the cinderella. :P

and the worst thing happened. status: in a relationship

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.. wenhao told me, instead of cinderella, i found a snow white with the prince charming attached to her. dang. haha, but shes a real eyecandy though. (:

well, shes just an eyecandy though. so, it was nothing much of a reaction. or a big dissapointment. (haha, or so i said :P).

Tried to find the girl, but when i found her, i wish i shouldnt. Well, i guess thats life. Even when everything seems to go on your way, you can never see the end before it happened. No matter how easy it seems, how coincidental and 'fate'-ly everything seems to be, you cant cheat life and predict the ending (: luckily, it goes both ways. when its seems so hard and difficult, dont give up! nobody knows what will happen in the next moment. for all my friends out there, dont give up even when the clouds turn dark, there might be a rainbow waiting at the end of your story (:

yep, and that concludes my 1st post on my new series, how i met your ma! hahaha, i hope this blog is private enough not to embarrass myself the next time i see them :| i also hope they are not kaypoh enough like me to go and search for blogs and stuffs XD haha! one interesting story, and many more to come :D (if you dont think its interesting, too bad for you, its interesting for me XD)

president's birthday banquet!

2009-07-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

the title is the main event of the week! haha, me kong and yt went to do waiter/waitressing at holiday inn last thursday for the president's birthday dinner. hehe, well, its both tiring, and low paid. but thats not the important thing, better not skip the story and start in chronological order (:

as im typing this, im feeling the cold wind blowing into the room (: raining soon! but i love this kinda weather! (esp to sleep) just that i just slept more than 12 hrs, so i cant sleep again. and church is starting soon, and im gonna cut my hair too. real soon.

so lets start with, no im not going to update the draft post. too lazy.

haha, this week has been filled with the NUS job, helping Dr. Tan with the ISAGA 2009 conference. well, cant say that everything goes well. theres some trouble between NUS and CMA, and yeah we are the 3rd party that also got the consequences ): i hope our pay is not affected by the trouble. pleaseeee i need that pay :P haha, monday to friday, we sat there, doing ad-hoc job, super easy, super flexible. met alot of professors and doctors and chit-chatted with them. one of the lithuanian professors actually asked us if we want to do an exchange program with their university (: nice people.

wednesday we went to join them in a tour round singapore! haha, at first we went to take the duck tour! XD so lame. duck tour. but yeah, its quite lame afterall, dont bother going. the nice part is only because the vehicle is amphibian :D hahaha. then we split into 3 groups, asian civ museum, national museum, and shopping group. (actually 4 +boeing). after that i went of for the president dinner training, and the rest continued with singapore flyer! oe and pear went up there. (ah i also want to go up there). haha. yeah, and friday was the last day. and thats it! one week job. i want another one of these :\

again, as im typing now, wenhao is watching kungfu panda, so im also watching behind him.. haha, darn funny. i rmbed watching it twice in the cinema..

okay and the next big event that i did is the president's birthday dinner! well lets start from the start, i applied for the f1 waitressing job with yt and kong, and the marc guy from 8X bmw or something called me and offer me this job for $5/hr, well im damn poor and broke that time so i just take it. haha, its tues and wed training, and thurs the real event. on the event itself, i was the beverage server, serving thousand dollars of wines o.O haha, the event was super grand, (well thats where all the money dissapear! :P) roses everywhere, ice carvings, and crazy food. lets see if i remember, restling '01, Dormus aurea '05, another red wine from france '82 which i forgot the name, and a puligny, white wine '95. the event was a thousands, or maybe tens of thousands dollars event. and we are paid $5/hr pathetic.

seeing the president and the ministers up close was not a 'wow' thing or anything like i expected, it all seems just normal like serving another customer (oops..) haha, but yeah, i thought the experience will be 'WOAH PRESIDENT' and it turns out thats not the highlight of the job afterall. ^^(if you know what i mean) the job itself is damn tiring, sai kang all the way, treated like a sweat shop worker, scoldings and cursings, (luckily i was not one of the target to be scolded) well, tried to do everything without talking or complaining (cos thats how things supposed to work in the lower chain of command) anyway i need to get used to all kind of jobs. well, as darwin has pointed in his theory of the survival of the fittest, its not how strong or how good you are. its how well you adapt to your surroundings. adapt, and evolve. make any kind of job your dream job. phew.

worked from 3pm to 3am, carrying heavy stuffs (not as heavy as the speakers and amps and whatever craps last time in showmakers. but seriously very tiring. haha, then we shared company cab and i reached back at hall at around 330am. slept and woke up at 7am for the next morning's job \-.-/ saturday was the training for the f1 event. (well something nice happened to me on the way there :D :D :D) wont tell you what. haha.. and yeah, met the same old people again from the president's job and well, we got to know each other better! hah, and that the most interesting part of the job, actually, meeting new people and new friends! (erm of course better standard than the girls arnd ntu :P) haha..

oh ya, met gerry on my way to the president's event! haha, loong time no seee girl (: tell me when your next performance is k!

edit:
now im back from cutting hair and church, and this post is still in my draft. just now thinking of what to add to the post, but i guess some things are better left unsaid. (:

now i need to plan my timetable fast because tmr is the registration day! (i think..)

cant wait for the F1 job though, 2 months, hurry up! :D i hope you will be there!

where are you.. girl.. :P

draft sunday post!~

2009-06-29T02:02:00.001+08:00

ah i should have a post by today, but apparently, im either too lazy or... too lazy to post now.. on the other hand, next week will be quite busy to update i scared i forgot whats been happening this week. so ill just put up a draft post to help me remember.

monday - nothing (more to forgot what happened..)
tuesday - paintball!
wednesday - work@nus (first ever job this hol), yt came for l4d night (Expert dead air & no mercy, 2v2 versus)
thursday - nuah whole day, dinner@jp, fell asleep at night (where there was supposed to be 4v4 versus!)
friday - transformer midnite movie with mj peeps!
saturday - woke up damn late (5pm) + diablo II rampage with wenhao.
sunday(today) - nus job + singtel job + ate my first meal of the day at 10+pm o.O

gonna put the details (and some photos of the paintball trip) together with the next update! (:

still at least i need to put a pic here. (thats my resolution long ago to ALWAYS have a pic along with a post) lemme find a pic..

random pic during the JB paintball trip!

counting down to the end of holidays..

2009-06-22T16:18:00.001+08:00

It's the 4th week of June now, and holiday is seriously coming to an end. well, at least its longer for the uni students, the JC and sec school are starting next week! for us, 2 months has passed! and we are left with the last month of holiday. thats a big OH NO. dammit. and i havent got any job done yet. shucks to the core.

this post comes abit late though (usually sunday) but yesterday i was exhausted from the housewarming and tennis (more on that later) so i can only manage to start writing today. hey its not easy to write okay! compiling pictures, recalling events, editting pictures, editting html. more or less will take me around 1 hr (or more). but its a great place to put all the memories of everyday (: be it happy or sad.

well, as usual started on monday. monday was (supposedly) finding a job day. but unfortunately, it was cancelled (due to a combination of reasons, most significant one is the inability to wake up so early) so then nothing on the day but i went to my bathch anniversary dinner at westmall. met Elaine (more accurately, talk to)for the first time after a very long time! haha, met the rest of the excos there (except jialin.) argued on the place to eat, and after so long, we decided on mcdonald -.-" afterwards was pool session with them till 1130pm, then we all head back home. took mrt back with elaine, had our long-due chat, and walked back to hall from pioneer mrt \-.-/

and heres to pa0607 and my excos: thanks for being such a family for me over these past few years. pa has been and will always be a family in my heart! well, we had our share of disagreements and conflicts and heartbreaks, but im glad we are still united as one. it's our 3rd anniversary and im so happy that we still gather and talk about our lives, our past, present and future. you guys are the greatest bunch of team ive ever had, and i look forward to working (or more to) playing with you all again! well, we're always a small and cosy family (:

heh, and one night that explains many sleepless nights. well, quoted that from sh. haha, its funny that we can reminisce our past and laugh all about it. we said things that we wouldnt or couldnt have said a few years back. we explained things that couldnt be explained a few years back. but life goes on, make peace with the past so we can have a better future. and thats what we did. (:

Wednesday was our another SUPPOSEDLY finding a work day. we ended up going to IKEA to shop for wing's housewarming present. (and most of the time is spent admiring their home design technique and us wanting to have such a home like those in ikea.) spent quite a loooooooooong time in ikea before we head to marina square to have our dinner! daphne was coincidentally there too! so there was, me, oe, yoga, tanaja, yt, kong and daphne! we ate at MOS, some nice food and some nicest dessert. haha, last time we went out together was quite long ago, more than a week! and that means more than a week without staying over and l4d-ing! tsk! hahaha.. so after MOS-ing, we went straight to GAMING! haha, arcading more accurately. WAS DAMN FUN. haha, spent over $10 buck on arcade including challanging yt to a guitarhero game, completing time crisis 2 with yoga, played some crazy taxis and the animal capturing watever crap, and spent like $4 buck entirely on the drum thingy, which i died on the 1st round (AGAIN) because kong anyhow chose a stupidly difficult song. haha. went to pool shortly afterwards (2nd time in a week), and then went back home.

Thursday, me and oe went back to rebecca and went for our singtel training, more on mio-TV though, our trainer was a guy, who i thought was quite old, but turns out to be our junior next year! haha, not exactly junior, but an NTU freshman next year. mio is quite interesting, but the boss sucks. just sucks. went for an ljs dinner, then went home! (then i think at night i played l4d with raz, joce and yoga)

Friday was another day full of activities too! (notice that its alternate days :P) went for tuition in the morning/afternoon for the 2nd time. and i still like my new tutee cos shes smart :p so theres not much to teach her :P HAHAHA. went for GL meeting (super late, just wanted to play l4d after that) but in the end everyone ditched the l4d idea and went to movies. me? nah, not for movies with them. so i went to play pool (yeah, 3rd time in the week) with jolyn and terence. played for 3 hrs this time. woo. but kena trashed.

went back and found a plastic bag on my bed, i was like "eh whos plastic bag is this" cos usually its wenhao one and he like to keep his plastic bag full of clothes lying around on my place :p lucky i havent scold him yet cos they told me is my present! :D haha, opened it and got a big shock cos its the jacket that i said i wanted. disclaimer: that was not a hint for my birthday present okay. haha, and i know that its quite ex (or very ex to my standard) that i wanted to save for it (which i doubt ill succeed). hah, i was happily surprised :D thanks thanks thanks guys! hahaha.

then we went to l4d that night and i would say we played well that night! haha, well, as usual expert on hospital (cos thats the only map that we can survive on expert), died once on 2nd level cos the tank appeared infront of the starting safe house. and thats it! we finished it with 3 man standing (and that includes me! so i got my achievement) but more than that is that we almost got "untouchables" and i believe we wouldve got it, and survive with all survivors taking no damage if yoga's lappie didnt hang at the right timing: when he was chased by the 2nd tank. sad story.

saturday night we went to wing's house for housewarming. from the outside the apartment was simply 'wow', inside was small but very nicely decorated and plus those big HD TVs, blu ray player, 24" wii, surround system, mahjong table, wine and full aircon. yeah, its damn right cozy. started with assault on precinct 13, along with ice wines, continued with a short l4d, and then some wii gaming, and followed by pizzas and chicken wings, (at wing's house :P), and followed by step up 2, then step up 1 (reverse huh :P) and suddenly it was 7am in the morning, and i had to leave for tennis.

on sunday morning, tennis-ed with the usual people, ivan, mx and yh. (with the 2 girlfriends hanging around there), continued with table tennis because the weather was scorching and me (especially) cant stand hot weather :P. then a 10 year old boy came and trashed all of us! hahaha, well not exactly trashed or lose though, but im like double his age, so you cant count me as a loser. hahahaa.. damn. taxi-ed my way to church, stayed awake thruout the whole mass :D and then JP for lunch with oe at pepperlunch, and then home. 6-hrs of fable after that. oh yeah, fable is a RPG game that i just started playing. quite nice, but not so great. and then i got sleepy and slept for like 14 hrs till 12pm this morning! hahaha.. oh and reaper too, another tv series that i just started, so far, not bad.

what a great week. (well, a week like this is quite great for me, considering the usual nuah-ing), tomorrow will be paintball day if alls goes well. anyone keen on joining us playing paintball? just call me before.. 12am tonight? hehehe. looking forward for another great week! (:

and more importantly, looking forward for another l4d VERSUS night. when are we going to start doing 3v3 or 4v4 again?!!? im super looking forward for it! ahahaha, hint hint hint hint!!! XD

alot of things week, handover+outings+meetings

2009-06-14T01:36:00.001+08:00

puh, this week was and is and gonna be hectic. gone are my nuahing and slacking days, and here comes the busyness altogether. well, its fun in some way, but i seriously miss the nuahing times around my room here. seriously considering going back to the slacking and doing nothing except gaming state ^^

PA handover camp is the highlight of this week. wednesday, thursday and friday. well, its the 4th handover camp that i've been through. (and most probably one of the last ones) since im not very close with the current batch and cass&mel batch, (which are the last ones on my batch) just graduated from the crew. but if everyone still go back, why not! heh, camp was (ahem) unprepared. haha, guess it was the lack of preparation cos of the lack of time. but well, i hope everyone had fun and me, i had fun (: haha, politics and stuffs are not my business already. how are they gonna keep the rejected people are not my business already. im just hoping all the best for the new people (:

today, was the 3rd day that i consecutively went to vivocity. haha, yet another PA outing. but it was more of a senior's outing cos all the juniors apparently pangseh-ed. sigh, so sad. anyway, zp and kz were there too (counted as seniors cos now theres some new juniors on PAA) haha. kayh, xium, xm, elton, choon, sh, mx, me, ivan, zp, kz and sam. not bad for attendace. haha, had games (twister, tutututututu) and then dinner (some japanese restaurant) and then dessert (bakerzin). money = depleting super duper fast.

monday was GL meeting, more specifically mass dance comm. we literally did almost nothing. well, i did nothing. haha, tmr supposed to learn the 'nobody' dance. wtf. im so dead, and i decided that im not doing it and ill tell them tmr its too gay. not looking forward at all for the meeting tmr.

tuesday was nuahing day. haha, one day in the week that i actually can slack. but well, its like everyday already. so i dont feel much of a difference.

next monday is the job hunting and shopping day! supposedly hunting for job with kong, oe and yt. then going to ikea! haha, at night supposed to celebrate pa0607 anniversary at westmall. lookinglooking forward to that! (:

im super bored. and im lazy to type. and this post only have one picture so far. i shall add another one just so that it doestn look so empty.

lousy attempt to change my wallpaper by yt.

My birthday week (:

2009-06-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

HOHO, after every birthdays, the most important (and tiring) part is the replying people to say thank you for the wishes! so, im sorry if i dont reply you personally, but i shall mention here so that you know i dont forget every single one of you (:

A BIG THANK YOU for the.. (in no particular order, just how i remember it)

7 birthday wishes by the 6 people in my room when the clock strikes 12.
7 people who celebrated my birthday before the clock reach 12 on the next day XD
2 birthday wishes by my 2 GLs one day before my birthday

58 facebook wishes (Some are close friends, some i dont even know who)
18 smses
6 msn convos
1 phone call

and more which i seriously forgot at this point of time but i remember deep in my heart :D hahahahaha.. (:

ahh, and its finally weekend, sunday, im alone in my room (i dont really know where the rest are at now) and finally i have some time to update my blog again. as usual, weekly update! (:

MONDAY was a very happening day. we celebrated oe's birthday (which is like one month ago) and yeah, we just celebrated it on monday. there were cake, and alcohol. haha. there were kong, yt, yoga, wenhao, oe, joce, raz and me.

Everyone was high and crazy, yoga was the first to get drunk and started dancing, the rest started to get KO-ed one by one after that and started sleeping. well, im sure i was sober and i can still recall the incidents on that night (although not crystal clear-ly) hehe.. me, yt and oe was awake until the next morning, where oe and yoga left for soccer (and oe puked like hangover), yt went to a deep slumber in the morning, and then me, i went for my DIP final presentation right after drunkard night. haha.

DIP final presentation on tuesday, so damn boring, it will be one line. we didnt get to final, and thats one happiest moment of my life.

then onwards until today i totally had no idea what has been going on. haha, The Sims 3 and Left4Dead has occupied my time, (and everyone's around me) theres no fixed sleeping time, theres no fixed waking up time. initially bimbolian was playing with my lappie so when she sleep, i play for 12 hrs straight, then when i sleep, she play for 12 hrs straight. thats like cool. totally immersed in the life of our sims. kong and yoga are sims addict too. hahaha. its seriously damn addictive.

left4dead has been like my gaming crazy since dunno when. im sure its one of the games i played for so long and yet still not bored yet. haha. yesterday we finally cleared our first expert campaign! hoho, we even cleared it 2x! one for 2hrs40mins and the next one is 1 hr earlier! hahaha, although i died in both of the campaign (well, when playing expert, sacrifices is still needed to complete the game) hahhaa.. i havent got my expert achievement yet, but mac and yt's com have it already! haha. me, yoga, mac and wh was playing though, and i seriously think to play an expert mode is totally different from the other modes. FUN.

one of the days, (i think its wednesday), we also played versus like crazy. 7 people, 3v4. haha, i won twice and lost once. the first team was me, mac and yoga. then me, mac and yt, then me, raz and yt. it was seriously damn stressful and fun at the same time! adrenaline was rushing throughout the game and as yt says, l4d brings out the bad in people when they are put under stressed and started to scold each other. hahaha, but all in all, after the game, all we had is fun.

and this is already sunday, and seriously i really wanna do some useful work soon. as in like earning money and stuff. i had spent enough time wathcing movie, playing and playing and playing times infinity. time for me to start doing useful stuff. or should i? like continue for another week? hahaha, seriously. i want to stop but i still feel like playing. feel like nuahing the entire holiday and just play.

im seriously enjoying my no-life life.

oh and the cat that always come to my place has stepped on to another level. now he/she dont care already whether people see her or not, she just go into the room, find a comfy place and sleep! -.- irritating, now i need to wash alot of laundries. damn. irritating cat keep trying to bite my finger summore. hahaha, but shes quite cute.

although i still got more things to write on about, but i feel like stopping because i wanna play again. XD well, its sunday and its supposedly my last day of playing. i rather do some awesome air-kicks rather than sit around and mop about it.

weekend update.

2009-06-01T04:55:00.001+08:00

as usual, im updating again on the weekend, where there are less people having fun in my room and therefore i have some time for myself to sit back and reflect about this whole week and get ready to face the new week ahead of me (: hehe, this week has been, fun!

big news is that wenhao finally came back. turns out he was doing some retreat, sit back and reflect on his life for one whole month in his home without any contact with outside civilisation (particularly the ones in singapore) well, i was expecting something like diet programme for 1 month but that will do. hehe, so now he's back here (acutally now sleeping on the mattress below my bed.) no change in size however with change in hairstyle! (havent gotten a chance to take a picture yet) he'll be here more often now though, so my room fill be just more packed! haha..

speaking about my room being pack, im expecting next week to be full of people! including wenhao now, there'll be the usual people, yoga, yt, kong, evonne and joce. well, its gonna be messy and stuff im sure! haha, but today we cleaned up the room! scrubbed the toilet with full attire, swoop and mopped the floor till its clean. hehe, but its still as messy as before though, cant do a tidy room with alot of stuff and people in the room anyway :P

and i still havent gotten any income source yet so its broke broke and broke. im really sorry that i pangsehed alot of outings this week. pangsehed alot of invitation to go out too! really sorry cos im flat broke and trying to minimise expenditure including the one on the EZlink card, I M-U-S-T get a job real soon. real real soon or ill starve to death (after my instant noodle supply is drained out)

time for recalling last week stuffs.

Jay and yt came on monday if i dont recall wrongly. and then i totally forgot what we did early in the week. shits, i think i must keep a logbook on what we did everyday if not its so wasted i dont remember! -.- i can only recall it quite clearly from wednesday onwards.

wednesday was because we went out to watch barcelona vs man u match! haha, we went out to the cafe beside the man u cafe at boat quay there. well, it certainly was fun! (aside from the uncivilised 'people' around us who keep shouting and scolding vulgarities), well, watching a match with such atmosphere is quite nice sometimes! match was really good and barca deseves to win! (: we almost kena scammed by the pub though, suddenly theres a minimum of $30/person! WHAT THE HELL, like, even marche its $10/person. there were 6 of us there so we must order $180. and you know how broke i am. i even go to mcs to get my dinner before going to that pub. luckily with our pitiful faces we managed to getaway with $100+ only. still painful on the wallet though, still owe oe for that. haha.

thursday me, oe and yt went out to watch my first 3D movie (in a very long time) which i hoped that itll be a drastic change from the last time. we watched monsters vs aliens! i was expecting some polarized glasses technology, but instead, they still stick to anaglyph image. well, that was the technology like 5 years ago. but still, the movie experience was great! so much has improved! the movie, story, and the 3D! good movie. to think about it, i think we were quite lucky! went to vivo first just to find out the only seats left were 1st row, then we change to cathay, where only 2nd row is available! but turns out that 2nd row give a very good 3D experience :D lucky.

friday was finally l4d night. haha, well finally we got to play after one week havent played it quite much. there were me, oe, yoga, yt and jocelyn. well, we are still improving continually and thats good (: hehe, finally got through advance without much difficulty. after l4d we went to watch college. some m18 college comedy. i was damn tired i was half sleeping all the way. yt was the one who is very awake and watched all those m18 stuff. hohoho. then we all cant take it and went to sleep.

saturday morning i heard alot of voices, dom, mccarl, kong, but i didnt wake up. haha, im just too tired from the whole week of super little sleep and finally getting a long sleep. in fact, i woke up at 4pm o.O (and yt woke up even later, 5-6pm -.-) then we went out to meet wenhao in town! (this is the day when we meet wenhao after 1 month), haha, after wenhao then we met raz, then dom and eechan. then me, oe, wh and yt went to paradise to play lan again -.-" haha, and guess what game. l4d. haha, just as we are reaching our final house, suddenly there was a blackout. sian.. -.-.. then we all went home, we took 502express to pioneer mall (where we saw elaine) then supper at ahlian. and yt went with bus16 after paradise back home.

oh at town we went to shop! (initially the plan was to go to flyer to go for some GSS for oe but i guess we were too late) well, the saddest part is that GSS is coming, and ive no money to spend o.O SADDEST. we went around, at billabong i saw a damn nice jacket, another must have for me, its $115. i gotta save up. then we went topshop and i dont even dare to look around. saw a nice jacket but quickly dismissed it :p haha, window shopping is painfull.

