exhausted

woke up at 11am, practice till 6pm, slept till 12am. EXHAUSTED. and thats how one day is gone.

holiday is ending and im still living in my virtual world where no holiday homework exist. i even threaten those who reminded me about the holiday homework. virtually nothing done about my homeworks. BUT, dont say im not prepared, i cancelled a few tuitions tmr to make some time for my panic attack and try to finish in one day (maybe its impossible) but nothings impossible (: especially for the lastminuteman.

come to think about it now im SUPER wasting time. have been infront of the laptop since i woke up, till now, doing nothing. as in nothing. if it continues like this, i will be someone who has no worth in the society. haha.

next friday is games fest, a good time to go back to NJ, collect my SGC, and most importantly visit my long lost family of njpa. it has been so long! but.. but.. im not so sure that i can make it this friday since the show itself is on friday. dunno whether theres enough time to do all of it. i hope i do have.

and speaking about family, it has been quite, erm, very long since i last saw my family. i dont even know whens the next time i can see all of them again :\ its quite crappy. this december i dont even know whether i can return back home, or whether my sis will return back home too. it has been long, too long. i should go home soon. but nope, im not homesick. hehe.

my bro and sis a few years back.

soon. sooon..