Lenz's law - For a current induced in a conductor, the current flows in such a direction that its own magnetic field opposes the change that produced it.
Le Chatelier's principle - If a chemical system at equilibrium experiences a change in concentration, temperature, volume, or total pressure; the equilibrium will shift in order to partially counter-act the imposed change
green with envy, red with jealousy.
I guess in life, all things have the nature of resisting change. when people give you plenty, you asked for less, when they give you less, you ask for more. i wish i could turn back time and undo all these.
yesterday was teachers day, a very happy day for me, with a very bitter ending. i really enjoyed being with you the whole day, i thought everything was fine and we can start again. i guess im just naive. things changed and it is not as easy as saying we will start new. everything is different now.
i guess there were times where things were different. and i wasted all my chance. and this is all i have now. i just have to stop being selfish and start to accept things as it is. if you can, why cant i?
i guess there were times when you feel exactly what im feeling now. and maybe im feeling what you are feeling. but there were times too where we felt the exact same thing. the love, the need for one another, and all the time we had for each other. i miss those times. but i guess things do change. and maybe its for the better. i dont know.
there were also times where all revolve around us. or maybe around me. everyday i see your messages, your friendster comments, your tags, your call.. i really miss all those. but it really is my fault that i neglected those. there were times where i didnt event reply your comment, your messages and all.
i miss the times where you call me everytime you could. i miss the times where i see your message everyday and everytime. i miss you calling me when im playing badminton. miss the times where you want to meet me as often as you can. miss the times where we always find each other at school. especially miss the times when you really need me.
there were times too, when i always find hidden sentences or words in your blog, that makes me feel happy and important. especially after we had a wonderful day, ill always go to your blog and wait for your updates and things that make me smile cause i know that i am important for you. but there were times, when i dont write about you here, and i guess its time for you to not write about me.
when i went into my cave, i told you to find your own cave for the time. im just being selfish. but sometimes i do need time alone and with my friends, and the other time, i just need you and only you. i guess when i took that break everything changed. you get used to being without me, not needing me, not depending on me and all. where what i used to want was some time off. but i guess i sorta put it wrongly and made you learn to be more independent. or too independent. but i guess you feel that the current situation is better. since you are already used to it.
when i returned from my cave, i dont find you there anymore.
i hope that, like me, it is just time that made you feel you dont need me as much as you did. but it seems like a slim chance cause it is a different case for you and me. for me, it was just a need to pull away. but for you, i think everything was changed and in fact you dont need me to be there for you, you can already stand with your own foot. you dont need me to carry you anymore. maybe its good for you. maybe thats what you always wanted.
if that is the case, i hope that one day when you feel tired of standing by yourself, you'll let me carry you again. i just want you to know that being able to stand yourself doesnt mean you dont need other people to carry you. and i hope, someday ill have the chance again.
now that im just one of the people you love, i miss being the only one. but dont mind that, i cant be selfish, and i wont. anyway, in the first place, i asked for this. im glad that you find people that you love now. i guess ill just have to share with them.
im sorry for causing you all these troubles, to make you used for being without me, not needing me and now im asking for you to need me again. but no, i shouldnt, its no more about me. you got your classmates, your cca mates, and your other many friends to take care off too. i hope there is still a little space left for me, and i hope there is still a part of you, even small, that needs me, that clings on me, that loves me as much as you used to.
or perhaps, now its my turn to change and get used being without you and not being needed by you. its my turn to change to someone who accept things without asking for so much when giving nothing in return. its my turn to get used to all these. and maybe, not needing you so much too.
i guess, i just miss those times when we really need each other and cant do without one another.
i guess i have to get used to not being the one
and learn to accept that im only one of them.
i guess its just selfish for me to want you to need me all the time.
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Tommorow is GP prelim.. sigh..