2 broke people windowshopping T_T

ahh, today was already described up there :p hehe, and i got the sims3 already! hohoho, i finished downloading it yesterday. the official launch here is 2nd june. well i guess pirates have more privilages sometimes :P hehehehe..

and the last part of the post is about the upcoming week! (its like 4:46 now and i have a 9am class again tmr T.T)

next week (actually today is already next week) is my last week of DIP (FINALLY THANK GOD!) and finally i can really concentrate to find work! heh, finally the stupid DIP is over ill have more time for me! yeah.. and work, and wasting time, and earning money. cmon cmon, anyone got lobang i seriously need it :P hehe. and more or less thats all for next week, i havent got any plan except to hurry up clear this irritating DIP.

oh and my birthdays coming, and i guess itll be a sucky thing to NOT HAVE MONEY to spend on your own birthday. haha, sad life.

ooo and experimenting with panorama shot, take a look at my first try :p

being a gamer

2009-05-27T15:20:00.001+08:00

lately i've stumped on this blog, written by a british girl, 22 years old, musician, and a gamer. i respect her as a gamer and it made my strive to game more.. hohoho, seems like the old fire is burning all over again.

just some random thing because im bored doing my dip project (actually today ive done nothing related to work other than resoldering something that was done quite poorly cos we were rushing)

l4d achievements!

broke, broken, brokened.

2009-05-22T17:38:00.001+08:00

hoookay, and im officially broke and i really need a job soon! any job! :S (yeah im so desperate now, please if anyone got lobang anywhere (: a one-time job will be best because of my irritating school project)

and weekend is here, and i've gotta hold the thoughts of going out with friends, hanging out with old friends, outing, reunion and etc etc because my pocket apparently is quite thin :p well, its not so bad because its not so bad staying in hall on the weekend too! for the geek in me, theres LAN computer games, theres movies and series to watch! for the not-so-geek in me, theres many sports i can play including soccer, badminton, and tennis! sounds not so bad, no need to travel, not much money spent. (altho i really really need some vacation, some holiday, some escape)

and yesterday we went out to the city! well, not exactly. we went to iluma at bugis, the new mall with the filmgarde cinema. and i realise howw longggg since i last went to the city. (not so long, but the point is that not so often and usually just there for one purpose only) gone the times where we stroll along the orchard road with really nothing to do, no destination. go window shopping at plaza sing, at cineleisure. now everytime i go to town, theres a specific destination and target to achieve, after that, catch the last bus/train back. so much for living (literally) outside the country.

but yesterday, again, we cabbed back! (pain for the wallet) because apparently after our 1st movie, angels and demons, we weren't satisfied enough and we went on to watch a midnight movie, night at the museum 2. hohoho (altho its another painful thing to the wallet) BUT, it was worth it! especially the company of course :D

angels and demons exceeds my expectation of a remake of a book. its fantastic and brilliant. much better than da vinci code, really. my only dissapointment was knowing the antagonist at the start of the movie. all the briliant plots and twists is spoilt by that. if only i had forgotten the bad guy. BUT apparently, someone did! yiting actually shed a tear for the bad guy! hahaa, kena bluffed by the twist. nice move. swollen eye.

night at the museum 2 was, okay, so-so. funny, yeah but not that hillarious. meaningful, yeah but not so much. so its just a so-so movie. 3/5 will do. but yeah, i mean not bad (: haha. after movie we went to mcdonalds nearby for supper, and apparently joce need to go back so, well, me oe and yoga needa accompany her, and as a result left yt and kong at mcs that morning waiting for bus. (well, they are not online up till now, hopefully they got back safely)

funny thing was night at the museum 2 started at 12:10am, and oe reminded my at the start of the movie that results are out! haha, took awhile to get my mind off it and only to check it on joce's new iphone after movie. was scary to check, really, and as expected, screwed up my last paper EE2001, B- and material science gave me a B+ though i expected more. but, well, i met my target, so im not so sad, but quite dissapointed cos i thot i can do better. well, i didnt maintain my score.

no update on the weekdays because it was filled with gaming everyday (and as usual my DIP follows before and after gaming) sleep deprivation is an everyday thing. haha, we even bought 2 mattresses! my room looked like a chalet, all the floor is covered with mattresses. haha, we woke up to play, and play before sleeping. von and kong came on monday and yt since last friday/saturday. yoga is in the room too! imagine 7 people sleeping in one room. hahahha, well, dont imagine too much or it may go wrong. haha.. spent watching movies (saw, twilight) and playing games (L4D, Warcraft 3, Counter Strike) but kong and yt left on thurs, and von on wed. after that my room is back to the normal not-so-noisy state. well, its always good cos i can catch up with my sleep, but i always look forward for them to come again and game again! (hahaha, we talked about this yt! go find other activity, we have no life!)

and apparently the arcade at iluma is hiring, hope yiting can get there and get me in as well :D hehehehe.. working in an arcade, what else can i ask for XD HAHAHA.. and YITING! i want the photos! a long post like this without the photos is just boring!!!! gimme all ur photosssssss :D

ohh, and wenhao for some reason is uncontactable and gone like the wind. where are you? if you're reading this, contact us!

!!!!

spock!

2009-05-17T13:43:00.001+08:00

rock scissors paper lizard spock!

went to watch star trek with oe, yoga and yt yesterday, or rather today as midnight movie! to summarize it, the movie is awesome! i am seriously considering watching the old star treks again now because the movie is great! and the actors were amazing too! 4/5 from me. zachary quinto plays well as spock just like he plays sylar. great story idea, great animation and CG, what else can you ask for. well at first i thot its a movie for geek, so i got some guys (and yt) to watch with me, but seriously, its a great movie whether you are a geek or not. haha.

"when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever left, however improbable, is the truth" -sherlock holmes, as quoted by spock.

when the dvdrip version come (oops) ill get it along with the subtitles cos i didnt really catch everything and all the sciency things is too cheem for me.

next movies on the list - angels and demons, night at the museum2, transformers2, harry potter, more to come along.

and the saddest thing happened to me on friday, my harddrive, my 1000GB=1TB hard drive went into some haywire mode! now it cant be detected time by time! this is damn scary, my 600GB worth of movies, tv series, games, applications and most importantly my documents! pictures, videos, etc is there, and only there! i can go and jump off if my harddrive fails me. my data are of utmost importance! checking the harddrive for bad sectors and errors now, if nothing is wrong, means the problem is with the connection part, and then i can go to maxtor to repair it, WITH SPECIFIC instruction of IMPORTANT DATA, can't be lost. (but i scared they check all my piracy :P) okay, i hope my hard drive will recover soon. please. :'(

amos came on friday, and his hair looks like jesus (according to many here) haha, apparently he hasn't done any hair cutting since he left NJC. wow thats quite an achievement. and his guitar skills really improve horigibly (even thats an understatement) seriously, he's the musician i respect the most, and im gonna catch him playing at one of those places real soon. (: anyway, me, amos and hari went to play diablo2 (like again) from 12am till 6am. thats, 6 hours. and we started from level 1, and we slayed diablo in 6 hours! HAHA, well its a deja vu. when we were sec4, during our o levels we did the exact same thing, except that we ended at 10am, means 4 hours more, and we achieve half of what we achieved on friday! we only started the 3rd city. what an improvement. haha. now shall wait for christmas and get our hands on diablo III and then do some rampage again. (:

and the thailand people had returned! yiting has been here since friday, reading twilight at half the normal speed because of her OCD. and im expecting the other 2 to come today and stayover as usual :D well, finally a happening weekend (and confirm lack of sleep next week)

its 2 weeks into DIP and theres another 2/3 more weeks, i just have to hang on there, show face, and play my plants vs zombies.

1005-2009

2009-05-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

hello mum! today is mother's day so i wanna say, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!! (what else) hahaha..

yesterday night i was quite bored with the usual TV series so i went to watch an indonesian movie titled 'love is cinta', the title sure sounds cheesy and corny but well, i was bored you see. the story is about a guy who died in an accident and is given 3 days to live again to finish his business on earth (that is actually the main story, to tell his feelings to his best friend who is a girl of course), but the thing is, his body was destroyed(?) so he can only use other people's body and then the story goes on how he tries to convince the girl and his family that he is himself. confusing?

but the thing i wanna say is that, i didn't expect the movie to be so impactful on me. well, i literally cried when his mom and dad finally believe that he is himself, but its the last day, so he was saying goodbye to the two of them. literally cried like i never did in any movie before. (luckily i was alone in my room). BUT then on the finale, when the girl finally believe him (like, last minute before he fly to heaven, stupid girl) well, i didn't even feel any feeling. haha, i think its the actors. so fake.

well the point is, i love my family. i love my mum, love my dad. but i dont know why but it feels weird saying it to them. when they say they love me, i can never reply that i love them too. its like, its weird and embarassing. but really, mom, dad, deep inside, i love you all very much (: and im sure you know that without me saying it out loud. (haha the cowardly me only dare to put it here since they wont read it). and since its the occasion, happy mother's day! i love you mum (:

a confession i wanna make: sometimes i woke up crying because of a bad dream involving my parents. these kind of dreams are the scariest one. and you will feel very relieved that its just a dream (well of course i woke up with tears because of other dreams too that i wont put it here) :P and only after that you realise how you love your parents so much. people say that you only treasure something after you lose it. everytime, we forget how important is our family to us. only when they are gone, we will remember, but thats just too late.

i know most of the times i sound uninterested when talking to both of you, sometimes sound annoyed and irritated. sometimes im irrational and tempramental. sometimes i look like im not happy around you, or maybe seems disrespectful when i disobey you or shouting back at you. im sorry that if i hurt you in one way another, i hope ill be better next time.

well, to end this point, happy mothers day! (;

going to the next topic is that, i cut my hair yesterday. haha, and if you know me, ill complain after every haircut, as usual. its always not what i expected, too short, too long, theres always something wrong. thats why i want to learn hairdressing and cut my own hair. haha, anyway, heres a shot from my low quaily laptop webcam.

luckily my hair grow in an amazing speed (i think thats what everyone think about their hair right, maybe except yt:P) and i expected it to grow again soon, and by then i wanna cut it the way it should be! haha, ill give detailed instruction to the hairdresser, i dont care. haha.. and my hair is all black already, around 6 months? and the coloured part of my hair is gone already. anyway i found this shot when i just cut my hair on february. it was nicer back then! damn. anyway, the shot was taken on a plane! :p

ok i shall stop with all the narcissistic photos! hahaa, and thatll be all about my post today. well, i dont know why my post nowadays are long like crap. haha, but yeah, maybe because ive nothing to do now :\ wasting my whole day watching shows :P

oh and today is.
you know. so happy 10th may. :p

Living life the way i want to live it (:

2009-05-09T18:24:00.001+08:00

Holiday is here but my blog seems to be dead. Dont feel like blogging or maybe, not much time for blogging cos i've been enjoying life so far! (except for the bloody DIP) of course. darn. and apparently my tagboard is flooded with spam too, ill change it as fast as possible, no worries. and stop spamming you bloddy idiot. (i dont know why suddenly 'bloody' shows up, watched to much brits shows i guess)

last time i blogged was last wednesday, thats more than a week! well, i wanna recall the last week past by so quickly.

well wednesday and thursday was filled with movies, series and lan gaming with my close friends here in hall. there is no fixed sleeping time, play means play. movie means movie! well i guess theres no better way to start a holiday with time spent with your close friends doing things you like to do.

thursday night we went out to catch 17 again. me and joce went to marina sq just to find out that tickets are sold out, then we met yiting and von at dhoby to check out plaza singapura and found out theres no tix there too, and finally we stopped at cathay to watch 16 again! it was a midnight movie, not as planned. not many seats because friday was labour day, which noone of us remember. well, movie was fantastic, the company even more! went walking after the movie to a nearby supper place, chatted and chatted till damn late, and waiting for the NR buses to come. guess what, we're at the wrong busstop! so after so much waiting (and seeing some girls puke and some prostitutes pick up guys) we decided to cab home, me, yiting and joce back to hall, and kong and von back home.

friday was concert enginner BBQ. to put it in one word. not fun. ok thats two. then it shall be notfun. seriously speaking, company there wasnt that great, kinda missed the small and cosy family back in jc. doing the same things, just more closesly bonded together. wish thing can change next year!

saturday, was finally a tennis day! after 2 weeks of absence because of the stupid exam, finally me, yh, mx and ivan got together to smack some balls again. most importantly we managed to stay close even after going our own different ways now. (: after that me, yh and mx went to vivo. different reasons. me for insinyur camp preparation, and both of them for a double date. well, i joined the awkward company for lunch and promise myself not to be a lightbulb during a double date anymore. then i went to the insinyur beach game testing. to tell u the real truth, didn't enjoy it as much as i thot i would (and my expectation then was already very low, so guess how did it go.) other than catching up with mu og mates and old friends, the camp prepartion and game testing was full of crap. i dont have it anymore in me. you know the high feeling when u're in orientation camp. i better get some soon though, or my OG next camp will be dead having a GL like me :D

well the next week was filled with sleepless nights and stayovers! i dont mean staying somewhere else, but people staying in my room! haha, basically because they are kicked out from hall during the holiday, and my room is the only place they can go back to hall and play together. well, i love this closeness (: we would spend time during the night playing, lets say from dinner till morning, and then i NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL at 9am for the bloody DIP remember? thats when they sleep and when i come back around 5pm, we will start playing again. (of course without me for awhile cos i need to get a short nap before another round of sleepless nights of langaming and then going to school again) monday-friday. yeah, this week was totally a no-sleep week! (thats kinda hyperbolic but that will do) left4dead and warcraft 3 TD and hero defense was the main game. everyday. movies and series in between to prevent us from going crazy.

of course in between the gaming and going crazy we still went out! (to prevent people from calling us geeks and no life people) haha. tuesday was one day before evonne's birthday so we went out to plan a surprise party for her! they went to eat dinner at city hall first before i catch up with them and prepare the final surprise at esplanade rooftop! well, why i wasnt there for dinner? cos i need some sleep after the gaming and school. haha. daphne was LATE with me too though, come to think of it, we always are the late ones. haha. but thats good! because then the two of us can prepare the surprise :D we played sparklers at midnight and taking photos and eating cakes and chit chatting there! (well, all credits go to kingkong of course (: the planner!) after that wing sing drove all of use back to our homes and me,yt,kong,and von back to my hall room! after a short nap for me, we went back to gaming till my lesson starts, again.

thursday night we went out again for an after exam party organised by NTU CS. well, our dear yt 'forced' us to go there. :p haha, it was fun indeed! we went to taboo (apparently yiting said its some gay bar, and apparently on that day its just some club) and hang out there till morning. met the MJ people there too! raz, apple, mel, robin and another NIE dancer i forgot the name. :p drank abit, played some card games (which me and kong cheated very well) and danced on the dance floor? (wouldnt call that dancing though). the highlight of the night was some fight over there. raz was punched on his face while trying to prevent the fight, but the main guy who got beaten up real bad was bleeding profusely from his head, but well, these kinda people, we gave them advice to go to the hospital (benefits of having a nurse in our group :P) but all they care about is to fight back and protect their "bros." went out for supper after that before cabbing back to hall. btw, noone of us got drunk.

and friday just zoomed by me because since yesterday they all went back to their own places already to prepare for the thailand trip from today to next wednesday. and i cant go because of my stupid DIP project. perfect. well, now it feels kinda lonely here alone, with nothing to do, and a room to clean. (sleepovers for one week doesnt involve cleaning up you know) but most importantly i kinda missed the company and noise and all the sarcastic comments. well wednesday is not that far, gonna miss you guys till then! but on the bright side, i can get some sleep now :p

thats all about the things that happened last week and this week! and the descriptive essay is done, now comes the other type of essay.

if you notice the title of this post, do you ever wonder, what does it take to live your life to the fullest? if you read my post which is filled with gaming, movies, and stuff, would you call it a 'no life'? you tell me. im guilty of it too. when i see dota gamers out there, what first comes to my mind is 'what a "no life" life!' spending day and night playing the same game all over again, speaking in geek terms and stuffs, its just uncool. when i watch big bang theory, sometimes i pity them for having no real life! if you know what im saying. but now, i think twice. our society condemn people who enjoy being in the virtual world rather than living in the real world, we call them geeks, we judge them as running away from their lives. the cool people enjoy their lives, going out with friends, road trip, hitting bars and clubs every night, overseas holiday and stuffs. while people who study, or so called muggers, are just nerds with no life.

well for me, i know now that life is more than that. more than hitting clubs. more than dating a gazillion girls, more than gaming, more than studying. life for me is enjoying every second of it with my closest buddies and with those i love most. well, who cares of what stuff we do, what stuff we talk about. i know that every moment i spend with these close friends are those moments which make my life enjoyable and fulfilling.

think about your friends who doesn't care about what clothes you are wearing, about how do you talk, how do you eat. friends who doesnt judge you for what you do, friends who actually care about you. about what you think. well, for me, true friends are those where you can be yourself around them.

who cares when people look down on you, who cares when people talk back behind your back, who cares when the popular guys don't want to hang out with you, well, with friends like those i have now i couldn't ask for more. well you know who you are of course.

whatever you do with them, be it spending your night on a club somewhere getting drunk, or be it snuggling under a blanket and watch your favourite movie, or maybe spending the night on the study room for the test tomorrow, whatever you do, you will feel that its worth living. or at least thats what i feel.

i hope i, too, am someone like that to many of my friends out there (:

hmm, and think about it, why suddenly i talk about these stuffs. i think its because of How i met your mother and gossip girls. XD haha, well, those shows made me realize the importance of friendships in my life. (:

this is a superbly long post. seriously, if you read all of those above. get a life.

EXAMS ARE OVER FINALLY!

2009-04-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

CAN'T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT NOW THAT EXAMS ARE OVER, FINALLY AFTER A SUPER LOOOONG WAIT OF 3 WEEKS OF EXAMS! 7 PAPERS, AND NOW THAT ITS OVER, I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL. I FEEL FREE, FREEDOM! I LOVE THIS FEELING. ITS LIKE I NEVER FEEL LIKE THIS BEFORE, NOT EVEN AFTER A'S (OR SO I REMEMBERED) I JUST FEEL FREE NOW.. FREEEEE..

tell you what, seriously i dont exagerrate it! i really feel like that now. well, and apparently I MANAGED TO KEEP MY EXAM RESOLUTION! THAT IS NO L4D UNTIL EXAM ENDS! haha, i really didn't touch any of L4D. and you know what, i played it straight away after i reach my room after the last paper. just awhile, 15 mins. and i really feel damn satisfied.

and MOST IMPORTANTLY, i wanna say a big thank you for everyone who have supported me through this exam! all the 'goodluck', 'jiayous' and 'all the bests', well, you may think its a small thing but it is what push me through the loooong exam period. so once again, thankssssss people (: ooo, and thanks to jen2! for the exam present! which is supposed to motivate me? (so random but THANKS ALOTTT!) haha, its a tie with a microphone on it :D cute.

OOOHH I LOVE LIFE. and this post will be all about what i do during exams and stuffs, if youre bored just skip. hehe, well, maybe for a start, i shall put down what have i accomplished during this exam time. (and thats how it goes every exam!)

TV Series
1. The Big Bang Theory season 1 and 2
2. How I Met Your Mother season 1 - 4

Gaming
1. 1 Season of PES 2009 (Become a legend)
2. Half Life 2 : Chapter 1-7

AND thats it. well, 4 seasons of how i met your mother is really time consuming :p haha, but studying without refreshing is like hell, and thats when all the fun in the midst of exam comes. last semester exams was totally hooked on house if im not wrong. 4 seasons owned :D

and now i shall recap the activities and mugging plan that i did during the exam week. (MUGGING is everyday of course, so dont ask :D)
1st week! (really cant remember)
monday: mug CS100
tuesday: CS100 paper(aim A-), mugged EE2006
wednesday: mugged EE2003
thursday: mugged FE1005
friday: mugged EE2004 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
saturday: mugged EE2001 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
sunday: mugged EE2003, skipped church! :X

2nd week!
monday: EE2003 paper!(aim A-), mugged FE1005 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
tuesday: FE1005 paper! (aim A-), oe and yt finished their exam, we went JP to celebrate! (:
wednesday: mugged EE2004, went to accompany geraldine for SPMS interview.
thursday: EE2004 paper!(aim A), GAMING NIGHT until 7am in the morning. i watched and played PES while the rest are L4Ding! damn.
friday: woke up at 9pm! went to JP for dinner with oe and yt. mugged EE2006
saturday: went to church! mugged EE2008
sunday: oe flew back to indo, mugged EE2006

3rd week! monday: EE2006 paper! (aim A), mugged EE2008
tuesday: EE2008 paper! (aim A-), mugged EE2001
wednesday: EE2001 paper! (aim B!), PLAYED L4D for the 1st time! AND BLOGGING NOW. HAHAHAHA.

what a hectic and dull 3 weeks. i hope my life will start again soon!

people say, if theres lemon, make lemonade! haha, instead of correcting my body clock, i used it to my advantage! my sleeping time was super weird. especially on the last week. woke up everyday around 7pm, watch movie, play and slack until 10pm, STUDY HARD until 5am, and on the dot, 5am, sleep till 7am, and go for paper till 11pm, go back, watch a show, and sleep till 7pm again. the mind is as fresh as possible in the morning after a 2 hr power nap, maybe i shall make it my permanent exam plan!

ahh okay, now what should i do? (damn that kong and yiting i think they are asleep now i cant LAN with them yet. i shall watch movie and play other games then. wait. damn. i realise if my life after exam is only movies and games. what a no life! damn.. haaha, outing soon please people! (: (: ahh, what else.. dates! :D well first 10 customers free! (no, no, really joking) hahahah..

ahhhh, flopped my last paper though, thats why a B grade will be enough. I JUST HOPE THAT I DONT DAPAO THAT SUBJECT! killer paper. and one of my weakest subject damn. oh so if i can achieve all my aim, lets see, my GPA this sem will be... 4.47! well, below target, but yeah i guess its alright. ALRIGHT (:

oh about the random tags on my tagboard. damn it. when i see wenhao's blog got spammed, i thot, "haha, they wont be able to find my tagboard anyway, and guess what? 3 spams already! dammit. ahh, its alright alright.

oh and take care k! SWINE FLU!!! haha, and anyway i found a funny picture about the swine flu.

ok i shall end this long and useless post. im happy.

the start of the wait.

2009-04-15T04:02:00.001+08:00

my body clock is finally back to normal..... if im staying in israel that is. well, seems like GMT +8 is not my timezone already. it has been improving lately though, but sleeping time stays constant around 4-6am, the waking up time have the largest standard deviation. perhaps, 7am-5pm? i had this idea though, why not i change all my clock to the new zealand time? then by default, sleeping at 5am means sleeping at 12pm!

this is the new zealand time, but i think again, maybe not during the exam period. ill miss all my papers.

nonsense stops there. exams has already begun and my first paper was today, CS100, managable yet theres no comparative advantage against anyone, everyone has the same chance to score well and thats why im scared about the result. but whats done is done, next week will be packed with 3 exams and next next week another 3. i still haven't figure out how to finish studying all those (yet i managed to take some time to watch movie, blog, etc.) that sounds bad, ok maybe im exaggerating. well, my desktop has a countdown already, and i think my blog should have one too! so here it is! (its damn ugly i cant find a more normal one)

back to some nonsensical stuff, was mugging EE2003 just now and found this doodles on one of the pages. haha, this one is quite funny i got no idea what made me draw that last time. you know that doodling subject is an unconcious thought based on your mood/feeling. yeah.. imagine..

and then on my way back to my room i saw a pretty and quite big moth outside kong's room, decided to take a shot but blame my current height (which most likely my permanent height) or my digital phone camera (i want a DSLR seriously), the shot isnt that nice, so whatever photoshop give me, i shall put here (:

well, not here for long, going back to mugging (of course after an episode of the big bang theory), hopefully no more posts till the end of exam cos as you know its gonna be mundane and boring posts.)

edit: was finding a nicer countdown and i thought i had put some countdowns last time. well, reading archives is funny yet hurtful at times. but it was fun indeed (:

Schrodinger's cat

2009-04-11T05:41:00.004+08:00

"in 1935, Erwin Schrodinger, in an attempt to explain the Copenhagen interpretation of quantum physics, he proposed an experiment where a cat is placed in a box with a sealed vial of poison that will break open in the random time. Since no one knows when or if the poison has been released until the box is opened, during that period of time the cat can be thought of as both alive and dead."

just like schrodinger's cat, your potential relationship can be thought of as both good and bad. It is only by opening the box that you'll find out which it is.

that was sheldon's relationship advice for penny.

