the L word

tears on my pillow

seriously, how do you feel love. do you feel loved?
♥

do you feel that you're loved when she calls you everyday, asking you about everything you do, and showing that she cares for you and what you do? do you feel it when she writes letters just for you, gives you sweet gifts and a dozen roses?

what about the times when he thinks about her every single second of his day, and hoping she is safe and happy, without saying any word at all. what about the silent prayers for her every night.

or do you feel loved when she waits for you to end your lesson, to end your CCAs, and she walks you out of the school, even bringing you back to your doorstep, and gave you a goodbye kiss. or do you feel it when she stayed up late to call/msg and accompany you when you are doing your work.

how about the times where he watched her from afar, waited for her to finish her activities, walked behind her until she reaches her home and make sure she is alright and well, what about times where he only went to sleep after making sure she sleeps tight, without letting her know any of it?

So, which one is love? Or maybe, which one is the kind of love you want?

love doesn't need to be shown, because when you love someone, its all about giving. when you give her your love, whats important is her well-being. her happiness, her health, her safety and everything about her. whether she knows it or not, it doesn't matter. whether she return you the love or not, it doesn't matter.

maybe, some of us rather show their love in exchange for them to be loved in return. but do you call that 'love'?

So when you give, do not announce it with trumpets, I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full.
But when you give, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret.

so if you can't show it, how do you know then?
and it all return back to trust and faith.

i wont think twice before taking a bullet for you

end of emo mode.

ahh, i dunno why im typing this. random. lol.