GP is the subject that i am weakest at, and medicine MINIMUM requirement is a B grade for GP. Im not saying that im still looking forward to medicine, but at least the idea and the want is still on my mind. sigh.. i cant help to wish that my GP grade is better and same goes to my language.. AHH.. moreover, talked about choosing subject with pork just now about bio or physics and i guess i chose physics last time because NUS medicine course doenst require bio; overseas medicine courses requires physics. The idea of going overseas AGAIN seems so fun and yet troublesome. i rather stay at singapore. so, back to studying GP again now, not to get B, but just to pass. oh btw, pork! glad that you have the interest and the ambition to take medicine! and im sure you can make it, oh please, IP leh! :P so work hard towards it :D itll be worth every hardwork you put in :D (funny i address you as pork, but since you write ur name as pork i might as well call you that.)
hahahaha.. back to mugging then :D
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the reaction is definitely exothermic
with a very high activation energy
and a short-lived transition state
but like every exothermic reaction
the products is of a more stable state
HAHAHA, very funny, i seldom use chemistry cos usually i use physics :P
and NO NO, im not bullying :P hahaha
REVISION! help me help me help me! i mean, dont hesitate to ask for my help in subjects! cos it'll be the best way for me to revise :D and hopefully, i can help you understand more too! :D but if you got no confidence in me, then ask someone with higher grades :D ahahahaha..
YEP :D
PRELIMSSSS :S
glad that i still have you
20070825
finally it comes to this?
if you din notice, this is what i asked last time. to stop tolerating, to stop putting yourself in my shoe, and just start being what you are, saying what you want, saying whats on your mind. not to be someone who supports this relationship to keep it going, but to be part of the relationship.
but if this is where it lead to, then i rather turn back time. but like i said, i wont give up.
there are such things like catalyst.
they lower the condition for a reaction to happen
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today is 17th august 2007!
indonesia 62nd independence day! :D
a pity that i failed to show up at the embassy today due to prelim preparation :P
no problem, lets sing the song!
Indonesia Raya
indonesian lyrics
english translation
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The Riddle
There was a man back in '95
Whose heart ran out of summers
But before he died, I asked him
Wait, what's the sense in life
Come over me, Come over me
He said,
Son why you got to sing that tune
Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon
Let an angel swing and make you swoon
Then you will see... You will see
Then he said,
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
Picked up my kid from school today
Did you learn anything cause in the world today
You can't live in a castle far away
Now talk to me, come talk to me
He said,
Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small
In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all
Still every mother's child sings a lonely song
So play with me, come play with me
And Hey Dad
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
I said,
Son for all I've told you
When you get right down to the
Reason for the world...
Who am I?
There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see
He said... You looking for a clue I Love You free...
The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me
I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball
And I love you free
I love you freely
Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...
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today was smash finals,
i know i din do my best, i din even enjoy the game..
haha, i got trashed! maybe my opponent is really far better than me, i dont know..
wah, it feels so different without ryan and darius there, i practically really dont know what to do.. until now, how i can win is because of them.. told me my mistakes, opponents weakness, opponent strength, how to handle him, which way to hit, do lob or drop.. haha, depend too much on them and this is what happen..
today both of them cant come, haha, i dont blame them since it is my match, and jeremy was there to help me aniwae.. but its still different, darius would teach me how to win.. haha, yea, so i really dont know what is wrong today.. i cant feel the smashing and dropping and even lobbing kinda feeling, no strength to hit the shuttlecock all the way to the back, all easy-to-smash ball.. hahaa, sucky serving, sucky returns, no feeling to run, no motivation to beat the opponent.. its really totally different.. ahh..
maybe its because i dont know my mistakes.. i dont even know if my ball was far enough, was high enough, dont even know whether his ball was out or in..
i dont know whether i could have win, or its just he is too strong for me..
yea, basically, its like not having your eyes, ears, and nose and etc..
i dont have fun at all.. like i not even playing..
haha, yea, thanks for bringing me up to this point! :P
will try to do better next time.. :D
i wanna play doubles!
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