But think about it, it really applies to many of our everyday problems, doesn't it?

anyway thats one of the episode of the TV series im currently following right now, yes, The Big Bang Theory! (: haha, yes apparently got yt and kong hooked onto it also. well, as planned a new series every exam! :p haha but this time not as bad as house series during semester 1. since theres only 2 seasons of it currently!

the story goes about a group of nerdy geek and their bimbo neighbour. funny, romantic and inspirational stories about their everyday life which never fail to make you laugh. well, i will recommend this series to you all! anyway its a short series, only about 20mins per episode and theres only 2 seasons now. go watch! (ask me for it if you cant find.)

and anyway, had a series of crazy online lectures today, nonstop watching boring videos, and i found a way not to sleep while watching it. hehe, i did some housekeeping of my old files from my burned dvds and transferring them to my 1TB harddrive (which only has 500gb left now). hehe, found some old pictures and memories from the past (:.

reminiscing the past (: and how lucky i was (:

clock or no clock?

2009-04-09T02:03:00.002+08:00

Seems like the whole planning/strategy to repair my body clock fail miserably.

Sunday, i thot i was succesfull because i slept at 12am! (with the fact that i din sleep at all on saturday) and i woke up at 8am on monday morning. wow isnt that the normal sleeping time for normal people. (: hehe.

the problem started on monday. despite the 8 hours good night sleep, i still feel very sleepy after my lesson ended at 1130am, apparently took a short nap which turns out not to be so short and went ahead to skip my afternoon lesson only to be awaken at 400pm for my last lecture. it sounds quite wrong already. then because of the afternoon (or maybe as translated by my body) night sleep from 12-4, i cant sleep at night, finding myself asleep again at around 7am -.-

Tuesday, the problem isnt any better, despite sleeping at 7am, i managed to wake up at 8am (to me this really sound like an afternoon nap), after 1 hr of lesson came back to my room, thinking im not so sleepy, but after 1 hour of movie i fell asleep without planning and only woke up at 430pm. (remembered the exact timing because yt also just woke up). well, thats enough of sleep, so went can A for mugging (and watching movie) till around 2-3am and went back to, watch movie awhile then sleep at 5am! (in 2 days i managed to revert to the bat sleeping hour AGAIN)

and today, WEDNESDAY, was another weird one. i woke up at 8am of course for my lesson, came back at around 12pm and waken yt up for swimming and apparently i collapsed on my bed without knowing again. apparently quite deep in sleep because wenhao came into the room also i din notice. 130pm kena waken up for swimming, and im feeling really tired. (just like when normal people sleep 1 hr at night then got waken up you will feel this kind of tiredness) haha. finish swimming, went for 430 lecture, came back for an episode of house and big bang theory and finding myself damn tired at 10pm, went to take a short nap, until NOW! yeah, 1am awake and planning to mug (because havent mug at all today) and the sleeping time today is neither here nor there.

now, looking there are 2 possibilities,
1. the body clock is spoilt, its day-night reversed
2. there is simply no more clock

ahh, on another issue, i read the news this morning and apparently i read this piece of article because it catches my attention with the word "house" and "kutner". spoiler alert! click here for the news

at least i tell you all its a spoiler news! Imagine i was looking forward for the house latest episode that im gonna watch later in the evening and finding myself reading spoiler on an official NEWS? irritating bastard. spoil the whole movie. i wanna complain to the editor to just sack whoever the writer is for not even knowing the 'spoiler' etiquette.

another unrelated story, during the 10pm-1am which happened just now, i dreamt of a weird dream. found myself back in NJC for the new batch orientation and apparently was on stage performing some weird thing with the new kids o.o after that went out of the hall to the mugging benches and saw the PA people that i havent seen for ages, i still remember clearly the faces in the dream there was elaine, jen, shihui, jialin and cass (and weirdly got one of my primary school friend which i got no idea why she was there). they were studying for A levels (?weird?) but talking about cores and electives (?even weirder?) well weird dreams are just weird. dont care abt them.

reverse insomnia

2009-04-05T21:39:00.004+08:00

as planned, i haven't have any sleep (or nap) on the last more or less 30 hours. finally the feeling came back! the feeling of sleepy-ness, ive been missing it for quite some time (altho is good for lessons). yeah, and as planned i will sleep around 12 today. (now is time for some movie action). haha, IM CURRENTLY in a state where i can even fall asleep when typing this :P.

had some good tennis this morning, 3 hours of tennis! hah, getting more and more hooked to this new sport and am very looking forward for next sunday for the next session :D hehe, cant wait for holidays cos itll be fun filled with sports and other fun activities :D

talking about holidays, exams are around the corner, i havent even start revising. havent even catch up with my work. damn, one more week, i can do it! go myself! haha, anyway just wanted to post a photo of a PRIVATE tutorial class where there was only me and my tutor, he was so emo theres only ONE STUDENT that attend his class and that student was me :D thats how screwed up engin tutorials are. haha.

and anyway, the weather has been quite unpromising these few days, my nose is getting runny and PLUSPLUS with my lack of sleep, my immune system should be quite compromised now, well, i believed is the same with everyone else, so, please, people who read! stay healthy (: better be safe than sorry. and beware of the rhinovirus, its common during this kind of weather. flu juus too! simple but effective things:

Wash your hand, frequently!
Get plenty of sleep.
Exercise, increases the body's virus-killing cells. Even better, exercise outside in the fresh air, away from dehydrating indoor heating systems and recirculated, germy air.
Eat healthy foods with lots of vitamins, like colorful fruits and vegetables, whole grains and yogurt.
Drink fluids; it flushes out your system.
Take care of yourself!

seeya next post :P (hopefully not so soon)

whats karma.

2009-04-05T05:03:00.002+08:00

Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म kárma (help·info), kárman- "act, action, performance"[1]; Pali: kamma) is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

thats from wiki, of course. talking about karma, cause and effect happen in our everyday life. call it coincidence or just pure luck or maybe 'un'luck, i still believe that there is such thing as karma. what you seed is what you get. strangely, we always talk about karma in the 'negative' sense, well, as humans you only complain and remember bad things that happen to you. we take the positive things that occur to us for granted. heh, or perhaps karma just happen in the negative sense.

well, for me, it really happens to me everytime i did something bad to others :\ haha, it doesnt sound nice, no. but yeah it happens. (and i kinda dont want to elaborate here :p) more than enough to remind me to treat people better. if you dont want to be treated like that, dont treat other people in that way. well, be nice. (:

enough of that (: yeah, slept at like 7am yesterday, and woke up at 5pm -.- WELL, just see how screwed up my body clock is. (even worse, yt slept at 7am and woke up at 10pm, shes just screwed o.O HAHAHAHA), ok. my plan for correcting my body clock starts today! heres the plan!
1.not sleeping tonight!(saturday night)
2.sleep early on sunday night!
3.monday maximum 4am
4.tuesday, wednesday maximum 3am
5.thursday-onwards maximum 2am
HEH, thats the plan :D i hope i can keep on it! (at least until exam is done) hehe, a goodnight sleep is a necessity for a fresh brain :D

oh by the way yesterday was movie marathon! (haha and thats why i slept at 7am XD)

Started with X-men origins - Wolverine something. aahaha, the quality was workprint quality. alot of the special effects hasnt been put in, so its kinda funny watching the rope and the dummy! hahaha, but as usual its still dvd quality (i refuse to watch any quality lower than R5 or dvdscr) hahaha. next was P.s i love you, not bad, but not so nice either. then joce comes and we watched changeling! altho this kinda draggy movie is the one i dont like, well angelina jolie acted really professionally and yeah the movie was good! hehe, then the final movie we watched is butterfly effect 3 - revelation. NICE, heh like other butterfly effect series the concept is still the same, this sequal, although not as nice as the original first butterfly effect, but definitely much better than the 2nd one.

the feeling is damn SHIOK after a movie marathon, i really cant wait for the next one. if theres a movie marathon in the cinema, really count me in! :D :D :D :D :D

today was supposed to be tennis day at NTU! the first time yh,mx and ivan coming to NTU to tennis BUT was raining LIKE SHIT. damn. haha, so in the end met them at JP for dinner and arcade. well, the rich mingxuan who just got his bonus treated us to newyorknewyork! heh heh, free NICE dinner :D really talked alot about people we know. haha, gossips of course too. we played jubox or jucube i forgot what it is. haha, the 4x4 music thingy in arcade that one, seriously quite fun! (: and guess what, tennis day is shifted to sunday! and its like 4 more hours to tennis at yihong's place as usual. haha, im not gonna sleep, gonna get back to my maths notes again after this and go tennis straight :P then i gonna mug at KAP till church, ANYONE FREE ACCOMPANY ME MUG AT KAP TMR, URGENT. hahahaha. ok

this has been quite a long post, and just to tell itchy hands people that theres nothing hidden in this post (unlike the posts before if you notice :p) because its long and if you're itchy to find, itll really take quite some time. hahaha. nothing. nothing. and thats it for today!

blackholes and revelations,
our hopes and expectations. i gotta live up to their, to my expectation.
no,im gonna be even better, come back, the past me.

found my way back..

2009-04-02T19:54:00.001+08:00

tho you most probably wont read this, but i wanna say sorry to take your kindness for granted, yet again. SORRY, though im sure i can't count how many sorry's ive said, but i mean it. and thank you (:

talking 'bout taking something for granted, well, i can say im guilty of many. it has always been my weakness, one that i cant wait to get rid of. if people say what you do defines who you are, well then im gonna change the way i are. no more, no more. who i were costs me alot of regrets in my life. some of the most painful ones too.

but looking from a different perspective, it will still be me, a better me (or at least i hope..)

at the bright side, im happy that there are still people that really care about me for what i am (: im happy that things are turning for the better everyday. hah, shall not take things for granted anymore and give thanks for everything that i have. i dont want anymore regrets (:

went to run again yesterday with my long lost running partner :D heh, finally you come back to run with me :D hahahaha.. you mug hard and hurry up get your car, haha, keep saying want this want that but noooothinggg yet :\ hurry hurry and remember not to pangseh the next class outing! haha.. pangseh-kia.. holiday plans dont pangseh too!

and this is to my emo friend, wenhao.

and getting back to the post title, yep finally found my way back.and not looking back

disclaimer: to any of you who managed to get to this writing, dont worry bout me, im fine (: and i dont blame anyone in anyway possible. im just writing my mind out and im sorry if by doing this i offended anyone.

when people say that its better that you dont know. well, i think you're wrong. im feeling much better now, much much better since i know what is real. (: to keep someone in the dark but letting the person know that you are keeping him in the dark. im just saying. well, if you know me well, you know ill find my way through, always.

and you know what, im strong, i've faced rougher times, this is nothing. its my fault to be in this kinda position in the first place. its my fault. it hurts, but it heals (: the only thing thats left is the scar, well, its is not in my feeling, but in the relationship of the party involved. im sure it will never be the same anymore.

though i very much hope that you, and me, can get back to our normal relationship, i know it wont be the same anymore. i dont blame you for anything really. i just hope its back to normal, ill never want to lose a friend like you.

in the first place its my fault to get my judgement clouded by others opinions, fall to a trap where i shouldnt have fallen into. get myself into unnecessary trouble and hurt. sigh, i shouldnt have been so stupid to listen. well, you know that you know better than the rest. why dont trust yourself. my fault.

the way you do. i dont expect anything like that after anything like this. (well its incomprehensible but its just like that) heh, well you can never be as sure as hell anyway, cos you dont even know me that well. its just me to be like that, to treat people like that. seriously dont get my intentions wrong. i havent even started. and i never gonna start. sounds like im contradicting myself. (:

well maybe its best to end like this, and to let me know in this way. maybe you (this is a different you) already know that ill find out this way and you think its best for me and everyone, well you're right. (if you do really think like this, ah u really know me well), thank you.

im fine, im alright, im better than any (: nothing will bring me down.

lastly, thank you, and no, not goodbye (:

Learning takes place in The Internet!

2009-03-29T02:29:00.004+08:00

SERIOUSLY i dont know whether im allowed to do this without permission :\ REALLY SORRY IF I CAN'T! but i really want to share all these with all of you who read this blog (: seriously i think this is one of the best posts in lifehacker!

MUST READ (: anyway its like totally koped from lifehacker. http://lifehacker.com/5188342/top-10-tools-for-a-free-online-education

edit: i realised this post is quite long and irritating if i wanna scroll down. so i just hide the post.

if you wanna read, just click here (will still be on this page)

It's easy to forget these days that the internet started out as a place for academics and researchers to trade data and knowledge. Recapture the web's brain-expanding potential with these free resources for educating yourself online.

Photo by Sailor Coruscant.

10. Teach yourself programming

Coding, whether on the web or on the desktop, is one of those skills you'll almost never regret having. Coincidentally, the web is full of people willing to teach, and show off, programming skills. Whether you're looking to knock out a modest Firefox extension or tackle your first programming language, there's no requirement to run out and buy the thickest book you can find at Barnes & Noble. Google Code University, for instance, hosts a whole CSE program's worth of straight-up coding lessons in its bowels. We've pointed out a lot of other programming resources found around the web, so you should be able to get started in almost any project. As for the random, unexpected, seemingly inscrutable bugs, well ... welcome to the fold.

9. Get a Personal MBA

"MBA programs don't have a monopoly on advanced business knowledge: you can teach yourself everything you need to know to succeed in life and at work." The Personal MBA site occasionally updates its list of dozens of helpful business books, designed to teach both the nuts-and-bolts money stuff and the kind of thinking one needs to get ahead in sales, marketing, or wherever your interests lie. A business school can offer networking, mentoring, and other perks, but nobody can teach you enthusiasm and business savvy—except yourself.

8. Learn to actually use Ubuntu

Too often, newcomers to Ubuntu, the seriously popular Linux distribution, find that their questions about any problem great or small is answered with a curt "Search the forums," or "Just Google it." From experience, that's like telling someone there's maple sap somewhere in that forest, so here's a nail and get moving. With a brand-new installation sitting on your computer, few resources are as straight-forward and comprehensive as the Ubuntu Guide, which is packed with common stuff like installing VLC and getting VLC playback, but spans across topics including Samba and remote printing configuration. Author Keir Thomas also offered Lifehacker readers a little preview of his Ubuntu Kung Fu in two excerpts that tweak one's system into a faster, more efficient data flinger.

7. Get started on a new language

Nobody's pretending you can talk like a local without some immersion experience. But there's a lot of resources on the web for honing an already-sharpened second language, or at least picking up some of the vocab and nuances. Learn10 gives you 10 vocabulary builders delivered every day by email, through iGoogle, through an iPhone page, or most any other way you'd like. One Minute Languages podcasts its lessons and lets newcomers stream from the archives. And Mango Languages has about 100 lessons, shown to you in PowerPoint style with interstitial quizzes, to move you through any language without cracking a book. Not that books are bad, of course, but this is stuff you can crack out during a coffee break.

6. Trade your skills, find an instructor

As Ramit Sethi put it in our interview, many people don't realize the value of the skills they do have, whether it's something as simple as higher-level English or software lessons for those in need. A site like TeachMate capitalizes on the inherent disparities in our interests, letting someone willing to teach a bit of, for example, Russian language get cooking lessons in return. If a site like TeachMate doesn't quite reach you, try Craigslist, which, especially in a recession, is brimming with people looking to trade skills instead of cash.

5. Academic Earth and YouTube EDU

We have to guess that having a giant, searchable database of free academic lectures was just too good an idea for two different web firms to pass up. Academic Earth has been described as a Hulu-like aggregator for lots of major universities' content, and offers the slicker and more navigable front-end for them, as well as allowing embedding and sharing with no restrictions. YouTube EDU might have a broader reach, and the player and format might be a bit more familiar to most. Both sites offer both individual lectures and full course series, and are definitely worth checking out.

4. Teach yourself all kinds of photography

Sites like Photojojo and Digital Photography School are oft-linked resources around Lifehacker, and for good reason. They let the uber-technical shooters run wild in forums and discussion groups, but focus the majority of their front-page posts on things that beginning DSLR shooters and moderate consumer-cam photographers can grasp and mix into their daily camera work. Of course, we've compiled and sought out our own digital photography advice at Lifehacker, including photographer Scott Feldstein's guide to mastering your DSLR camera (Part 1 and Part 2), and our compilation of David Pogue's best photography tricks, plus ours. Then there's the simple pleasures of posting on Flickr, seeking out Photo by Marcin Wichary.

3. Get an unofficial liberal arts major

Whole-mind learning doesn't end the day you declare a major and start sending out resumes. A huge number of universities offer up some of their most unique and fascinating resources for free online, posting up databases, image galleries, and all kinds of stuff you wish you had time to dig through during your undergrad years. Learn everything you ever wanted to about Picasso at Texas A & M's Picasso Project. Indulge your inner geo-geek with super hi-res images from Hirise at the University of Arizona. Tour the world's spaces in 3D with The World Wide Panorama at UC Berkeley. Wendy Boswell discovered those resources and way more in her discovery of the .edu underground, and you can find a lot more down there, too.

2. Learn an instrument

If being dropped off at the music store/mall/piano teacher's house wasn't a memorable part of your childhood, you might dig the digital age's equivalents a lot more. Guitar players, in particular, have a lot of places to turn for video, audio, and graphical teaching tools. Adam rounded a lot of them up in his guide to learning to play an instrument online. If you want to build a foundation for learning any instrument, though, Ricci Adams' Musictheory.net has Flash-based tutorials that offer a gentle tour through keys, time signatures, modalities, and the other ins and outs of notes and chords.

1. Learn from actual college courses online

A huge number of colleges, universities, and other degree-granting universities are going all open-source these days—giving away the actual guts of their courses, while retaining their revenue stream by awarding degrees only to those who pay. In this day and age, though, programming, marketing, design, and other self-taught skills are pretty valuable, however you came by them. Whether you're looking to break into a field or just augment your skill set, dig into our guide to getting a free college education online, which we then updated a bit with Education Portal's list of ten universities with the best free online courses. Just think about it—at home, with your coffee and comfortable chair, you're far more awake than the average co-ed who totally should have hit the hay a bit earlier last night.

Where do you turn when you have to teach yourself something? What skills or topics would you like to see more coverage of on Lifehacker, or just anywhere on the web? Help us plan a curriculum in the comments.

THANKS and sorry i didnt ask for permission :\ hopefully noone come through this. :\

over and done with the quizzes!

2009-03-26T22:02:00.008+08:00

Today is (hopefully) the last day of the quizzes before exam! (hopefully because maths is still hanging on a balance :|) hahaa, and YAY! means more time to… well, watch movie? play? sigh, guess its just more time to mug for the end semester exam. FE1005 quiz turns out to be not-so-easy after all but its mcq and hotspot qn! haha, my taiko-ness has brought me to another level :D

phew, actually im here but i dont know what to write. haha, anyway my dad sent me an email about “supposedly” the ending of the NTU stabbing case, which they found the professor guilty and charge him in court. the story was quite a narrative “love novel” story, but too bad its in indo, im just lazy to translate it. hahahaha, well, the logic is somewhat there but there are too many flaws. its funny to read though, and people in indo actually think that this is a true story. what a mess. (actually if that story turns out to be the true story, i will hurry delete this post :P) well, theres no harm putting the funny story here. (but its in indo :P)

Kisah David Hartanto - akhirnya kekejaman Prof. Chan terungkap !!

Angel adalah mahasiswa kampus Nanyang Technological University, ia adalah angkatan terbaru dalam tahun ajaran baru. Siang itu ia sedang menikmati makan paginya di sekitar halaman kampus, seorang pria duduk disampingnya dengan tersenyum sambil menghapuskan keringatnya dengan handuk kecil yang ia ambil dari tas jinjingnya. Pria berkacamata itu tampak memperhatikan selembaran kertas yang berisikan beberapa catatan miliknya. Pria itu begitu terburu-buru membaca kertas itu hingga berterbangan saat angin bertiup kencang, Angel melihat pria itu kewalahan dan mencoba membantu memunggut setiap lembaran ke sisi pria itu. Sambil tersenyum pria itu berkata " Terima kasih.." " Sama-sama..! " " Saya David.. Kamu mahasiswi baru disini ya?" " Iya.. Kok tau? Saya Angel..!" " Yup... Tentu saja saya tau! Karena saya sudah menjelang semester akhir..!" " Wow.. Ga bisa dibayangkan bertapa lamanya kamu belajar disini..Apalagi saya?" " Yup.. Membosankan tapi inilah hidup harus dijalanin.. Selama kamu menikmati waktu kamu tidak akan sadar kalau tiba-tiba kamu sudah mau lulus.." Angel tersenyum lalu bertanya pada pria itu. " Apa kertas yang kamu baca itu..?" " Ini adalah bagian-bagian dari skripsi tugas akhir saya... Mau lihat?" " Yup.. Mau dong..!" Angel memperhatika susunan kata-kata dan angka yang nyaris saja membuat matanya berkunang-kunang. David tertawa melihat kebingungan itu.. " Ngomong-ngomong. . Inti dari skripsi kamu tentang apa sih? Ribet saya melihatnya hehehe" " Hehehe.. Ini tentang mimpi masa depan saya dan saya harap kelak berguna bagi siapapun?" " Wah.. Sebegitu hebatnya..?" " Yup.. Kapan-kapan saya akan ceritakan.. Tapi kalau sekarang jangan dulu..!" " Hehehe Ok, saya tunggu ya..?" " Kamu main Facebook...?" " Yup.. Saya ada! Kamu?" Mereka dua sahabat baru saling bertukar informasi tentang situs Facebook mereka, David harus berpamitan karena ia harus bertemu dengan Dosen pembimbingnya, Sedangkan Angel kembali ke kelasnya. Rika sahabat Angel menyambutnya dengan tersenyum, lalu Angel bercerita tentang pertemuannya dengan seorang seniornya di taman tadi, begitu terkejutnya Angel ketika tau bahwa pria itu adalah salah satu jawara Olimpiade pendidikan. " Terang saja dia begitu yakin bahwa ia akan menciptakan sebuah penemuan besar ?" ujar Angel dalam hati. Pertemuan itu tidak begitu saja berakhir, Angel dan David saling berkomunikasi via mesengger dan Facebook.

David sosok yang supel, bersahabat dan kocak tapi ia terkadang bisa menjadi orang yang serius bila sedang mengerjakan sesuatu, begitulah kisah yang mengawali hubungan dekat keduanya. Angel memang kuliah karena uang yang dimiliki ayahnya bukan karena kepintaran seperti David yang mendapatkan beasiswa karena kepintarannya. Karena sering merasa kesulitan mengejar penjelasan dosennya, Angel sering bertanya kepada David yang selalu membantunya. Suatu malam Angel merasa kesulitan untuk mengerjakan tugas kuliahnya, ia mencoba menghubungi David tapi sayang pria itu tidak mengangkat teleponnya. Karena tugas ini begitu mendesak ia pun nekad menuju rumah David, pada saat ia datang ke apartementnya David sedang tertidur. Ia mencoba membangunkan pria itu. David pun terbangun. " Idih ditelepon kok ga angkat sih?" " Sorry ketiduran, saya kekurangan jam tidur gara-gara pengen selesaika n tugas skripsi saya!" " Oh gitu ya.. jadi saya ganggu ga kalau minta tolong bantuin kerjain tugas?" " Boleh saja tapi dengan syarat kamu traktir saya makan bakmi?" " Dengan senang hati.." David berhasil membuat Angel menyelesaikan tugas-tugas kuliahnya, Angel menepati janji untuk meneraktir makan bakmi. Saat itu mereka sedang makan di restorant bakmi, " David, kita kan sudah dekat... Saya masih penasaran dengan Proyek ambisius dalam skripsi kamu boleh saya tau?" " Ok deh, saya kasih tau.. Jadi." David bercerita bahwa ia sedang mencoba untuk meniliti bagaimana sebuah bloutooth bisa menghantarkan listrik bagi sekitarnya. Penelitian ini sudah ia lakukan sejak awal semester enam lalu, kini tahap penilitiannya mencapai 70 %, ia yakin pada saat nanti penilitian ini bisa membuat semua orang merasa senang, selain membantu penghematan listrik, penemuan ini bisa membuat dirinya di akui sebagai peneliti. Angel begitu terkesima dengan kisah ambisius itu tapi ia masih bingung. Ia tidak mencoba bertanya banyak hal selain menunggu hasil penelitian sahabat baiknya itu. David yang merasa penilitiannya adalah pertama dalam sejarah dunia, akhirnya terlena dengan kegiatannya di dalam kamar setiap harinya. Sejak enam bulan lalu pihak universitas sudah memperingatkan tentang pemberhentian beasiswanya, tapi ia hanya menganggap ancaman itu ringan karena yakin kelak pihak universitas akan menyesal melakukan tindakan itu bila penemuannya di akui, dan kenyataannya beasiswanya benar-benar dicabut.

Professor Chan adalah dosen pembimbing David yang sudah mengenal pria itu sejak lama, ia sadar David adalah murid pintar dan mempunyai masa depan yang baik disamping sifat kekanak-kanakannya. Suatu hari ketika ia sedang terduduk David datang padanya, bertanya tentang ide skripsi yang ia paparkan. Dengan santai sang Prof berkata, " Apakah kamu sedang bermimpi, bagaimana mungkin sebuah teknoloagi nirkabel dapat menghantarkan listrik.. Ada-ada saja, lebih baik kamu cari ide yang lain!" "Tapi saya yakin bisa Prof?" " Kalau begitu tunjukkan pada saya permainan kamu!" " Baik.. Kita lihat saja!" David seolah tertantang oleh dosen pembimbingnya itu untuk membuktikan bahwa ia mampu menciptakan apa yang ia pikirkan, ia pun semakin mengorbankan waktunya untuk penelitian eksentriknya. Sahabat-sahabat yang ia kenal mulai melihat David bagaikan seorang dukun rumahan yang membukat prakter dirumahnya untuk bicara hanya lewat laptopnya. Angel yang setiap harinya mempunyai segudang pekerjaan rumah bahkan harus memaklumi keinginan David untuk tidak diganggu sementara ini. " Tidak menerima tamu di rumah dan telepon untuk sementara ini " begitulah tulisan status David pada Facebooknya. Dua minggu lamanya penelitian itu berlanjut hingga mengalami beberapa kegagalan, modal David pada saat itu hanya dua hendphonenya yang berbluetooth, Ia berharap penilitiannya berhasil dengan berbagai cara. Suatu malam ketika ia mulai menyerah setelah mencoba beberapa kali,akhirnya penemuannya itu berhasil walau hanya sebatas lima menit lamanya, ia berteriak bahagia dan bertekad menunjukkan keberhasilannya pada sang dosen.

Paginya David benar-benar pergi menuju ruangan Prof. Chan.Mereka bicara dengan santai sembari David mulai memberikan praktek penelitiannya. Sang Prof yang awalnya cuek tiba-tiba nyaris menjatuhkan kacamatanya ketika melihat David berhasil membuktikan kata-katanya. " Lihat Prof.. Saya buktikan bahwa saya bisa ..! "Prof terkagum-kagum dengan apa yang David tunjukkan " David.. Kamu sungguh luar biasa, bagaimana kamu bisa menemukan hal mustahil di dunia ini menjadi nyata.. Kamu akan menjadi peraih nobel karena ini!" " Ya saya tau.. !" Tiba-tiba muncul pikiran picik dari sang Professor untuk melihat jalan kerja penelitian David, ia menyuruh David menyempurnakan penilitian yang ia buat kemudian membawanya kembali. Baginya David bagaikan tambang emas yang akan membuatnya kaya dan termansyur, ia mulai berpikir merebut hasil penelitian David yang luas biasa itu. David yang tidak sadar dengan pikiran jahat sang Prof benar-benar terus mendalami penelitiannya. Ketika David sedang merencanakan penelitiannya, sang Professor berpikir untuk mencari orang yang bisa menjadi saksi penelitian David diakui menjadi miliknya. Untuk itu ia membuka file dokumentasi mahasiswa yang berprestasi lainnya, ia mulai teringat dengan beberapa asisten dosen yang diberhentikan beberapa saat lalu. Ia mulai melirik seorang Zhou,seorang pria asal Cina yang sedang frustasi karena dipecat. Ketika Prof menawarkan ide untuk mengangkat Zhou menjadi asistennya,pria itu begitu bahagia karena akhirnya ia mendapatkan pekerjaan sehingga bisa mengirimkan uang kepada ibunya yang sedang sakit. Pria itu tidak sadar sedang dimanfaatkan oleh sang Prof untuk menjadi saksi pada penelitian palsunya. Bahkan Sang Prof memberikan bantuan kepada Zhou untuk mengobati sang Ibu yang menghadapi operasi kanker. " Kamu tenang saja, saya akan memberikan perkerjaan yang baik padamu. Tentu saja saya akan membantu biaya pengobatan ibu kamu hingga sembuh. Kamu bisa kerja dua hari lagi dari sekarang, ok. Ini uang yang kamu butuhkan!" " Terima kasih " Ucap Zhou yang begitu bahagia mendapatkan bantuan dari pria itu.

David berhasil menyempurnakan penilitiannya, ia sungguh tak kuasa menahan bahagia dengan apa yang ia temukan. Ia teringat pada Angel, ia pun mengajak gadis itu untuk bertemu merayakan kerberhasilannya. Tak tanggung-tanggung mereka makan di Restorant hotel yang mahal, Angel pun heran dengan undangan itu. " Tumben kamu ada waktu untuk ngajak makan! Apalagi ditempat mewah lagi?" " Hehehe... Tenang saja. Ini hanya sebagai bentuk perayaan, dan kelak saya akan ajak kamu ke tempat yang lebih hebat lagi..!" " Wah. Wah.. jadi tersanjung.. Memang perayaan apa sih!" " Coba keluarkan Hendphone kamu yang berbluetooth? " Angel bingung tapi ia melakukan apa yang dipinta David.Dengan sekejap hendphonenya tertuliskan " Sedang mengisi baterai" angel terkejut, " Astaga!! David kamu berhasil..?" " Yup.. Aku berhasil..!" Angel dan David menghabiskan malam indah itu dengan penuh antusias,ia tak pernah menyangka begitu hebatnya sang sahabat kekanak-kanakannya itu. Akhirnya mereka pulang, karena David besok akan membawakan hasil penelitiannya itu kepada sang Dosen, David begitu ingin menampar para atasan universitas yang memberhentikan beasiswanya dengan prestasinya.

Ketika David mengirimkan email kepada Dosennya untuk bertemu besok. Keesokan paginya.Prof, Chan sudah mengingatkan David untuk membawa semua dokument prose berjalannya penelitiannya dalam USB agar ia bisa meneliti langsung kelayakan penelitian David. Awalnya, David agak bingung tapi Prof menyakinkan bahwa ia hanya ingin mencoba dengan caranya agar penelitian David dianggap sah. Tanpa pikir panjang David membawa penelitian itu dalam bentuk USB segera ke kampus pagi sekali pukul 7 sesuai jadwal yang ditentukan Prof. Chan Sebelum berangkat David mengirimkan pesan kepada Angel untuk bertemu di kampus makan siang bersama. Saat pesan SMS itu masuk Angel masih tertidur, David pun berangkat sepagi mungkin menghadap sang Prof. Ketika tiba di lantai 4 sang Professor, David menemukan sang Prof sedang terduduk sehabis memotong apel. Ketika David datang ia membuang sisa Apel itu ke keranjang sampah, dan menyimpan pisau itu ke saku bajunya David tak sadar sedang berada dalam jebakan sang Prof. Chan.Pria tua itu meminta David untuk sekali lagi mencontohkan hasil penilitiannya, setelah menyaksikan penelitian itu pria itu semakin yakin bahwa David benar-benar jenius. Ia meminta David untuk memberikan USB it lalu berkata dengan santai," David.. Apakah kamu yakin ini penilitian kamu? " Ya, tentu saya yakin. Memang kenapa Prof? " Apakah kamu tidak sedang mengambil penelitian seorang mahasiwa lain bernama Zhou,? " Zhou siapa dia? " Dia adalah asisten dosen yang sudah dipecat, ada kemiripan antara penelitian kamu! " Mustahil..!" ucap David kesal." Kamu boleh bilang mustahil tapi saya punya hasil document dia yang sama.. coba perhatikan komputer saya? David menyaksikan sebuah klip kecil yang menunjukkan penelitian yang dilakukan seorang pria dan Prof mengatakan bahwa pria itu adalah Zhou yang sedang mendemokan hasil yang sama dengan David " Tidak mungkin. Prof. Bagaimana pria itu bisa melakukan hal yangt sama dengan saya! Prof tersenyum sambil berkata." Kamu bukanlan seorang di dunia yang ini yang Jenius, asih banyak lagi..! David terdiam mulai berpikir ada yang salah, ia yakin sang Professor melakukan tidakan licik. " Professor kmbalikan USB saya..!?" " Untuk apa..? " Tidak apa-apa , saya ingin dikembalikan saja..! " Tidak bisa, ini akan menjadi barang bukti bahwa kamu telah melakukan pelanggaran di kampus karena melakukan penjiplakan karya orang lain sebagai skripsi kamu! David mulai emosional " Silakan saja , saya tidak takut, saya akan buktikan bahwa itu tidak benar..!" ucap david sambil hendak keluar dari ruangan Cara professor dalam ancaman sepertinya salah , ia pun mendekati David sambil membujuk pria itu untuk tenang. Sembari menawarkan opsi lain berupa uang dalam jumlah yang banyak, David tetap pada pendiriannya bahwa ia adalah sang penemu pertama kali. Prof Chan yang emosional langsung menusukkan pisau itu ke bagian belakan badan david tapi hanya sebuah goresan kecil, David berteriak minta tolong.Zhou yang akan memulai kerjanya hari ini berpikir untuk datang menemui Prof. Chan hari ini, ia mendengarkan suara teriakan dari ara pintu Prof Chan. David yang merasa terancam berusaha melawan dengan sekuat tenaga, tapi sebuah bilasan pisau di leher membuatnya langsung tersungkur tak sadarkan diri. Tapi David masih mampu berdiri dan meraih pintu dan membukanya, Zhou yang berada di depan pintu terkejut melihat adegn itu. David yang mulai tak sadarkan diri mulai berlari tanpa arah dan akhirnya terjatuh dari balkom lantai empat dekat ruangan itu. Zhou begitu shock melihat kejadian itu, Prof. Chan yang melihat Zhou ada disana langsung menyuruh pria itu masukke ruangan. " Kamu melihat semuanya? " Tidak saya tidak melihatnya.. ! " Ingat.. Saya yang menyelamatkan nyawa ibu kamu, sebaiknya kamu tutup mulut.! " Saya tidak akan katakan apapun..! Prof. Chan yang begitu panik mulai tenang dan berpikir sesuatu. " Tusuk punggung saya dengan pisau ini.." Perintah Prof pada Zho Zhou tidak punya pilihan selain melakukan perintah sang Prof Chan. Lalu pria itu menyuruh Zhou mencabut gagang pada pisau. Sebelumnya ia katakan bahwa ia akan membuat seolah-olah David bunuh diri dan tusukan pada dirinya hanya sebagai alibi, untuk menghilangkan baran bukti gagang pisau itu harus segara dibawa pergi oleh Zhou agar tidak terdapat sidik jari dan membiarkan mata pisau terletak di lantai. Zhou yang panik melakukan begitu saja perintah sang Prof, dan rencana itu berjalan dengan baik Angel yang baru saja menerima pesan David segera menuju kampus,ketika Ia datang banyak garis polisi terpampang di pintu Kampus, ia bertanya-tanya ada apa gerangan. Seorang mahasiwa mengatakan bahwa seorang mahasiswa bunuh diri dengan melompat. Angel begitu bingung, da ketika ia mendekat hatinya bergetar dan berteriak histeris ternyata pria itu adalah David Beberapa saat kemudian Prof. Chan keluar dengan bantuan alat medis seperti orang sekarat. Beberapa orang mencoba menenangkan Angel Terlihat Zhou saksi kasus itu berdiri ketakutan menyaksikan kejadian itu. Prof Chan melirik Zhao dari matanya tersilat pesan kepada Zhou untuk tidak bertindak apapun selain menjaga rahasia ini Kejadian kematian David begitu memukul Angel, gadis itu bahkan berpikir telah jatuh cinta pada sang pria ceria itu Kematian yang begitu misterius membuat Angel begitu penasaran dengan apa yang terjadi, Tidak mungkin seorang David yang mempunyai masa depan begitu cermelang harus bunuh diri. Ia tidak yakin dengan kematian itu, walaupun bersedih hati ia bertekad mencari kebenaran kematian itu karena ia yakin David tidak akan melakukan tindakan bodoh disaat ia sedang menggapai mimpinya.

Prof. Chan berhasil selamat dan keluar dari rumah sakit dua hari kemudian Zhou yang menjadi saksi mata merasa sangat bersalah dengan berita miring yang ada di media seolah membuatnya menjadi pria pendusta, tapi ia tidak mungkin tega memberikan penyataan kalau Prof.. Chan adalah orang dibalik semua ini. Prof Chan meneleponnya untuk mengatakan sekali lag bahwa sang ibu selamat karena dia. Zhou merasa hina ia pun memutuskan untuk bunuh diri dengan mengantung diri di balkon rumahnya Prof. Chan berpikir kini hidupnya akan damai karena semua yang terlibat dalam kematian David telah musnah, terlebih alibi yang ia lancarkan berjalan sempurna. Angel menyadari ada kenjanggalan dalam semua ini, ia mulai mencari semua data yang bisa membuktikan bahwa apa yan terjadi pada David adalah sebuah konspirasi yang dilakukan Prof.Chn.

Berbulan-bulan ia melakukan berbagai cara untuk melakukan pembuktia. Prof Chan yang sembuh merasa mulai perlu untuk mengeluarkan bukti penelitian yang ia ambil dari David. Hebatnya penelitian itu adalah nama yang sama dengan milik David, Angel pun sadar niat dibalik semua kematian David adalah ambisi sang Prof untuk mengambil hak cipta David Untungya David pernah membuktikan terlebih dahulu hasil karyanya saat makan di restorang mewah, file name Bluetooth milik David masih tersimpan di ponselnya.Ia pun seperti mendapatkan semangat untuk membuktikan kebeneran, ia laporkan semua bukti yang ia punya kepada Polisi, Polisi pun melakukan investigasi ulang dan mendapatkan sebuah kebeneran yang terjadi. Prof Chan yang baru saja menikmati nama besarnya, akhirnya mendapatkan ganjalan perbuatannya karena kelicikan dankekejamannya, Angel berhasil membuktikan bahwa pria itu layak dipenjara seumur hidup. Angel merasa lega karena perkenalan dia dengan David adalah sebuah pesan takdir nyata untuk membelah masa depan David yang telah hilang. Kini semuanya bisa tenang, Angel pun bisa tenang melepas kepergian sahabatnya

hehe, if you CAN read that, and YOU ACTUALLY read that long story, you will find it quite amusing (:

and so now, i just came back from JP, actually CUT my hair at chapter 2. but feeling abit cheated because kena conned into buying their products ended up spending $100+ today. daaammmnnn.. haha, nvm once in a while, SO JOB JOB I WANT JOB!!!! holidays is coming so i really want jobbbbbssssssss!!!!! anyone with any lobang? haha, if this continues ill be forced to literally work my ass off :P

oh and in a sidenote, customised my desktop and im happy with it, so now i wanna share it with those who wanna customize their desktop too! (:

and here are the tools!
1. Rainmeter - It makes up the sidebar, clock, taskbar, and everything around the screen
2. Enigma (Rainmeter skin) - Its the skin used for most of the tools
3. Arcs (Rainmeter skin) - Its the skin used for the big clock in the center. (included in kaelri's enigma)
4. Rainlendar - Calendar application on the top right, complete with to-do and events, customisable skin
5. Fences - Stardock freeware to group desktop icons
6. Vistaglazz - A vista cracked theme to make your window 100% transparent (like the windows media player down there)
7.Juggler - Small program to change my desktop wallpaper every 15 mins (user defined) (:

Hahaha, alriteee again, it has been quite a long post. lets end with this rebus.

supperheroes goes on a suppertrip!

2009-03-22T05:38:00.007+08:00

Im not going to write details on the supper trip, but it was real fun (: hehe, wind blowing your hair when you sit behind the lorry like a bangla worker. laughing, chitchatting and joking with your close friends, and of course nice fooood which has been subsidised quite alot (: hehe.. im so looking forward to another trip like this. ♥ supperheroes (;

well, pictures are really awesome (as yt may put it in words) i still dont have them yet but everything is on facebook. one particular shot that i think is the best shot of the day is below! i tried to photoshop it, well it doesnt look too nice, but yeah, why not show your work here (: hehee.. if only theres no such thing as exam, we can have fun like this everyday. that will be my ideal life :p

its 5:36 now, my desktop is getting nicer, my body clock is getting more and more screwed up, hope i can get it right again soon. i need all your help :p haha, tmr is tennis day (and church! how many weeks have i skipped church). hahaha, i must go! WELL, its raining now, cool air, and best condition for sleeping. i dont want to sleep when the rain has stopped! its getting smaller now so i must type faster and sleep faster! (funny how bimbo this sounds, must be because im talking to a bimbo right now) hahaha, so cya in my lalaland (;

A free saturday.

2009-03-21T05:04:00.012+08:00

Tomorrow, or rather today is a saturday! one that hasn’t come in a while, a saturday with totally no plan, nothing! (: hah, despite how good it sounds, it doesn’t really is good at all. exams is 3 (THREE?!) weeks away and for the record, i haven’t start studying. OKAY, forget even studying, i haven’t even catch up with my work! im still lagging behind my lessons :\ there are two tests next week and im really not prepared, especially for the stupid subject called material science. well, having a free saturday is good in the sense that i HAVE THE TIME to work, and at least narrow the gap between me and my work. But, having the time doesnt mean that i will use the time well. :\. I WANT TO MUG TOMORROW. remind me to.

in another quite unrelated issue, my sleeping LEVEL may have improved, now i cant even HEAR any sound! haha, well 15 missed calls and i didn’t hear any! my big doraemon clock doesn’t help too! luckily my sense of touch still can be my backup, im quite sensitive to that when im asleep. if not, consider me a dead body already. Today seems to be a good day for my body, i was awoken by alot of things! including phone calls! (: haha, thanks to kong and daphne. Hopefully it will keep improving back to my normal light sleeping days (:

Yesterday was PA march camp, i DID went back to school! (dunno how long since i last came back there) meet alot of new juniors! (which are still really small and young). haha, well i missed the feeling of being a senior, being the oldest around :P HAHAHA.. i came like around 12am though, when all the activities finished already and we just talk cock and badminton the whole night. FUN. went back early in the morning to go for my 830 lesson though. ahaha..

yh, jialin, huzi, mx and ivan! haha, seniors came to play too, it was nostalgic. i feel like organizing another reunion outing again. but, well, wait after all the exams and stupid stuffs have finished (: juniors are great, can see the leadership potential in them already (: heh, feels good getting back to your almamater, i missed the school so much (:

in another totally unrelated issue, a few days ago, NTU was covered by flowers! i wonder is this the feeling during the fall season? or during sakura season? hehe, the scenery was beautiful, its a pity i dont have the time to go around the campus to take pic. just from one place only.

and just yesterday was our D2E last performance too! (at least before exams, who knows what will happen after –.-) haha, well, after so much that has happened, i feel close to this family too (: im going to miss all of you and all the stupid things we do! :’) macs breakfast, supper, delivery! and 30 minutes packing time after the first “lets go!” all the nonsense from all of you! whines from grace, stupid LAME jokes from nicole, the scary japanese fringe from wanfong, and the indon gang usual everyday fantastic lifestyle. hahaha.. and well, after talking to wenhao about this issue too, i feel more aware of what i want and what im supposed to do. (:

damn

2009-03-16T14:48:00.006+08:00

Whats with me again.

Didnt wake up for mac breakfast today nor my first lecture today, despite 6 miss calls, 4 alarms and 1 big 'fire' alarm. i didnt even hear a thing. skipped the next tutorial as well because i havent done it ytd and the rain was too nice for me to sleep. Got up to school at 1230, reached at 1245, 15 mins late is usual but i realize i read my timetable wrongly and my lesson actually starts at 1330. couldnt pay attention during lecture, mind wondering off everywhere. couldnt do any work either, finally decided to put down my head on the table and sleep.

1 hr break to 330, i cant bring myself to do any work also. no mood, no feeling. decided to go to com lab to just write it down hoping that ill feel better. theres alot of things in my mind i cant sort or even figure it out. i cant concentrate.

oh yea, i better write it here, gonna be SUPER late for pa camp on thurs :\ sorry guys. got a performance from 7-9pm, ill rush back to NJ after that, i guess ill miss the bbq and part of the night trail but yea i wanna see you guys again. and guess im staying over till my lesson on fri. sorry!

damn i better get a hang of myself fast because exam is really round the corner.

im feeling so lost.

you're hot then you're cold

left 4 dead!

2009-03-12T19:35:00.001+08:00

Well, i am certain that this game is quite addictive! multiplayer co-op games are always very fun to play and this one is included in that description too! (: luckily i can still find time to mug and not play like an addict. :D well, playing with yt and kong is fun! we are still lacking one more khaki to be the 4th person in the game. anyone interested? hahaa.. It seems like we can already keep up with the normal mode now and maybe we should progress to an even harder difficulty soon! well, teamwork is still quite lacking but is certainly improving! (: haha, anyway there are some nice tactics that i see in the other left4dead pages, maybe i should kop some here. (probably i dont need to ask permission since they wont ever come across this place :P)

lets cover some formation!

1st formation: Ambushed formation = The diamond Formation!

I guess this is really the best formation when we are surrounded by the infected. however its quite hard to move around in this position so its mainly used when you are surrounded.

2nd formation! Wedge1 and Wedge2

this formation allows movement, leader will stand in front and the rest will follow. on formation 1, the person covering the back need to pace himself with the rest of the team. on formation 2, the left and right person need to make quick glances to the back too! and changing to diamond from wedge is an easy task.

3rd formation: Narrow corridors=Single file

this formation is only used when you are walking through a narrow corridor, or a small path surrounded by jungle on both sides. when the infected come from one direction, the person on that direction need to duck straight away to avoid friendly fire. Don’t forget to always cover your side by taking quick glances to your own post.

4th formation: Big places with walls

whether its a wall, or a cliff or anything that is completely covered, always walk and kiss the wall at the same time. handling enemy from one direction is much simpler than from every direction. remember to communicate and don’t stray from the group.

and thats it for the formations! and TEAMWORK and COMMUNICATION, always stick together in a group, never stray from the group. A scout may be sent to observe the situation ahead, usually is the person with the lowest health (which is already dying). Its a good idea to pair up and look after your own pair. 2 is always better than one. when your pair is pinned down by a hunter, or captured by a smoker, or simply incapitated, it is your job to make sure they are okay. TRUST your buddies in doing their job, its better to take one side to shoot rather than covering 360 degrees alone. (even worse if you friendly fire), let your buddy handle his side, and you, watch your side (eventhough there’s nothing on it now). learn to let go and let your buddy handle the crowd himself. OF COURSE help if he called for assistance.

strategies on encounter with special infected:

1. Tank - Healthy survivor running straight won't be caught by a tank, and he'll stop to throw rocks.
If the tank is after you specifically, you should be running away while letting the rest of your team deal the damage. For the most part you should run straight like it says, but if you still have some distance between you it can also be beneficial to weave around obstacles. Always keep your distance from the tank whether it's after you or not. I see a lot of people swarming it and running toward it just because it's after someone else. If you need a better shot at it, crouch for better accuracy instead of closing distance with it.

from another source, The key is once again speed so make sure you heal up or take pills before facing a tank.. The best way to take down a tank is to spread out and surround the tank and just unload into him.. If you can lighting him with a molotov and just running is the best tactic though..also propane tanks when lit next to a tank will stumble him for a few seconds which will buy you time to unload into him causing serious damage.. If you find yourself being chased down by a tank try making real quick sudden turns when it gets close to you.. most the time this will cause the tank to miss.

If your playing on expert its 2 hits and you dead. So the tactic is Do NOT get hit. The tank will often pick on someone, if that someone is you run away! Let your team unload on him, and pray you don't get stomped. The rest of the team needs to shot him on the head as much as possible from a distance. A molotov will help bring him down faster , but a burning tank can do double damage to your team , buy beating and burning at the same time. If he decides to re-asphalt the ground, you had better get some cover, you cannot out run it in the open. On expert even the fragments from the piece of concrete can get you so total cover is essential.

2. The Witch

The standard rules apply here, Douse your lights, she hates them. Go into crouch mode and be quiet. there are hints if your not doing it right. If she looks up from her position at you, then you are doing it WRONG! Stop and stand still and she might got back to her tissue box. If you do happen to wake her, treat her like a tank, everyone concentrate fire on her head, and she will go down quickly.

3. The Hunter

Few shots will kill him, if he pounces on you, tell the team. Immediately help as its easy to kill the hunter.

4. The Smoker

If you get pulled, a lot of the time you can quickly spin around and shoot it and kill it before it does any damage to you, and if you see someone getting pulled usually meleeing or shooting tongue will get it off quickly.

5. The Boomer

Probably the most destructive special infected of all.. While most the time it will not kill survivors it can cause a significant amount of damage to your team over all if not handled properly not to mention it gives the other infected an easy blind target to go after plus giving the special infected more time to respawn.. Now because avoiding all boomers is near impossible try to at least limit the damage.. If you get boomered you should try to to the nearest corner or enclosed space and just MELEE your team should do the shooting for you If you see someone get boomered run to him and stack on top of him and melee shoot melee shoot... If your whole team gets boomed do not panic.. talk to your team and try to either find them or find a corner, preferably both.

basically, if you got vomitted, RUN AWAY from your group. But not to far away. This serves two ends. The first is that the horde will go after you, and ignore your teammates, saving them a beating with you. The infected will run right past them if they are just off to the side in a room or behind an object. But more importantly, if you duck when being attacked you team mates can easily mow down the infected by aiming head high, and you will not be shot by mistake. SO-> Bleeeech -> Run away-> DUCK!.

Other Tactics

Here for more advanced tactic perfectly copied from the other website :p

WHOAH, thats quite long, well, better than reading alot of sources, i rather combine them :p

well looking forward to playing again.....

another case?!

2009-03-08T00:26:00.013+08:00

well, it seems like theres another death (?!) the night before i posted my last post. :\ this is getting more... weird.. (actually i wanna use exciting but it will sound wrong). hahaa.. wait.. here's the crime scene once again! note:colored sentences means quotations.

"A NANYANG Technological University infocomm project officer was found hanged in a staff apartment at the NTU campus on Friday night.

Mr Zhou Zheng, 24, a Chinese national from the Division of Information at the School of Electrical and Electronics Engineering (EEE) was pronounced dead in his flat at Block 101C Nanyang Heights at about 10.50pm

Police said Saturday they received a call at around 10.30pm on Friday night and when they arrived, the body had already been brought down to the floor. (what the hell, this can be a CRIME SCENE! when police arrived, the body had already been brought down? EVIDENCES OF THE SUICIDE? uh, dont know where these stupid people come from.) IDIOTS.

The man was pronounced dead at 10.55 pm.

Zhou, from Hubei, China, graduated with a Second Class Upper Honours from the NTU’s Electrical and Electronic Engineering Department in July last year.

He started work with a company right after graduation but was laid off two months later.

After looking for a job for several months, he joined NTU as an infocomm project officer at the university's School of Electronic and Electrical Engineering on March 2 this year. "(if you didn't notice, its the same date with david's death. smell anything unnatural?)

well, if i've learnt anything, nothing is a coincidence. one leads to another.

"TOC reporter Deborah Choo, who is presently at NTU, filed this short report (15.26 hours): The area has been closed off. Doors sealed with red tape. One staff slammed door in my face. Declined comment. The rest were either not in or don’t want to talk. Students two levels down clueless, never even seen or knew who he (Zhou Zheng) was."

two suicides in a week? that sounds fishy doesnt it? whats the probability?! from wiki, suicide counts for 1.53% of all deaths way below cardiovascular diseases at 29.34% or stroke at 9.66% or even HIV/AIDS at 4.87%. what is the probability of 2 people, from the same university, same faculty, same specialization, (no idea whether they are directly related or not) die by suicide? in the same week?!

Occam's razor. suicide doesnt fit.

"On Monday, a 21-year-old Indonesian undergraduate was believed to have slit his wrists and jumped to his death after allegedly stabbing his professor on campus. " -channel news asia 7 march. and i thought theres no cut marks on the wrists. can anyone get their facts correct?

okay, this is one interesting blog. http://www.gabrielsai.com/blog/2009/03/a-conspiracy-theory-on-deaths-in-ntu.html

and from another source, http://mistabird.wordpress.com/2009/03/06/ntu-stabbing-brother-of-dead-student-wants-indonesian-police-to-investigate/ some pointers are:

"He also said he could not see the injuries at the wrist and there were cuts at the neck.
He said the family is convince that the deceased was mistreated ( I think that is what he meant as there are a lot of meanings to the word.)
He also strongly disagree that the deceased stabbed his lecturer with a 10cm kitchen knife as what the media in Singapore said.
He also said the info they got from the university was the result of an interview of profesor Chan Kap Luk by the president of the campus behind closed doors.
William, David’s brother, doubt the information that claimed the knife was brought by David.
Ha said he heard from other students and friends of David that the professor kept a knife in his cupboard for cutting fruits."

and FINALLY ONE MOTIVE THAT CAN BE STRONG ENOUGH!
"David’s family also suspects that he was a victim of sexual abuse and William said the family will try and find evidence if David was abused. They will try and search for the lecturer’s sex lifestyle and will reveal it if they find any."

well, its OBVIOUSLY only a hypothesis without any substantial proof, but one more possibility is better than none.

hmm, its quite interesting how this has turned into such a case in my comic books. i should really recall the stories (:

WELL SOME NEW EDITS:

http://dotwordpressdotcom.wordpress.com/2009/03/07/the-great-ntu-conspiracy/

this blog provides some quotations from other blogs too and gives some insight of his own theory.

http://zenov.wordpress.com/2009/03/04/why-i-sided-with-the-student-who-stabbed-the-ntu-prof/

another blog that have quite some ideas and more links to the news. and why he think that NTU is covering up things.

http://wayangparty.com/?p=5853&cpage=1

this page have some good comments from the readers. point of view from both sides.

http://www.yawningbread.org/arch_1998/yax-107.htm

apparently there is a NUS professor murder case too! and the professor is gay. but that time the professor is really dead. NUS, 1993.

just found out that in the same week, ANOTHER STUDENT from NUS was also found dead. from the look of it, this one look totally unrelated. BUT. now its scary, not interesting. hahaha. anyway, another complete blogpost including the nus one! http://sirteguh.blogspot.com/2009/03/3-deaths-on-ntu-nus-foreign-students.html

though theres alot of things i needa do, i really feel like helping the online netizens to contribute some ideas. well, research always comes first! will be back in a while (: (lets go find out whether the prof is really gay! :p)

The professor's homepage

ANY burning comment or ideas, PLEASE comment or tag (: two brains are better than one :p

lengthy update

2009-03-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

this will certainly on of the longer entry since such a long time before i create an entry as long as this. theres some random things that i feel like writing and since now im at some apartment with my mom, grandpa, grandma, auntie, grandauntie, and granduncle, as u can guess im quite bored and i have quite some time to burn (where actually i need to write some scholarship essay) but what the hell :p

well, the first thing that i feel like talking about is the NTU stabbing case. well, although at first it seems a BIT strange to me, since everyone dismisses it as a suicide case, well, why think too much and worry for nothing. since everyone made it such a joke (esp that i fit all the description!) thanks to joli for the "hey, did you commit suicide" sms.

didnt know that its such a big case back in indo, even the family is invited to news station because they are not satisfied with the explanation given by NTU. alot of twisted facts, rumors and alot of things happening here and well it seems even weirder! well, now there is no cutting marks on the wrists, but instead it was on his neck. slashing or stabbing, still unconfirmed. no autopsy result, no comment from the stabbed prof, no further investigation, no handle on the murderer weapon, running one level down before jumping, well, just some random things :p if u wanna read more, you can go here.

well, maybe its just too much detective conan, kindaichi, and schoolQ. haha. oops enough crap said. so crappy this part.

and next part! today is the midterm quiz for CS100 communication studies. haha, i wasnt prepared at all, was cheating wenhao all the way where wenhao was cheating ryankong all the way :p i guess it was quite a good attempt i dont feel i will get so bad for the quiz. hehe, but the important thing is about understanding the subject, RIGHT? haha.

cos right now, i am finding it hard to communicate effectively with the older generations! :\ find it quite hard to talk to them, being interesting and feeling interested. hah, well, lucky its still okay with my mom so at least i got someone to chat with. haha. craps. I MUST MUG HARDER.

and u know what, even im bored typing all these. and now i think its not that long.. ahaha.. im sure you never even reach this line.. hahahaha..

and anyway apparently the blogskin managed to trick somemore people XD HAHAHA..

D2E impresario finals!

2009-03-02T02:29:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was IMPRESARIO 2009 finals, and D2E got the 2nd prize for the street dance category :D thank GOD that all the hardwork, late nights, and sleepless nights together had paid of the way we want it to be (:

D2E with the trophy (:

Well, i just wanted to thank everyone in the crew for giving me the chance to be in the crew itself.. Dancing with you all have been a very very memorable time! Thank you for all the guidance, the patience and everything! (: well im the noob here so sorry if i cause any problemssss :\

finally the FINALS are over and this busyness finally comes to an end (or so i might think) but i cant imagine nights MUGGING instead of talking cock with you all and dancing the nights off. recess week had been totally burnt, as grace said spending all waking our with you all. but, no regrets! our hardwork really pays off (: but SURELY ill miss this kind of busyness, sleeping at 5am, just to wake up at 10am to start practicing again.. haha.. once again, THANKS TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU! including our D2E manager (:

and well not forgetting all the supporters who came and support all of us there, THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN (: it will never be the same without you all, the shouting that bring back our energy and push us well over the limit (: it was certainly the most full-out that we all ever done during this time (: hehe, hope we didnt dissapoint any of you (:

and just for information, the grand champion for the street dance competition is undoubtedly the freek-zy-nuts. thats kinda expected, they are really some level up there.. we never really fight for the first place anyway, so we sorta achieve our highest target! :D

thats that for the impresario post,

now im back to mugging, with formal lab report due tuesday which is 90% of the total mark, and circuit analysis quiz on tues (20%) and digital electronic quiz on wed (20%) and communication fundamentals quiz on fri. sigh, i rather dont have this side of the uni, damn. but, 2nd part of the 2nd sem has started so now is time to catch up with work and really work hard just for the GPAs. gotta minimise other activities other than mugging ): sad life.

PA camp, hopefully i can make it! i dont know my schedule yet :\

im here, do you notice me? or am i just another orange blink.

(sad grammar i have no mood to correct my england)

SuPPer Heroes! (:

2009-02-22T01:02:00.011+08:00

A few days ago was finally the day that we are waiting for, and practicing for.. Haha, Hall Olympiad Closing Ceremony! yeah finally our biggest item for hall 2 dance is done, next are the small items which HOPEFULLY dont consume so much time :p and anyway, here is the SuPPer Heroes! (:

We didn't make it to the top 3, but thats not what we are aiming for anyway. (we know our standard :P) but we achieved what we aimed for i guess (: we put in a decent performance and hopefully made our hall proud :D the most important thing is the process that we've gone through together, im VERY sure that our hall dance is the most bonded one :D yay SUPPERHEROES :D I LOVE YOU ALL :D

some "better" pics below :D (blogger got problem uploading pic!)

Supperheroes!

Roomie!

The Bimbo!

Mr Jaychou!

and MY Partner (:!

next up, impresario finals, this saturday! haha, come and support us if you are free, tix are available at.. hmm i dont really know just google impresario 2009 :p HAHAHA.. OH NO PRACTICES! I NEED TO CATCH UP WITH MY WORK ):

and today i cant wake up for PA orientation ): after a 7 hrs not-so-productive meeting and less than 3 hours of sleep for 2 days, i cant even hear the fire alarm clock ): ill go back next week with samuel, hopefully.. (: i miss you all njpa family :\

im screwed

2009-02-09T04:14:00.004+08:00

well, it seems like i really have no time to study until AFTER the mid-sem break. next next week is already hall dance competition and during the recess week is impresario 2009 finals (well, we've made it through semis, phew) :D the video is up on facebook. THIS should be the link..

and well, yay D2E :D

AND AND, SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO COME AND SUPPORT :D esp the HALL 2 DANCERS (: (:

HELP! + impresario 2009

2009-02-02T03:07:00.003+08:00

HELP ME IM TOTALLY LAGGING BEHIND TIME! 2-3 lectures behind for all lectures, and still skipping lectures and tutorials! NONONONO.. crap im really screwed till the next 2 weeks. no time. NOOOOOOOOOO.. not even time to write stories about my wonderful CNY.. ahh, anyway, just come here awhile to post about this..

IMPRESARIO 2009!

yea, if you are free, please come and support yea (: (: (: seeya (:

Happy CNY!

2009-01-21T23:08:00.004+08:00

im around 12 hours from my flight from JB to Denpasar (Bali), yays holiday. (:
note: why JB? well, im trying the "Fun experience" from Air Asia (marketing lecture), yeah budget airline.. hahaha..

anyway, just a reminder 3 more days to the last day to download windows 7 beta. im downloading the 64-bit now, wanna try if my computer can work faster with this one :p anyway the desktop is great, check this (:

well, see you in one week time! time for holiday (:

long time no see (:

2009-01-18T02:25:00.003+08:00

whoops, it has been an EVEN LONGER TIME since i was last here.. sorry for the un-replied tags! well, life has been busy, or at least seems busy for me! sleep is obviously lacking from my schedule.. ill upload my timetable just for reference -.-

yeah, totally full from monday to friday, and on average, go school at 8.30 and finish at 5.30. sad life.

but today suddenly something struck me and i started opening other peoples blog again, and i realised i missed alot of posts and i need to scroll down to see everything! haha, i missed those times that i check people's blog everyday, and update mine too! but its kinda impossible now. but dont worry, ill keep visiting your blogs (: (although most of the time never tag, but know that i was there XD)

alot of things to do now. well first and most important i need to apply for another scholarship and u know all the nitty gritties and essays and stuffs which is the things that i hate the most. ahh, and then theres hall dance which performance is coming on the 16th feb if im not wrong. totally unprepared and messy. well, winning is not an option :p next theres still NTU CAC impresario, we got in to semis, 8th feb, alot of things to do too! DARN.

and next wed im flying to bali for chinese new year! woo, finally a proper holiday, meeting my family! (: well, for that im ponning 3 days of school though, catching up has been hard lately since all my lectures are on 830, WHO CAN WAKE UP? :p hope i can score in sem2 too, seriously im scared and i doubt myself.

random: windows 7 has been a great companion to me, haha, well u can go ahead and download the beta for free before 24th january and get the license for free till august, so if u want to try the new windows, why not? Windows 7 beta page (must open using IE)

slept at 3 plus ytd, woke up at 730am this morning. now is 2.42, and i gotta wake up at 640 tmr. watch out for the new kungfu panda..

december holiday..

2008-12-17T02:57:00.003+08:00

well, this holiday doesnt seem like a holiday like i said. did nothing much this holiday except hall activities and watching movies and playing pool. well and these are the last 2 movies i caught (:

Flixster - Share Movies

and few movies i wanna watch soooonn (:

Flixster - Share Movies

so, anyone interested in any of the movies, im your movie partner! haahhaa.. :D

back from malaysia..

2008-12-04T02:54:00.012+08:00

yeah im back from my malaysia trip, it was damn fun.. well, a small group works wonders! (; ehehe, not gg to write alot cos im tired of uploading more than 300 pics on facebook.. pheww.. and i still need to catchup on the series i missed this week! hehe, but ill put one photo here. a photo of my short hair!! cant believe im back to this hair.. please find me a new hairstyle!

quick update!

2008-12-01T05:23:00.002+08:00

its 5:23 am, a few minutes away before i took the bus off (: and heres some quick update!

I CUT MY HAIR! hahahaha, yeah thats all :p no photo yet, but of course alot will come soon :D :D :D

well this post is kinda lame though, but oh well, im just waiting for time to passs..

HOHOHOlidayyy..

2008-11-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

holidays are here!!! time to refresh, relax and rejuvenate before the new hectic semester to come! hehe, for those who just finished 'A' levels, this looong holiday is the time to try out things outside school! be it work, attachment, courses, etc etc, these 6-7 months will be very fruitful (: for those going NS, i dont know what to say :p haha, for the J1s, this holiday is going to be your last official holiday before mugging for A levels so better enjoy it! for the IPs, well, heck, its another holiday :p

holidays are also time to catch up with old friends, gathering, and fun altogether! :D so, my friends, please ask me out :D hehe, ill be fairly not so busy during the holiday i guess, apart from hall stuffs :\ so yeah, holiday is here! (: lets see whats my schedule :p

1-3 December: Hall trip to Malaysia
15 December: GLs+Programmers outing, Insinyur
7/13/20 December: PA outing!
8, 9, 11, 15, 16, 18 December: Hall bridge training
26, 27 of December: Bridge IHRG
26-28 December: 06S18 chalet (which i cant go -.-)

so far so good, not too busy, not too slack, so of course i got time to go outttt :D hehe, lets meetup again, long lost friends :p

okay, in a totally random note, im quite confused why the rest of my cohort got their timetable allocation already next sem, but i dont. maybe im supposed to plan all myself? hehe, its damn tough to choose though :\

help me choose ):

and ok im done here.. sudden change of mood.

PA year end camp..

2008-11-24T23:53:00.005+08:00

its 11:54pm now and the rest are still having camp in school. probably still doing their night activity or free time before sleeping, yet im here back in my room already. if not for the stupid maths2 exam tmr, i will be enjoying my day with them ):

my plan was to go back, sleep early, wake up early tomorrow to do past year papers before the exam. im here now, and ready to sleep, but i cant help but blog abit about the pa camp :\

really i enjoyed myself through this one day :\ i kinda miss my pa family alot. today, a very fun day filled with games and laughter and talk cocks just bring back memories about the old times and create new memories for today. thanks to the current batch for making the old seniors feel accepted in the current family. (: really.. leaving tonight was a very sad decision.

started the day with ice breakers and i went to join in the fun (: hee, thanks again for including me (: played elope with quite a number of people, not to little, not to many, it was tiring but fun! (to think about it, i din play alot of games during my years as usually im preparing for training) but today starting was already fun. next was refreshing trainings, i went around to look at places and finally settles outside hall control with the current TO teaching about allen n heath and outdoor system. after that was a very COOL lunch, 1st time in my PA camping life that the lunch, the official lunch is maggie mee. hahaha, salute. :p after lunch we proceed to station games! on where i got the chance to take some photos! (: ivan came during that time..

yeah games games and games! it was really fun without any worries :D

this was before the watever taupok game Kaizhong and mok came up with, fun but violent. hahaa, quite funny seeing the girls play though.

choosing the team, the clever will choose the correct side :p

this is samuel and melvin, they were doing inner thigh + feet.. hahaha.

shoujin and katsun, neck and crotch..

cass and mel, neck and inner thigh

hsiangwei and mok, forehead and crotch (although it looks like something else) :p

cass and grace, neck and shoulder..

tingyun: "your first kiss?" lingling: "not counted!!" hahaha.. look at the difference between length of kitkat between ty and ling, and mok and hsiangwei.. quite large.. haha.

the sliding chairs but with a mutation in the gameplay.. hahaha..

after all these station games was free time! we played soccer! one of the most slackiest soccer game ive ever play yet i enjoyed every kick! haha, thanks to it my foot is red and hurting, but who cares anyway! hehe, jen came too! but she left early, im sorry jennnnnn, make u so boreddd :\ hope u wont be too bored to come next time, i promise will make u not bored :D hahaha..

barbeque was next! as usual, seniors sit one corner wait for the food to come :P hehehe, im so sorry juniors but you have to cook, its your turn! hahaha, the satay was extraordinarily delicious :p kayhow, elton and choon heng came during bbq too! hehe, perhaps the only tradition kept is the PA bbq, the position of the table, the shape of the table, the equipment used, the position of the equipments, its like they mark the whole linkway every year! hahahaa, quite amusing :P good food and great company, talked about alot of things including recalling memories from the past (:

after bbq me, ivan, mel, cass and tingyun went to put the clues at the respective positions, we split into 2 group in which i heard cass backed out :p hahaha, so me and tingyun got to put the things at those ulu ulu places. but after around 3 years, nj is like my home alr :p hahaha, it was fun to go to those scary places XD the clues was tough but exciting, its almost like zahada. hahaha.. when they started the night act, its time for me to leave.. :( its sad, but well, i need it.

i hope theres more outing and camps :\ i miss the pa family.. should we organise another big outing during the december holidays??? (: (: (:

OH I LOST MY PENCIL CASE, WITH MY GC IN IT T_T HAS ANYONE SEEN IT IN CONTROL?

exam is endinggg...

2008-11-22T01:15:00.004+08:00

exam officially ends next week tuesday, 25th november 2008. but i celebrated end of exam yesterday.. hahaha, as in thursday yesterday (since now is officially saturday already) what a head start (:

my body clock is not spoilt anymore, its destroyed, woke up at 5pm today, realized i havent eat for 24 hrs.. eat my (breakfast+lunch+dinner) then read abit of maths2 and i fell asleep again. woke up at 10pm. darn, today is wasted like rubbish. (fyi mugging whole day also considered wasted day) yeah, lately ive been wasting everyday. sigh sigh.

monday 24th november, PA camp! that basically means i need to finish all my mugging on sunday cos i dont wanna mug during PA camp. hehe, cant stay over though cos i got paper on the next day, haha, but at least monday wont be a wasted day as usual. hehe, hope alot of seniors come also so it can also be a reunion event (: (: yay.. and that reminds me i need to finish editting the video by sunday (a video thats due 6 months ago) hahaha.. im so dead..

in the other issue, my 250gb harddrive is getting full, now its left with less than 10gb of storage! and i thot 250gb is more than enough. sigh, the choice now is external hard drive or DVD. if i stick with dvd, i need to burn around emm 50 dvds. haha, external hard drive on the other hand, will cost me a hole in my wallet. and im quite surprised with the space windows vista take:

actually all of it comes from MIRC download, heheeh, another speed record breaker today! (:

exam is ending, means my house watching period is going to stall soon. haha, halfway on season 3 now, more than 2 years of episodes during this exam period, i doubt i can be as efficient when exam period is over. exam = stay in room with no regrets = lots more time to watch movie.. no exam = feel like going out = no movie.. hahaha.. aniwae its a great show. heroes + house + family guy are the top 3 on my list now (:

yeah, guess break time is over, im back to doing maths 2 then. im 1/3 of chapter one. yay.

late nights

2008-11-15T05:16:00.001+08:00

yeah, 4:58am. i just finished watching 2 episodes of house. im in the middle of season 2 o.o haha, people do things efficiently when they are in the middle of exam no? i wont be surprised if i could catch up to season 5 at the end of my exam.. XD nope im joking, u know im a muggerrrr.. :p

so anyway, house m.d. hasnt been of any dissapointment at all, cases are still interesting and the character plots are also still fresh.. just cant stop watching, hehe.. its 5:00am, ive been sleeping around this time everyday actually. gotta change that this weekend cos all the morning papers are coming. hmm, computing, physics, life science, then maths, and im off for holiday (which i think im going to find another job if i want to stay alive.)

and also im finding other good riddle games, if you have any good ones please reccomend to me! haha, totally agrees that riddle games really sharpen ur mind and makes u think better. still think zahada is one of the best ones. so if u havent go and try, please go and try! hmm, let me give you one sample of the riddle.

first, a simple one, this is level 2.

Pronounced as one letter,
And written with three,
Two letters there are,
And two only in me.
I'm double, I'm single,
I'm black, blue, and grey,
I'm read from both ends,
And the same either way.

yeah, its pretty simple... try another one?

what comes next?

r t

d f g

okay that was level 57. hahaha.. quite simple right? now try this one!

Jane divides a cake into eight equal pieces.

If she gives two pieces to John and two pieces to Earl what time would it be?

and thats level 60.

cmon, are you not curious.. hehehe, im sharing my fun :p since its after ur promos, ur prelims, ur As, and maybe almost ur uni tests, u shd go and try it :p it keeps me playing 3 days straight. XD

yeah, 5:12, guess i should sleep now if i want to wake up like around.. 12? 1? should be alright. tomorrows plan is computing. still can manage that, life science is the bigger problem, sure its MCQ, but its broad like hell. and house m.d is helping me with that XD (just finding reasons so i can watch more)

oh and the website for the game is http://www.mcgov.co.uk/zahada.html

have fun and good luck for the upcoming tests (:

exam period

2008-11-12T01:43:00.002+08:00

heayooo.. it has been a googol years since i went here to blog.. haha, surprisingly its exam period again! (: the hard part now is how to chunk in all the things that happened for the last few weeks (or months) into one post?

to conclude: sleeping.

yeah, much alot sleeping done, but magically got cured from the african sleeping sickness though, now become more active, altho still lazy, but at least i can still MUG, and play and watch movies and serials. haha.

some things that i did lately involve watching alot of movies and serials. House M.D is definitely a good one, 2 more episodes to clear before i go to season 2, and yeahh, it kind of started at the wrong timing, its exam -.- haha, but heck, i love movies.. hahahahaha.. shoot, this always happen during exams apparently.

other fun thing is ZAHADA! hahaa, if you are free (or too free) please try it http://www.mcgov.co.uk/zahada.html yeah its really a nice game. i just completed it yesterday, after almost 2 weeks of playing. yeahheeee.. :p oh forgot to give info, its a puzzle html game, try it and complete it. haha.

tomorrow is econs paper. and yep im off to watch house, clear season 1 first. k see ya!

table condition of a mugger...

FUN weekend!

2008-10-12T02:08:00.008+08:00

I would say that this weekend is a fun filled weekend (; hehe, started with going back to njc with sam for cest la vie 2, the end year party in nj. and firstly of course i want to thank sam for driving me there and back.. thanks alot sia. haha, nj doesnt seem that far anymore.

it is a really good thing to get back and see how events are run again, was quite a successful event that day, good sound mixing and lighting, harmony was there, and of course what is the negative point is the lousy sound system (i mean the speakers) they are way too old and should be changed like real soon :p haha, there are changes in the cca too, here and there, but i guess, now its their time and they decide how they want it for them (:

KAP after event! hehe, the long missed after event supper. was quite late though, not everyone can make it but still, its fun there.. hehehe.. oh man those time sure was fun. hehe. oh and of course the most important part is zp's confession.. hehehe, finally confessed! (:

although the past was great, but im living in the present. i need to live the fullest everyday so that in the future i can look back and not regret a single thing (:

this is the number of audience when the show just started..

it increases a bit for chinese dance performance

and i can tell u this is the most number of people alr. during band performance. after that everyone just dispersed.

hehe, and today was also a very fun shopping day.. hehe, actually went out to look for present and also shop for myself, but ended up accompanying jolyn in a shopping spree. haha, crazy shopping spree.. haha, but the best part is that we all got the same nerdy spectacles (:

hehehe, and after all the shopping and the eating, we went to watch a movie! painted skin. it was supposed to be a romance movie and horror? but the movie is really quite nice, not scary, and the actress are pretty :p haha, but the meaning is very deep..

then we all went to jolyn's place. or at least the lift. hahaha. cabbed back and now am back in my room with wenhao and oe and having some fun :p hahaha, ooh its almost 3am, what movie should i watch now? :D

test after testssss..

2008-10-08T23:11:00.003+08:00

so today was crystals and symmetry MS8202 3rd CA out of 4 CA.
1st CA: B-/B/B+
2nd CA: A/A-
3rd CA: A+
should i or should i not SU this subject. deep thoughts..
(i wont have to think so much if i got straight As from the start. shucks)

and tomorrow is maths 2 test! on a topic that i quite like. multiple integral (: tests should be quite basic though, i still want to maintain my full marks for maths2 quizzes so far :D hehe..

yeah, and life is more or less settled down already. busyness and free time adjusted themselves nicely on my timetable. time for mugging, time for friends, time alone, and time for relaxing is all there already (: outside curriculum activities are quite fun too and at the same time not so stressful. i quite enjoy this life now (:

facebook is still quite irritating though, its like my homepage. haha, i should break free from this stupid trend. just like the newspaper said 2 days ago, people on facebook are narcissist, alright, i am one, perhaps... haha.

and yes, the photos of the performance is like still coming out day by day, new ones after new ones. cmon just hurry up finish it so i dont have to look at new photos everyday.. haha.. hoo, i particularly like this one though.

nicee? hehe, if you take a closer notice, (maybe not so observable on this picture though), the shoes infront matches each other!! haha, nice photo.. hehe. im already missing the fun times (:

computing test tommorow! (or rather today)

2008-10-06T00:30:00.004+08:00

yes yes computing test, finally! im looking forward to it actually (: hehehe.. after this im gonna recap my computing things so that i dont forget anything tmr (: haha, anyway im still experimenting with IRC and i got a surprise!

hehe, cool, that is one of the fastest download speed i ever seen.. (this will sound embarassing if anyone from US or anywhere near there read this)

hahh. and yeah, what else, i should start revising soon. but maybe as a start i should warm up with this.

#include <stdio.h>

int main()

{

printf("Hello World!\n");

return 0;

}

THAT WAS MY FIRST FREAKING PROGRAM. cant believe its that stupid. -.-

icn'08

2008-10-04T14:16:00.003+08:00

yesterday was quite a fun and adrenaline pumping day.

went back to nj to collect my SGC, but obviously thats just a reason i gave to the security guard so i can come in and visit my juniors! (: hehe.. has been so so so long since the last time i went back! haha, ty went to pick me at the general office and brought me around school (: hehe, thankkksss (: aft all the events and talkings we went to curry wok to eat! haha, it has been aeons since i last ate there.

hope i can go back more often. must find alot reasons to go back if not the security guard wont let me in XD hahahaha..

then, went to NAFA for the big day. haha, ICN 2008, merah putih - kembali ke hatimu

the event was a success, all the hard work put in had paid off! haha, for myself though, was quite disappointed with myself :\ could have done much better. gotta learn more. cold feet. felt that the rehearsal is much better. hope i didnt bring down the rest.

but anyway, love the team! xquizid we own (:

in the lift, going to the stage!

dressing room

nice lighting. effects.

well, whats done its done, i wanna thank everyone in the team for all that happens for this last few weeks, crazy long practices, all the talk cocks and jokes and the xquizid lifestyle XD the fact that its over means we wont see each other that often anymore, ill miss all of you (':

and now, back to the crazily hecting mugger lifestyle T.T i have another one hour to waste my time online before i go to study. i must make good use of this precious 1 hour. (:

more holiday please

2008-10-02T03:07:00.003+08:00

suddenly theres no more holiday ): sad sad, im totally not in the mood to study. and im tired now.

theres quite some things that made my days lately though, one of them is that i got this jersey!

nice? hehe, performance in 2 days :\ rarrr..

M1: Moment of Inertia in rigid body motion

2008-09-30T03:43:00.006+08:00

ehehe, im done after chionging for 2 days. its quite worth it since i didn't do any of this during the holidays (which means i enjoyed the term break)

my first formal lab report, crossing finger for an A+/A :D
and of course, i shall share the joy (if i get an A) to those who are doing the same lab report.
M1: Moment of Inertia in rigid body motion

hehe, and happy birthday to my brother yesterday :p

exhausted

2008-09-28T02:36:00.002+08:00

woke up at 11am, practice till 6pm, slept till 12am. EXHAUSTED. and thats how one day is gone.

holiday is ending and im still living in my virtual world where no holiday homework exist. i even threaten those who reminded me about the holiday homework. virtually nothing done about my homeworks. BUT, dont say im not prepared, i cancelled a few tuitions tmr to make some time for my panic attack and try to finish in one day (maybe its impossible) but nothings impossible (: especially for the lastminuteman.

come to think about it now im SUPER wasting time. have been infront of the laptop since i woke up, till now, doing nothing. as in nothing. if it continues like this, i will be someone who has no worth in the society. haha.

next friday is games fest, a good time to go back to NJ, collect my SGC, and most importantly visit my long lost family of njpa. it has been so long! but.. but.. im not so sure that i can make it this friday since the show itself is on friday. dunno whether theres enough time to do all of it. i hope i do have.

and speaking about family, it has been quite, erm, very long since i last saw my family. i dont even know whens the next time i can see all of them again :\ its quite crappy. this december i dont even know whether i can return back home, or whether my sis will return back home too. it has been long, too long. i should go home soon. but nope, im not homesick. hehe.

my bro and sis a few years back.

soon. sooon..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-09-26T23:25:00.005+08:00

Happy 17th birthday cass (:

(so nice of me to dedicate one post.. with ur big face summore)

after so much waiting..

2008-09-25T00:26:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY GOT MYSELF A NEW LAPTOP! hehe, can cancel one of my checklist again (: (: (: happy happy happy (:

and being a toshiba promoter (once), i decided to be loyal and get one of its product, Satellita M300!

hehe, i wonder, what should i do with it :D

msn comic

2008-09-23T02:17:00.001+08:00

it has been quite some time ago, but since its recess week and i've quite some free time on my hands, i decided to compile this lame msn convo between me and wenhao as a comic strip.

lameness to the max. just because wenhao just got himself a new writing pad XD

when i grow up

2008-09-22T00:52:00.003+08:00

this post is dedicated to the summary of my growth during these past 5 years i spent in singapore!

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tadah! (: i like my new tertiary ezlink.. too bad that it is charged at adult fare ):

recess week!

2008-09-20T00:54:00.003+08:00

hey ho! its recess week already! everybody say hurray! (of course except the A level people and the promos people) hehehe..

my plan initially was to really use this week for recess, means mugging = nono. wanna relax and refresh so that i can overload again during my term time, BUT as we all know, there is no such thing as a real recess week. sigh. PROJECTS.

and FORMAL LAB report. not again. as u can see from the pic, more or less u know the data given is for calculating moment of inertia.

and so, im also planning to go back to nj during this recess week! but apparently people are busy with promos and else. so, i dont know. maybe not.. sigh.. alot of uncertainties..

after finish playing FFVII - CC, got really hooked to FF. initially wanna play FFVII again, but in the end i ended up playing FFIX again. i wanna play. really.

im healed!

2008-09-11T22:05:00.005+08:00

disclaimer: the previous post has no picture because i was too sick to upload any pics XD

BUT IM HEALED! (: (: hehe..
thanks everyone who took care of me ytd XD (esp edward, jolyn and oe) (:

hehe, and sorry to the PAa people who came for dinner, i was kinda dead during the dinner and i have to leave early for the jcrc subcom thingy. next time ill be there! or maybe ill organise the next one! (: hehe..

was having sore throat in the morning, lost appetite during lunch, got dizzy and felt cold in the afternoon. curled under the blanket as soon as i got back to my room, (apologies to jolyn and calina who came to mug, in the end i was sleeping. hopefully i dont spread the bug to you!)

woke up for paa dinner, walked to can A, stayed there for awhile, then walked back for subcom thingy. applied for recreational subcom, hehe. and one panadol pill.

back to my room and felt much better (perhaps because of the walking back and forth from can A made me sweat) decided to take temperature.

craps. i THOUGHT i felt better. decided to curl up in my blanket again (was more worried about the headache). until edward came and pass me a higher dosage of panadol, and a herbal tea that he bought. (oh he also bought it for ryan and jolyn). my current wear: tshirt with jacket, long track pants, curled up under a quilt.

after 2 hours, my temperature reduced to 36.9 degrees. happy, so i went to mug for my 2 tests which happen today.. (didn really mug though, cos still got headache and i fell asleep quite early.)

hehe, and today, im a healthy man. (except for this stupid sore throat and coughing) (:

(i really hope i dont pass the bug to anyone :\)

nononono..

2008-09-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

oh no i fell sick. tmr got 2 tests. sian. heal heal fast.

SUPERslacky saturday

2008-09-07T03:29:00.004+08:00

here's what i do on saturday..

00:00am returned to hall 2 after the dinner+supper hop.
1:00-3:00am watched movie with edward and jolyn
3:30-4:30am talked cock with oe about random stuffs.
5:00am-1:00pm SLEEP!
1:00pm-2:30pm lunch + talk cock session with oe, mac, harry and cheryl
3:00-8:00pm SLEEP!
8:30-10:30pm dinner + talk cock session with oe, wenhao, jen2 and christin
11:00-12:00am play with oe and wenhao in my room

TOTAL SLEEPING HOUR: 13 hours
TOTAL TIME WASTED: 24 hours

and here's a preview for sunday's activity

00:00-2:00am watched step up2 with wenhao
2:00-2:30am talkcock + play psp
2:30-3:30am send wenhao back + play in his room awhile
3:30am-now do laundry + online again.

seems like its gonna be a wasted day again. weekends are never the time for me to mug. neither it is for some others who are very determined to mug this whole weekend but ended up doing other things (you know who you are! XD)

tomorrow, or rather today, is already sunday. the busiest and most tiring day with all those tuitions. wish me luck for today! and i better sleep soon or i wont be able to teach tmr. but im still wide awake :\ anyone wanna sing me a lulaby and tell me bedtime stories till i sleep?

a random picture:
thursday night / friday morning during supper when kaili decided to stayover at calina's room. watched movie till 5am and i ponned the morning lecture, obviously because i cant wake up. jolyn's attempt to siam from the photo only makes her look more spastic XD

'there will be no post without a picture in it' hehe..

new resolution!

2008-09-04T21:47:00.004+08:00

my new resolution = keep updating this blog! hehe..

(cass you should be very honored!)

its 4:52am now and i just returned to my room. just finished watching adam sandler's click, outside canteen 2 with my og friends. what a night life. and i just bathed!

to my surprise, time past VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY fast, and i still think i havent emphasise enough. suddenly its weekend today when i thot it was yesterday. darned fast. its fun, but its hectic and busy. its exciting, but its hard and challenging. i quite like it now (:

and as usual, some pics will help decorate my blog post! today's one will be a pic of my table!

my table board! ignore the cable messiness on the table, from the right! my cap and my hairband (: hehee, followed by watah'o (hall 2 camp) photos and card and ramuk's (hall 2 camp OG) identity. next up to the left is the eyeball as sauron's identity (faculty camp OG), then is the 3 voodoos from cass and the PA farewell gift! last one on the left is the bday present from my roomie :D

this is a shelf on top of my table. hehe, theres just not-so-organised so i cant explain the things one by one :p but im sure you will recognise your own thing if you are the one who gave me these things (:

hehe, my table is not so neat (as always) but still i do like the way it is now! hmm, hopefully as time past i can decorate my table with more and more stuffs!

on the sidenote, my and samuel joined the concert engineers. if you are wondering what the heck is that, it is the AVA/PA club here. its super small, and i think is super slack. hehe, maybe one day we can change it for the better (: so, whoever coming to NTU next year, come and join us! (:

alright i think i need to sleep. its 5:04 am now, my lecture tommorow is at 9:30am. theres still some time for me to have a goodnight rest (: hopefully i can update this blog regularly. if not, cass, please remind me again XD hehehe..

for jolyn and zihan, hopefully you will get well soon (: (ironically both of them dont read this blog :P)

for cass, HAPPY ALREADY? all the best for your promos girl (: im sure it will be a chicken feed for you! top student. :P and then come visit me here! VERY VERY long never see you and talk with you :P

alrighty, goodnight everyone (;

3 fat people

2008-08-30T14:40:00.007+08:00

it has been too long since i was last here. im here just to pass by and upload a nice screenshot.

hehe. peace man (:

im dreading sunday.

2008-08-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

sunday is the most tiring day of the week..

at the same time i wanna apologise to my tutees today.. sorry that im at my low today. feeling down, walking around with a heavy load. but i promise i wont be next time (:

and thanks to wh and oe for waiting for me for dinner and arcade. it has been long since the 3 of us went out tgt. and yea, ghost squad is not fun if i play alone! (:

been feeling low but i promise i will get up on my feet as soon as possible, and meet up with my long lost friends. esp from njPA, haven see u guys for dunno how longgg (: hsiangwei's bday? hope i can go! and 06s18 too! next saturday badminton yea? i haven seen my classes for quite some time too :\ hope i can get back to nj soon!

and i just got all the photos from the insinyur camp. it sure bring back alot of sweet memories (: seeing how we came from strangers to buddies and to good friends in such a short time. haha, i love my og mates, best best og (:

next week (the 3rd week of my uni life) there are 2 tests coming. yea right. how fast can i mug. wheres my mugging club. haha u know i cant mug if im alone. jio me mug!

and uh oh, my nose starts to drip. crap my defense is low during this kinda time.

and as usual, comics and games are the distractions that i need :X

rare night

2008-08-14T20:07:00.003+08:00

this is one in a millionth night that i returned so early to my toom and have nothing to do now (except to catch up on tutorials and lectures that ive missed of course) it has been really super busy. and my courseworks seems to be undone.

it should be time for me to rest and relax. strangely but surely im feeling lonely right now.

and i realised that i had neglected many of my friends these last few weeks. im sorry. i know im wrong.

im exhausted and tired. im lost and confused. i feel stupid, i feel like im not myself. i really dont like it this way.

to make things worse. bedbugs.

"In most observed cases a small, hard, swollen, white welt may develop at the site of each bedbug bite. This is often surrounded by a slightly raised red bump and is usually accompanied by severe itching that lasts for several hours to days. Welts do not have a red spot in the center such as is characteristic of flea bites. In other cases, it is observed that welts first appear upon the incessant scratching that is triggered by the bite, and seem like a mosquito bite that increases in size upon scratching. Later, however, the welts subside but tend not to disappear like those from mosquitos, and persist for up to several weeks. This usually depends on the person's skin type, environment and the species of bug."

i have welts from head to toe that is as big as a basketball. cant resist the itch and urge to scratch. ):

but dont worry
"Bedbugs seem to possess all of the necessary prerequisites for being capable of passing diseases from one host to another, but there have been no known cases of bed bugs passing disease from host to host."

ITCHY ITCHY!!! DAMN ITCHY... T.T right now actually i want to play the mrt game, slap me all over the place. i need the pain to remove my itch. WHO WANT TO PLAY MRT GAMEEEE..

it will only be me who will suffer for the next few days. help me.

anyone wanna pei me..

mugging?!

2008-08-09T04:25:00.003+08:00

lee wee nam library.
1st week of school, im already mugging in the library.
thursday night, did tutorial till 1am+
friday night, also do tutorial until 4am.
mugging club, hurray. XD

dont you take the ball from me. its my playing field. and im losing.

2008-08-08T02:19:00.002+08:00

nice rainbow on sentosa tram station floor.

diffraction thru the glass railing, which has a high refractive index. where blue light with the smallest wavelength have the largest refractive index (n) and the angle of diffraction is found by n1sin(theta)1 = n2sin(theta)2. OH MAN, I JUST DID PHYSICS II TUTORIALS. HAHAHAHAHA.. its like secondary school physics. just with deeper understanding and more complex maths.

im looking forward towards this transition (:

a short update

2008-08-07T03:20:00.002+08:00

apologies apologies, my blog has been dead for quite awhile.

busy? yes. quite busy everyday will leave hall very early and reach hall after midnight. busy? yes.

busy because of study? not yet. school life still quite slack. im crashing alot alot of lectures to get the feel of each subject but ended up half-sleeping. admin stuffs still got quite alot, busy busy. still need a guarantor to make my laptop loan.

fun? yes, everyday with my OG people. sure got something to do. watched 2 movies this week, with lunches everyday and sometimes dinner and midnight supper.

today we went to JP to watch money not enough 2 and we ended up walking back from JP back to NTU. i realise its walkable. not so far (:

yeah that sort of summarise my life now :p

realised that things are different. it doesnt go where i expect it to go. its weird. im taking a step back to reflect. sigh. never experienced this.

sometimes i think that im not my usual self.

spring cleaning!

2008-07-27T01:14:00.001+08:00

cleaning my room is sure tiring. 2 rounds of mopping. its still dirty and sticky. will do again tmr, this time with oe's help.

havent unpack yet. but bed looks quite nice. (altho its as hard as stone bed)

hehe, i like my new bedsheet :p

dunno why..

2008-07-26T02:37:00.003+08:00

utmost sorry to shihui and grace, my blog has been dead. i also dont know why, theres no more urge to blog :x why ah.. i also dont know.

and yes mok, i also want to go back! but now no event, get me one ticket for the rocknite k!

and now im at my new room, as a stranger. still dont feel like home, still dirty and not cozy. but will turn it into the cozyest room soon enough (: hmm, some photos to update for these last few days.

sunday. back from the fun camp

from back (ref point, top of head), left to right: danny, junhong, xun yong, simon, yunsong, jiahui, calina, yue yin, jolyn, kaili, mandy, ramona, samuel, kenny, yi yuan, mei huei, me, hoong ta, edward.

monday. whole day slack at home

tuesday. went to cut hair and ikea to buy moving boxes

wednesday.
(morning) went to NTU to take queue number for med checkup
(afternoon) tuition
(night) mambo night @ zouk with sauron

top row (ltr): me, mandy, meihuei, daniel (cgl), xuequan (gl)
bottom row (ltr): ivan (SA), jolyn, kaili, charmaine (gl's gl), serene (part time SA), samuel (gl's gl's gl)

thursday
(morning) go medical checkup (without any sleep the night before)
(afternoon) pack stuff to move out
(night) shop for bbq and dinner with jolyn, edward, and ivan. crazy spending at NYNY.
(note) finally got some sleep after 42hrs of being awake)

friday
(morning) move in NTU hostel!

this is how my room looks like

(afternoon) fetch jen2 from changi airport
(night) BBQ with sauron at edward's place.

the 7 sisters with mommy and daddy (1 sister missing)

kaili, me and jolyn (with all of our similar specs)

camp insinyur

2008-07-20T22:44:00.003+08:00

well people, im back! (its quite weird to stare back at my computer screen XD) so, did you all missed me? :D

Camp Insinyur was a BLAST! (read: in-see-near although its supposed to be read as: in-see-nyoor), hahaha.. i REALLY had great fun for the whole 7 days of the camp. im really glad i got into sauron too! (: GLs were amazing, Senior Attached was super super friendly, and fake freshies programmers are also really close with the OG. AND, my group people are all fantastic and enthu (: i love my group totally (:

not going to post a damn long post (like what sh wrote on the tagboard) cos theres just so many things to write. sometimes unwritten memories are as good as written ones. or even better. BUT still, ill write the overall summary of the camp.

day1!
its our first day! and we were new to each other, surprisingly all of us are quite friendly and we can get along quite easily! fake freshies are everywhere! haha, there was 4 from our group o.O and 2 of them sat on my table during breakfast (out of 3). haha, ice breakers was fun although im not good at names, and NOT surprisingly, people still talk to me in chinese despite the many reminders XD flag drawing, cheering session, station games, and also night activities were held that day. (although it becomes a raining-activity where all of us were running back because there was heavy rain) we were staying at hall 8.

day2!
it was pool games on day 2! haha, the day where everybody got wet! the games were quite tiring, and alot of girls from our group cant go into water due to 'various' reasons :p hehe, so in the end we got more to cover up! after pool games is the telematch! waterbooommbbsss (: its so fun! haha, alot of different station games (: then at night it was the SP night introduction where we got to talk to 4 different girl, blindfolded for both of us, to choose our own SP (secret pal) the moment i talked to all 4 of them, frankly, im not looking forward for SP night. but what the heck, just have fun! initiation was after that, where we were guided, blindfolded, walking around the school. camo cream, flour, hairspray, and alot of things were shot at us! it was the longest time i was blindfolded, 9pm-6am, wow. blind.

day3!
woke up in the afternoon for amazing race! this one is fun! (: our group got together more during this amazing race. running is constantly done, and laughing too! (: we were having fun all the way, and cheering each other. (strepsils and vitamin c supplies are unlimited XD) we started at 11pm and ended at 9pm at east coast park. thats the end of DAY amazing race, but we continued with NIGHT amazing race, which require us to night cycle to stations! (: haha, the cycling part was easy peasy, but the butt really hurts. haha. i was real sleepy too, hit the fence on the side cos i was dozing off, lucky quickly regained balance. final stop was our chalet where we were going to sleep for the rest of the camp. its near aloha changi.

day4!
woke up even later, if im not wrong, around 2-3pm and it was cooking day! so we went to bid for cooking ingredients. cooking was hard because we shared kitchen with other group and they koped the stove! -.- we got so little time to cook, but when we eat what we cook, it always feel so nice (: then we proceed on to sentosa for campfireee! campfire games followed by cheering competition, we did not win, but we helped our sister OG to win (: and i kena cross dressing competition forced to wear 2 baloons on my nene. AHAHAHAHA.. it was real high, during camp, theres no face XD

day5!
wake up in the morning to go to sentosa again for beach games! totally kena owned by the sun. SUNBURNNN!! haha, but the games are new and interesting! last game was muachi game where the whole og lie flat on the front and start rolling from the front to the back. THAT WAS PAINFUL. i cant stand up after that. whole body pain. slowly strolled to eat dinner with red sores and abration everywhere.. hahaha.. then we went back to camp and played in the room until our turn for fright night at some empty villa at changi there. haha. it was not scary though.

day6!
it was SP day! AND I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. hahaha, faking a smile for one whole day is really tough. (although this sounds really bad but nevermind, ill go with it) the only fun part was when it was over and then we came back to our og and we danced to the music. haha, sorry la, newbie on clubbing XD ahh, din get the one i want as sp. sad.

day7!
break camp day! but really stressful for me, cos suddenly i have to prepare a speech and performance cos was nominated as best freshie from my group. darn, still got to make me so stressed at the last day some more. din get the award though, but we sure had fun (: thanks for the support from my group mates :D

although our group didnt win ANY award, but we sure had fun, total more fun than the other groups, im very sure of that (: as we always said to each other, we play to have fun with each other (: i love my groupmates (: and my sisters XD hahahaha.. (became one of the sisters because of the cross dressing game) and one of the girl become the guys brother. quite funny when photo taking though XD

next year, i really really want to be GL (: and i hope ill see all my groumates again there (:

i really missed the camp, after 7 days, it feels weird without having my group all sleeping together all around me :\

AHHH, photos will be up after i get them (: some are taken with my camera (:

on the bus to sentosa! the guy group..

'brothers' dressed for SP night

me and my sisters x)

most importantly, mission complete!

One day before camp!

2008-07-13T23:58:00.006+08:00

AND I HAVENT PACKED ANYTHING YET! CRAPS! so this is sad but im only going to post short short about stj.. photos also still with yihong, cant send me because the files are too big..

so STJ on saturday, it was really a great outing i think. many many people come! we had 20 people in total, and 8 were seniors! and 10 of us were from 06/07! HAHA, woo. 06/07 owns (: that is really NOT BAD (: woowee..

i went school in the morning with ty to watch the rock night rehearsal and then watch the juniors clean control and also re-structure the control just like what we did last year! XD hehe, then after that we played soccer! 5v5! (which cause us to be late for STJ XP)

trying to take self shots

thats yijing

and cass

mervyn and yijing so together

pizza treat by mazalannn..

sooooo, met at orchard mrt for stj! greeted by the so familiar faces of mx, ivan, then sh and yh also came! walked to international building for dinner there! the rice table! haha, opens at 6pm so we waited outside for a small ice breaker first (:

(photos are really not with me, gotta be patience guysss)

ate ate and ate, thats what we did. went in at 6pm, went out at 830pm. 2.5 hrs of eating. hahaa, grace and huzi and elaine came late though, and grace only ate like damn little! rarh.. hahaha, our table was the most happening (i think! XD) hehehe, and its certainly fun to have a big family dinner gathering! i THINK WE MUST HAVE IT MORE OFTEN! OKAY? but certainly it have to go dutch. hehe, cos the scary part is when we went to the cashier. I CANT even SIGN my mastercard. HAHAHA..

then we went to cine to combine arcade and pool together (but apparently we failed terribly because the arcade is just not an arcade and the pool is freaking full like if you go to lucky plaza on sundays :p) in the end we ended up playing photohunt and taking pictures like mad people. (and i really wanna see the photos! yihong fast!)

then the juniors went back and the 6 of us, seniors, went to a bar on 2nd lvl of the heeren to drink and chat for awhile before we went home.

totally fantastic day. i hope there will be alot more to come.

pa pa pa oeiiiii.. (:

haha, 3 tuitions today, total of 6+ hours. my brain is totally wasted on hypothesis testing, summation, AP GP, circular motion, gravitational field, electric field, EM and EMI. damn. im haunted by these topics again.

and yes. i havent start packing.

AND I WONT BE ONLINE FOR 7 DAYS ): ILL MISS ONLINE WORLD. haha..

and to think that there are these "ugly" guys going to NTU with me. quoted this from the camp blog.

CY: I have a suggestion to make, next time you guys can include this clause "Ugly People May Not Apply". It will save you time and some time and diginity for me.

and you, little boy CY (dont dare to put real name), are not ugly on your face only, but also on your character. yucks. dont know how hard they work to make this happen. too bad you are born ugly.

[edit]
so much for saying sleep early sleep early. after i finished typing the blog just now, suddenly a small msn conference of my primary school friends was opened. then the conference grow bigger and bigger, and more and more exciting! (and more bullshit) and yea, now is like 3:16am and i havent even finish packing.

im so lucky i have a very very wonderful and memorable childhood experiences with them! theres so so much to talk about. i miss each and everyone of them. Yoel, Kelvin, Ninan, JuJu, Uni, Intan.. hope to see you all sooooon (': its so much fun to laugh at the past..

monkey love. hmph (:

eSTeeJee

2008-07-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

haha, today have been great, and super tiring. (and most empty also if i check my wallet)

so i will reserve the JTS post for tmr's post! (:

BUT, i really wanna say thank you to my best batch! 0607 seniors! sh, mx, yh, yb, ivan and elaine! thanks for coming! really really nice to gather together again. hehe. oh and also cass, mel and eugene! so there was 9 06/07 one! thats not bad!

haha, special thanks to samuel for sharing the cost that makes a black hole in our pocket. haha, and coincidentally, im in the same FOC group as samuel! WHOA, what are the odds man?

definitely the costliest meal that ive had. the receipt cant lie.

sneak preview for today, a group photo!

actually its only sneak because i havent get the rest of the photos from yihong.

haha, ok! wan an! i really gotta sleep soon, 3 rutitions tmr will be super exhausting. ciao (:

300!

2008-07-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

no i didnt watch the movie 300 today, thats the number of posts so far! :D :D :D

BUT, i watched hellboy 2 : the golden army today!

movie is okay, comedy, romance, action, all in one, but average. haha, and today was $9.50! thats abit painful cos i dont really like the movie. but it was okay. 3/5!

and yeah, final day of work today! finally im free from the working life! (for now only) and soon will be back to studying. i really cant wait for uni to start, also cant wait for my FOC to start! next monday! hehehe.. i hope itll be a blast (:

hmm, tmr going for STJ! hope there will be alot of people there and noone pangseh! (thats abit impossible but nvm, keep our hopes high!)

quoting shan, "the best way to remember your girlfriend's birthday is.. to forget it once." HAHAHA.

and..

Six Hearts Will Beat As One
thats the title of Bleach chapter 317. its so nice that i actually shiver while reading that. tite kubo have really good imagination. friendship. hope mine will be like theirs (:

okay gotta sleep soon, wanna go school early tmr! it has been centuries since i last visited nj :p

countdown, LAST DAY TOMORROW!

2008-07-11T00:18:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be my last day working! YEAH.

but, seems that im not going to be so free afterall, a NEW tutee's mom just called me to go to their house tonight (which i just went) yes and she like demanded ALOT ALOT of tuitions for her son! (fyi i havent even tell her i whether i want or not, the price, or even my availability) haha kiasu :p and then i just agree la, be nice be nice :p haha, so apparently i can safely assume that ill have no life for the next 4 months or so. yeah, i thot last year after As i wont be able to mug those stuffs again, but now, 3 J2s as my tutees?! A level is haunting me again. (so to those J2s taking a level, im suffering with you all) HAHAHA.. that makes a target of 6As. (cos im only teaching phy and maths XD) higher than my last year target :p

no more saturdays, no more sundays. seems like my i cant date anyone anytime soon! (not like i have anyone to date with though) ): ): im deprived ): ): but nvm, until A levels finish! yeah!

tomorrow ice cream deal at island creamery is even better! because theres SOO! and also dan n young!(and the worst thing that i still cant go ):)

can you tell?

island creamery!

2008-07-10T14:12:00.002+08:00

huzaifah on air! free ice cream from shan&rozz! hahahaa.. with crazy nj ppl :p rarh, so fun.. jealoussss.. XD

countdown, 2 more days.

2008-07-10T00:49:00.011+08:00

yeah, 2 more days of worklife..

met wenhao after work to have dinner! (again -.-, he is just so free that he really got nothing to do except bring me around to eat (i can smell some evil motives) XD) we went V8 for dinner! bugis junction again!

V8 @ level 3!

my omelette and wh's chicken chop

shirley temple

YEP, place was nice! i guess its a very comfy place for group gathering and the food was also nice (:

omelet: 2.5/5
chicken chop:4/5
place:4/5
price:3.5/5

good good (: nice place to eat! hahaha, so after that we were talking about orientation camp and i remembered that i need to get a $5 present for my SP (secret pal), and we were talking about what to give and suddenly we saw this!

some tiger paw?

it can bend?! (that's wh hand)

at the first glance it may appear cute, emm, i take that back, at the first glance, it looks damn wrong! HAHAHAHA. and then i realise action city really make alot alot of stuff that really looks and works wrongly! theres so many VIBRATORS around there! o.O HAHAHAH..

hokay, so then we went down, and have a quick bite at J'CO donuts (: the new outlet at bugis junction have a really cool place! the atmosphere there and the ambience seems quite right for couples (: and of course the good donuts that makes you fatter (:

J'CO my fave donut (: (since theres no krispy kremes here)

yeahhh, final fantasy 7: crisis core is getting exciting. (but it seems very long, hopefully i dont get bored before i finish it.) ANYWAY, wenhao tagged me, and it has been quite some time since the last time i do this kinda thing, so here it goes!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
sad and angry. distraught. obviously. then comes self reconciliation.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
i can fly? hahaha..

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
at a beach with my friends (: night beach time!

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
nope, i dont know what lies ahead of me, so, theres no confusion.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
to be truthful, faithful and loves me because of who i am.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
for as long as it must be. or until i found someone who can replace her in my heart (:

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
wait? and refer to #7

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
alot. theres just so little things that made me happy these few days.

#10. What do you want most in life?
to love and be loved.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
YES! haha, since it gives you the chance to update "less" boring stuff :p

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
10 years time.. 29 years old o.O, emm, successful career with a loving partner.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
my close friends and family. (dont have MOST IMPORTANT PERSON)

#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
erm, big. violent. and emo. hahahahaha..

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich! then find partner! :D (will be easier than married but poor, then work to be rich)

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
DOG! either a small pomeranian, or a big husky or golden retreiver.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
embarrassing things. :p

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
what kind of question do you think this is?!

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
a day where everyone seems not to like you/ ignore you.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
most probably friendship. or maybe love, but who am i to say that i know what love is.

Tagged (as usual, people on my tagboard!)
1. Pork
2. Joli
3. Mokha
4. ty
5. Samuel (i wonder how he gonna do it, with pa blog maybe? ahaha.)
6. shihui
7. Nett
8. Szemin
9. Hsiangway
10. Grace

do hor! :D

oh ya, i received an email from facebook IQ test! haha, yay that means quizzes!

"You took the original Facebook IQ Test recently and your estimated IQ was 142. This put you in the top few percent of the population. We have just created a brand new IQ test expecially for people who scored high in the original IQ Test.

This new advanced level test may give a more accurate result for anyone who previously scored over 120. It also has a higher maximum possible IQ - in theory someone could score an IQ of 200, but we don't think anyone in the world could possibly score over 180 without cheating. Maybe you are the genius who can prove us wrong?

Click here to try the new Advanced Level IQ Test now"

and happily i took the test. KENA OWNED BY THE TEST! DAMN SHITTY DIFFICULT! hahaha. and heres the result:

"You got 6 questions right out of a possible 15.

You took 16 minutes to complete the test.
You lost some points because you took more than 15 minutes.

We estimate your IQ to be: 142"

yea, and im assuming why it is still 142 because i got 142 last time, and thats the lowest score they can give. sia la. i must exercise my brain again.. now, YOU try! (:

at work!

2008-07-09T12:30:00.003+08:00

yes, like around 8 more hours i can safely decrease my countdown to 2. the end of my working life. haha.

mood: still not too good. job is boring, and nothing good happened. sigh.

AND, yesterday night broke my toenail -.-, didn't realise it was too long, broke it while walking, and it bleeds -.- now i got a wonderful plaster on my toe (:

and 98.7 DJs are going to give out free ice cream at island creamery on this thursday 2-3pm and friday 6-7pm! ON BOTH TIMES im working.. T.T.. free ice cream, meet the djs, what can be better? : hahaha.. gotta give a miss to this one too. ohh, wish im still in NJ, how close it is to island creamery! NJ people better spam that place! hahaha..

and already gave a miss to mraz, one republic, simple plan, etc etc at this coming singfest also -.-

that makes life quite boring.

update:
5 more hours ):

will our paths cross again? just one more time.

boring

2008-07-09T01:23:00.004+08:00

boring. tiring, so many university stuffs need to do apply this apply that, tiring. rarh. bored also. counting down 3 days to the end of my work life.

luckily today dayana (EEE senior) called me, and cheer up my day abit by saying that im accepted to the orientation camp. yay. looking forward to that (notice that im not so enthu as ytd and the days before alr) cos now im pissed off. lazy tired. uni stuff, so many. and stupid msn. rarh.

damn im just in a bad mood now. passport also need to scan, crap lah. darn, dont waste my time. RARH.

the fact that the ticket for singfest cost an arm, a leg, and one of your testicles, doesnt help in anyway. its $300! rarh, seems that i not gg to watch all the singers and bands ): oh crap.

and actually im lazy to post this, but this afternoon already decided want to post this, an article about hacker in uncyclopedia. a chatlog about a n00b h4xx0r. its real damn funny (although my face now is very black, not in the mood of laughing, but at least it was funny in the afternoon)

* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-a97f9137.dip.t-dialin.net) Quit (Ping timeout#)
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-61a2169c.dip.t-dialin.net) has joined #stopHipHop
<bitchchecker> why do you kick me
<bitchchecker> can't you discus normally
<bitchchecker> answer!
<Elch> we didn't kick you
<Elch> you had a ping timeout: * bitchchecker (~java@euirc-a97f9137.dip.t-dialin.net) Quit
(Ping timeout#)

<bitchchecker> what ping man
<bitchchecker> the timing of my pc is right
<bitchchecker> i even have dst
<bitchchecker> you banned me
<bitchchecker> amit it you son of a bitch
<HopperHunter|afk> LOL

<HopperHunter|afk> shit you're stupid, DST^^
<bitchchecker> shut your mouth WE HAVE DST!
<bitchchecker> for two weaks already
<bitchchecker> when you start your pc there is a message from windows that DST is applied.
<Elch> You're a real computer expert
<bitchchecker> shut up i hack you

<Elch> ok, i'm quiet, hope you don't show us how good a hacker you are ^^
<bitchchecker> tell me your network number man then you're dead
<Elch> Eh, it's 129.0.0.1
<Elch> or maybe 127.0.0.1
<Elch> yes exactly that's it: 127.0.0.1 I'm waiting for you great attack
<bitchchecker> in five minutes your hard drive is deleted

<Elch> Now I'm frightened
<bitchchecker> shut up you'll be gone
<bitchchecker> i have a program where i enter your ip and you're dead
<bitchchecker> say goodbye
<Elch> to whom?
<bitchchecker> to you man

<bitchchecker> buy buy
<Elch> I'm shivering thinking about such great Hack0rs like you
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-61a2169c.dip.t-dialin.net) Quit (Ping timeout#)
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-b5cd558e.dip.t-dialin.net) has joined #stopHipHop
<bitchchecker> dude be happy my pc crashed otherwise you'd be gone
<Metanot> lol
<Elch> bitchchecker: Then try hacking me again... I still have the same IP: 127.0.0.1
<bitchchecker> you're so stupid man

<bitchchecker> say buy buy
<Metanot> ah, [Please control your cussing] off
<bitchchecker> buy buy elch
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-b5cd558e.dip.t-dialin.net) Quit (Ping timeout#)
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-9ff3c180.dip.t-dialin.net) has joined #stopHipHop
<bitchchecker> elch you son of a bitch
<Metanot> bitchchecker how old are you?
<Elch> What's up bitchchecker?

<bitchchecker> you have a frie wal
<bitchchecker> fire wall
<Elch> maybe, i don't know
<bitchchecker> i'm 26
<Metanot> such behaviour with 26?
<Elch> how did you find out that I have a firewall?

<Metanot> tststs this is not very nice missy
<bitchchecker> because your gay fire wall directed my turn off signal back to me
<bitchchecker> be a man turn that shit off
<Elch> cool, didn't know this was possible.
<bitchchecker> then my virus destroys your pc man
<Metanot> are you hacking yourselves?

<Elch> yes bitchchecker is trying to hack me
<Metanot> he bitchchecker lame if you're a hacker you have to get around a firewall even i can do that
<bitchchecker> yes man i hack the elch but the sucker has a fire wall the
<Metanot> what firewall do you have?
<bitchchecker> like a girl
<Metanot> firewall is normal a normal hacker has to be able to get past it...you girl^^

<He> Bitch give yourself a jackson and chill you're letting them provoce you and give those little
girls new material all the time
<bitchchecker> turn the firewall off then i send you a virus [Please control your cussing]er
<Elch> Noo
<Metanot> he bitchchecker why turn it off, you should turn it off
<bitchchecker> you're afraid
<bitchchecker> i don't wanna hack like this if he hides like a girl behind a fire wall

<bitchchecker> elch turn off your shit wall!
<Metanot> i wanted to say something about this, do you know the definition of hacking??? if he turns
of the firewall that's an invitation and that has nothing to do with hacking
<bitchchecker> shut up
<Metanot> lol
<bitchchecker> my grandma surfs with fire wall
<bitchchecker> and you suckers think you're cool and don't dare going into the internet without a
fire wall

<Elch> bitchchecker, a colleague showed me how to turn the firewall off. Now you can try again
<Metanot> bitchhacker can't hack
<Black<TdV>> nice play on words ^^
<bitchchecker> wort man
<Elch> bitchchecker: I'm still waiting for your attack!
<Metanot> how many times again he is no hacker

<bitchchecker> man do you want a virus
<bitchchecker> tell me your ip and it deletes your hard drive
<Metanot> lol ne give it up i'm a hacker myself and i know how hackers behave and i can tell you
100.00% you're no hacker..^^
<Elch> 127.0.0.1
<Elch> it's easy
<bitchchecker> lolololol you so stupid man you'll be gone

<bitchchecker> and are the first files being deleted
<Elch> mom...
<Elch> i'll take a look
<bitchchecker> don't need to rescue you can't son of a bitch
<Elch> that's bad
<bitchchecker> elch you idiout your hard drive g: is deleted

<Elch> yes, there's nothing i can do about it
<bitchchecker> and in 20 seconds f: is gone
<bitchchecker> tupac rules
<bitchchecker> elch you son of a bitch your f: is gone and e: too
<bitchchecker> and d: is at 45% you idiot lolololol
<He> why doesn't meta say anything

<Elch> he's probably rolling on the floor laughing
<Black<TdV>> ^^
<bitchchecker> your d: is gone
<He> go on BITCH
<bitchchecker> elch man you're so stupid never give your ip on the internet
<bitchchecker> i'm already at c: 30 percent
* bitchchecker (~java@euirc-9ff3c180.dip.t-dialin.net) Quit (Ping timeout#)

understand?

youth day!

2008-07-08T00:28:00.007+08:00

yea youth day today! let me start with today early early in the morning, around 12:01am, i went to watch SUPERHERO MOVIE! thanks to axxo again. yep. so, here's the review!

yess, so basically, DONT FORGET that these kind of movies, comedy spoofs are only meant to be watched at home, DOWNLOADED. cos its just not worth your money at all. 1/5 star. dragonflyman? oh, please. not funny. really. dont bother to watch. altho i must say that its abit better than epic movie, but still not on the scary movie standard yet. lame jokes. totally.

and then, being youthful, i decided to wake up early! haha, that was sarcasm, i woke up at 1230pm. wenhao called and asked me to go out for lunch, then he said he wanna sleep for awhile, sms him the time and place. so i did, i woke up a short while after that, typed a short sms, "2pm, plasasing" and went to bathe and etc etc. took mrt to plasasing, only to find out that wenhao JUST read my msg at 2pm (cos he just woke up). and he is late by 1 hr (AGAIN!) XD

on the sidenote, i started playing final fantasy 7: crisis core already.

lunch today,
PIZZA HUT! student meal! (in celebration for youth day!) hehe. and heres what we ate. (i forgot the name) :X

baked rice, curry something

and for me, i totally forgot the name

anyway, it comes with coke and soup of the day (which is mushroom soup) and we ordered a garlic bread too! one of the waitress was very nice to give us free refill for our coke! :D

and overall, it was okay.
mushroom soup: 1.5/5
garlic bread: 2.5/5
baked rice: 3/5

okay, so after we ate, wenhao, being an addict, started playing his bleach again. i waited and waited and after quite long i ask him to leave. after quite some time, he agreed with me, and we left pizza hut. (take note, we left just like that)

wander around, arcade, vcd shop, cinemas, we even went to cathay, and got surprised by the title HELLBOY 2, and to our disappointment it was closed screening for invited guest, almost watched hancock, and also almost watched deception, AND THEN I REALISE, how come my money havent decrease today? OH WHAT THE HELL WE DIDNT PAY FOR THE PIZZA HUT JUST NOW.

make our ran back to pizza hut, its like already 1 hr+ since we left, quite scared when we show up they already prepare some frying pan to hit us. so we went in, find the manager, and then, the waitress who gave us free refill came to us and, "why you come back again?", then we said, "oh, forgot to pay the bill", then she smiled and said, "i give you free refill u still dont want to pay". hahaa, luckily they are kind people XD

then we went to arcade, (and i psychoed wh to get a ghost squad card) haha, and played quite alot of games before i realized i need to go home and take something. so again, i psychoed wh to accompany me back. (and letting him play bleach again) so i went back home, took the camera that i wanna give my parents, and then we went to take mrt to toa payoh to meet my aunt.

on the sidenote again, wenhao completed bleach 4: heat of the soul today. still eager to play bleach 5. i need to download finish 1st.

on the mrt to toapayoh, we were shocked! suddenly there was a BIG BULKY bag in the centre of the train. looked around, nobody cares! they know theres a bag there but they dont care! (maybe because they know whose bag it is) whereas we were so engrossed in bleach, we din see who carry the bag in and whether he/she has came out of the train. so, being humchi, we hurry up alight at the nearest stop.

posing at braddell mrt station for being humchi. haha, so then we took the next train to toa payoh, and got a msg from my aunt that she is not home yet. so we decided to eat our dinner. when suddenly wh got some craving for soft boiled egg. so we went for supper first (before dinner)
YA KUN! best place for breakfast (and maybe supper), great food, great price! i ordered cheese kaya set, and wh ordered kaya set. yes, with the soft boiled egg! ITS JUST very nice.

soft boiled egg: 4.5/5
kaya bread:3/5
price: 4/5

ahaha, after that we went to look around for dinner places. and we finally landed on this place!

CRYSTAL JADE KITCHEN!!! (can do 3 food reviews on the same day o.O)

wenhao ordered this side dish of dunno what

my beef noodle

wenhao's beef noodle (spicy)

our table!

ah, so heres the review from me!

noodles: 3.5/5
price:2.5/5
ambience: 4/5

really a nice sophisticated place, with good food! (maybe can be better if my stomach is not this full.) haha, i cant even finish the noodle! left with a little on my bowl that i cant even touch already. so full for today. and thats what wenhao say, "if you keep following me around, ill make you as fat as me" or something like that. hahaha, i wonder if i really can get fat. thats quite a challange. :P

after that, we counted. UH CRAP, we spent alot again today. this is what happen if heavy spender go out with heavy spender. (one heavily spend on uneccesary stuffs (arcade, games, etc etc) and one heavily spend on food.) then we realized that we missed out one member of our famous 3, to balance out the equilibrium. OE, hurry up come back, if not, our pocket will be empty soon! hahaha.. we need you to be the wise one to teach us how to spend wisely :p

so after that we went to my aunts place and gave her the camera, and then wenhao took bus home, and i went to take mrt home from there. tiring, and waste money day. but its indeed fun (:

(some random picture)

my dove collection XD (i like collecting random stuffs)

and ive been wondering all this while. could you. be mine?

bomberman land.

2008-07-06T22:13:00.003+08:00

and im done! bombermand land 100% completion! phew, finally got rid of this stupid game and can play other games :p

final fantasy 7 crisis core, and GTA liberty city are the next games! :D ehehehe..

today, just tuition. tmr, dunno what to do. and its youth day tmr! not concerning me anyway. rar..

cant wait for the camp!

2008-07-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

today i met wenhao after quite long he disappear for his camp. and DAMN, i WANT TO GO TO MY CAMP.. haha, his camp sounds really really fun and i hope mine will too! (only if i can get to the camp :P) at the same time, i really cant wait to start uni life and also cant wait to get to know new friends, new hall mates and where the heck i will be staying for the next 1 year! hopefully can stay close with my frens (:

VAIO sales, not bad today! i closed a $3999 deal today :D :D Vaio SZ-79. wooowww.. then me and wenhao closed another deal with a couple, they bought 2 laptops! same series, different colors (: CR-353, each cost $1999. (if i got the money, i will get the SZ-79, its really really nice)

although in that picture the laptop looks horrible, but come to me next week and ill show you how good it is! especially the thin screen because it is made of carbon-fibre :p

and anyway, after that me and wenhao went to have our dinner at...

fisherios! at bugis junction! hehe, apparently the look and the feel of that particular place attracted us to try the food there. so we ordered! wenhao ordered some chicken something, and i ordered some fish fillet. not exactly fish fillet, but the other one i forgot the name.

main course, drink, and soup approximately cost you $10+

wenhao's chicken something

and my fish something

so after all, its not sooo nice. yea my rating this time will be.
taste: 3/5
portion: 3.5/5
price: 3.4/5
place: 4/5

not that nice that i will recommend it to people lah.. haha.. and heres us!

blur bblur face by wenhao who is still playing his bleach 4: heat the soul. addict.

and today i learn how to sniff and decrypt! haha, try commview and aircrack :p ill sniff around soon.

tired. THANKS!

2008-07-05T01:03:00.002+08:00

WAHH, ytd i din post o.O thats news :p

anyway thanks for the answers people!!! hahaha, and apparently i just knew that this qn is so well known (yes nett, this is the 1st time i heard that), like mok say, even sec4 pnc got learn this. and sh tell me that mr tsang got do this in lecture before. must have been asleep.

haha, and if u figured it out already, probability to win if you switch is 66.6%, so u should switch!
(ty: not same case with school paper! XD) hahaha, and just like what sam said, you can go to wiki and type the monty hall problem for an explanation! (: (if u dont understand, ask ask, its quite interesting (:)

ok, completed everybody's golf 2 also. but again, completed the game doesnt mean its 100% complete. haha, quite lazy already since i unlocked all the main characters already. (and i got a super win on the final boss!) yess, and i continued my bomberland land. (wondering when i got the mood to continue my Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core.

and finally we got a fixed date for stj, next week saturday. all must come! (:

tired.

21.

2008-07-02T21:57:00.006+08:00

time for movie review! watched 21 on my laptop ytd night 12.20pm, thanks to axxo :p

i would say, great movie. on second thought, not that great, but certainly worth watching. a group of MIT students trying to beat the dealers by counting cards. quite interesting at the beginning of the movie, but at the movie progresses on, it looks like the other normal movies. its interesting though (: 3.5/5 stars!

AND one very interesting theory in the movie, its adapted from the ***** **** problem (not revealing the name now in case some of the cheaters go and google it!). here goes.

So there is this game show, where you got to pick a door out of 3 doors. lets name it door A, B and C. behind those doors, there is one car and behind the other 2 are goat. the game host know exactly where are the goats and the car behind the 2 doors.

So, he asks you to pick a door. LETS assume you pick door A.

after you pick door A, as the game goes, the game host walks to door C and opened it, to show you that one of the goat is in door C! then he asks you:

so, the car is not behind the door C, you got 2 choices right now, i give you a chance to make a switch to door B. will you make the switch?

so, this is the question, will you make the switch? ( DO ANSWER! haha, tag or comment! my tagboard is getting really dead)

hehe, original answers are the best! do include explanation too if you like (:

after i finished the movie, suddenly everything came back to me! the fact that ive to work tomorrow, etc etc. during the movie, it was like i was somewhere else. so nice.

yeps, and work is mundane, 0 sales. hahaha..

bomberman land! i completed the game! but as u know, this kind of game, when you complete the game its actually not yet 100% complete. now im thinking of whether i should continue playing this stupid mini games, or i should just stop. if i stop, i feel like, "ah why not complete it since ive played this far?" but if i continue, its just the same game over and over again, boring!

on the other hand, everybody's golf 2 (which i just found out that its the european title, the game is the same with hot shot golf2 which is the US title), is getting harder and harder. im on platinum course now, and left with 1 last main character missing. that only can mean that im on the last level already. but.. i cant win easily! ):

haha, i cant wait for my EEE camp. and i cant wait to get my PAY (:

VAIO

2008-07-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

im selling VAIO now, level up level up XD but.. 0 customer today, crapped with bernard the whole day..

that stupid big wenhao now having camp, enjoying himself with the girls.. while im here replacing him.. never even reply my sms.. hahahaha, RARH. i wanna go for my camp too! just submitted the form today! (: (i pasted the stamps UPSIDE DOWN) malu man..

gotta get offline early today, i wanna watch 21. ytd saw abit, REALLY COOL, review will be up after this :P

and wanna complain about the mcdonalds new crew at admiralty. SUPER LOUSY CAN. the person infront of me buy icecream cone, she gave them like, 1 TWIRL! its just abit come out from the cone surface! and my SUNDAE, IT DOESNT EVEN PASS THE CUP MOUTH! i bet this girl NEVER eat mcs in her whole life -.- idiot.

what the?

HAH, MY EZLINK CARD EXPIRED TODAY!!! WHAT THE..

lazy

2008-07-01T00:56:00.003+08:00

lazy to post.

tmr working again at sony, replacing wenhao till friday. haaa..

and, and, happy birthday to TING YUN (: haha, you forgot abt me alr girl! never contact me! haha..

OOPS, wrong turn. Ang Mo Kio block 438, storey 5. u are going to be dead soon. im sure alot people will come and hunt you. gay.

sun day

2008-06-29T23:42:00.005+08:00

late for church for like 30mins today. whoops, guilty!

and today's food review, WEEKEND special, Pepper Lunch Buddy meal, Combo Cut Steak + Hamburger and Salmon + Chicken set. (Salad, Drink, and ice cream) all for $29.90

the 2 meals, that one over there cooking is wenhao

salmon + chicken

cut steak + hamburger

i took the Salmon + Chicken set.
taste: 3/5
price: 3/5
portion: 3.5/5
extras: 4.5/5
specialty: D-I-Y cooking! fun!

not so tasty, and not so cheap too. but the extras are the one i really like! whoo, salad with thousand island and also pepper lunch's own caramel ice cream (: it was quite filling, in fact i became very full after eating that. (not as full as yesterday though)

haha, yes nothing very interesting today except that we went on bleach 4 spree (again until the battery run out) and then we went to westmall timezone (grand opening, spend $20 and get a gold card [u.p. $100] only for sunday 29th june 2008) so if you were not there, too bad! sorry for the late notice :p. we scored the high score on the basketball machines though (:

also went to take my spoof Team NJ tshirt. Team NJ extreme! gateclimbers! haha, its really cool, it looks exactly like the original one (: soon ill jump over the sidegate (and maybe tennis gate too) with that. (:

and seems like im going to the combined engineering FOC. hopefully i can get in the camp! please please! :S

ST. Louis Pork Ribs

2008-06-28T23:05:00.004+08:00

After doing some movie review, its time to job hop to become a food critic! (: hehe, so what is on today is cafe cartel's ST. Louis Pork Ribs. (because it was on promotion :p) LOOK AT THE PRICE (:

yess, so me and wenhao went to plasasing to fill our empty stomachs, and we went to eat the st louis pork ribs! and as it is in cafe cartel, with free flow of bread! (: hehehe. take a look at the photo below.

2 sets of pork ribs

so, does it look nice? my camera colour not so nice but yeah, it looks very delicious! and it is INDEED very delicious! soft meat, strong sauce and the freshness (: it is very delicious UP UNTIL YOU REACH YOUR 3RD RIB BONE! after that its all trying to finish that bulky stuff. haha, if there is one thing to improve maybe is that to reduce that crazy portion! (hmm, maybe not for wenhao because his free flow of bread is really FREE FLOW)

hehe, anyway, gave one of my sec 4 student to wenhao. (yea i dont really like teaching sec sch people) haha, and dont forget to pay my salary after you get yours! (:

went back to best denki orchard too, return my tie, nametag and the stupid 5% red thingy. met the staffs there. they still rmb me (: hehe, and they say my replacement is CRAP. hHAHAHHA.. okay that made me abit big headed. i shall come visit them occasionally.

dont know why but today very tired. overshoot my stop (not because of my PSP, it ran out of battery.) just overslept. lucky its only marsling. hopefully tmr ill be awake (: HEHEHE..

went to brasbasah popular too with wenhao cos he wanna recap his o level stuffs and get a practice book as well for his student. went to the A level physics section and started reading the thick textbook again. (reminded me of those time i tried to read giambatista richardson richardson) and i really really want to study again. I CANT WAIT FOR UNI TO START (:

and apparently strong objections on 5th july, we will try to change it.. hopefully (: hehe..

F*CK THE RON PERSON

2008-06-28T01:57:00.001+08:00

NI AM REALLY PISSED AT THIS RON GUY WHO ALWAYS CALL ON SCANDAL ANONYMOUS. SHUT UP MAN. ALL BULLSHIT. OH MAN, GO F YOURSELF. GAY SHIT.

sorry bout the language. im just so pissed off.

get smart..

2008-06-28T00:24:00.004+08:00

yea, if i watch another movie this week and i can change my job to a movie reviewer.

so, here goes get smart for today!

yeah, i would say its a funny movie, and yet a worth-your-money to watch this. (anyway acting like students gave us the $6 tix again). different from zohan, the humour in this comedy is not sex based, but more to a stupidly irritating guy who always says the right thing at the right moment. its really FUNNY. if you are thinking whether to catch zohan OR getsmart, i suggest you watch both! hahaha. nah, its equally good. both made me laugh throughout the movie. (i like anne hathaway more though XD) the movie is about a guy, who is working at as a secret agent, and he got to partner the preety anne hathaway, sweet story also. the guy is not idiot like rowan atkinson in johnny english, he is more to inspector gadget. clever, brilliant, joker, and funny. go catch it!

watched with shihui and wenhao, like no connection hor, but actually is because we went to accompany yibo to look at his idol, hebe in the afternoon. then we all went to arcade, almost broke the high score of a new game there, 4 people spam the photohunt also, and wenhao managed to beat the high score of the hammer game. too bad yibo went home alr. and he din catch the movie because he wanna watch the 6 oclock news o.O cos got hebe in it. DIE HARD FAN.

and what else today.. nothing..

cookie boy, i mean david cook, finally got the 1st on 987 top 20. finally. issit still on my playlist? yes it is. getting boring though. they managed to beat seconhand serenade, fall for you. which i think is more suited to be number 1. i like that song, fall for you. take a bow stuck at number 5! wondering if it can go higher (:

STJ tentatively on 5th july! senior junior ratio approximately is 1:5. thats being optimistic.

4GB sandisk M2

2008-06-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

so much for saying i dont want to waste money, caught WANTED today (:

great movie! (wondering why there are so many good movies this year :\) bending bullets? heartbeat rate of 400 beats/min, superhuman reaction, cool idea. (although the bending bullet is physically virtually impossible, wont be proving that here xD) but action scenes, perfect. theres some comedy factor, angelina jolie? pretty and hot (only in this movie, and some other action movies like mr and mrs smith) unexpected twist, unexpected ending too (: go watch! (bye $8)

and went to suntec harvey norman to get a M2 4GB sandisk memory stick (oh man waste money -> becoming an addict), price tag is $59, we got it for $46 :D :D AHAHAHA, good thing if you know someone who know someone who works there as a permanent staff (: (come to think about it, i got alot of sandisk things. haha, 2 4gb m2, and 2 2gb microsd. wow)

and okay! ive decided, if henca gave me weekday jobs, ill PROMOTE again (:

and thank God! I GOT THE ASEAN SCHOLARSHIP! (: (: (: (: (: (: (: hahaha, after 3 weeks of bugging them :p today's woman is very efficient. but because of the nature of my course (master degree), they will only give the scholarship when im studying in NTU, not in georgia tech. but, who cares, good enough (: yayayayayayyyyyyyy (: ~~time to spend more!~~ oh yes, THANK YOU CHERYL! (: hehehe..

everybody's golf 2 -> Silver level, Golf legend title. still goingg.. (bomberman land is neglected) and monster hunter 2 is going into my new memory stick. HEHEHEHE.

and heartbreaker by will.i.am. it catches me.

want to work.

2008-06-26T01:37:00.003+08:00

ding dong. woke up at 330PM today. slept at 530AM ytd. im becoming a vampire. so much for saying that i dont want to waste time. i HAVENT even start repairing the handover video. soon soon. (voice of a procrastinatior)

and i, once again, am becoming a freelancer. in the other word, unemployed. suddenly realized that promoting is actually quite a good job afterall. but i told them that i quit already. if i come back and tell them i wanna work again. where am i going to put my face?

i want to work! ( i vant thoo cut hairrreah -Zohan) i dont like to have no income like this. i wanna work, get money, so i can spend them. (typical mindset of someone who is trapped inside the rat race) yeah, im that someone.

yeah, everybody's golf 2 is really addictive. (thats why i slept at 5.30am ytd), so my rank now is pro-seeded, and my status is elite player. oh man. and the pop-up just popped = finished downloading monster hunter 2. haha. no, im not an addict. yet. (maybe will become one after i got another extra memory stick)

feel like uploading some pics. wait i transfer my data from my phone 1st.

WARNING FOR THOSE WHO ARE EATING.

yea sorry if you are eating but. yeah. im stuck with this for 20 storeys. guess what, its on the lift after i pressed the 1st floor button when i was at the 20th floor. and the stupid me just too confident of my lung capacity (which fails me, maybe because i wasted some of my oxygen to burn the energy needed to take the camera off my pocket) and almost made me faint inside the lift. YUCKS. toa payoh lift got watery SHIT!

and take a look at my mini moving rubbers, its just so cool :D hehehe. watsons has become one of my favourite stores now (: haha.

okay, no more sleeping late today (oh its only 2.18am now), playing tennis again tmr, and then maybe getting an extra memory stick! (:

for all my students taking physics paper tommorow, ALL THE BEST and im giving you all the brainwaves you need to complete the paper with flying colours! (actually just for the first few chapters can alr :P) haha, JOKING! SCORE AN A people! im always here if you ever need my help (:

feel like going back to NJ. it has been quite some time.

spending spending..

2008-06-25T02:00:00.003+08:00

uh oh i realized im spending more and more but earning less and less. i quit my job already and i started spending more?! crap this have to stop.

today woke up at 2pm o.O finally i have a long sleep (which basically waste the whole day.) but its okay, wenhao came to my place and we went to TENNIS (: hehe, he is addicted. ytd he just bought a tennis racket. so we play play play till 5+pm and then we went to bukit batok CSC again with bernard. pool-ed quite awhile and then we change game to snooker (: hehehe, im getting hooked to snooker (:

yea, and thats that for today. everybody's golf 2 is so addictive i cant stop playing. but i havent completed bomberman land yet. my bad habit of not finishing what i started come again. thats why i completed so little RPGs in PS1, PS2 and PC games. cos i always change game halfway. sigh. and it seems like i have to get another memory stick. 4GB is simply not enough.. FF7CC = 1.1GB, bleach 4: heat the soul = 1.0 GB, Everybody's golf = 1.1GB. thats like almost everything. i just deleted PES. hahaha.

hopefully tmr will be a fun day without much spending (:

err, i want another vacation..

see you in 1 month time!

2008-06-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

haha, to oe who went home this afternoon by lufthansa (: yep, and so we went to send him off at changi airport, terminal 2 (:

all of us wore the clothes we got in KL, HEHEHEHE.. haha, and bernard came too to join us for awhile. oe got his new sony walkman W760 that just came out during the latest roadshow (: and we decided to take pics at sakae sushi!

sony W760

nokia n82

yep, take a look at the difference between the quality. sony colors are goood (: auto touch up just like that in vaio. 3.2mp, not bad for size of photo. photo flash is also not bad.

hehe, but nvm i still loove my 5mp carl zeiss and the xenon flash (: and found out today that my gps is also A-GPS, shit.

and then me and wenhao went to catch 'dont mess with the zohan' another really hillarious comedy. lately ive been hooked to comedies. its real funny, and adam sandler lived to his expectation, really good acting and also good voice. movie is funny with alot of sexual humour. i guess its the high end of NC-16. but its totally worth $6, (still acting like a student :P)

bought some tennis balls to play tmr with wenhao! (: