insignificant?

nah, u were everything. even if you dont trust me now.
u were not just a passing thing, u were very impt to me, and always are.

its funny that u asked.

cos i din even dare to ask that. and i better not know i guess. believing and accepting that im insignificant to you is better than hearing it from you directly.

and yes yes i know that even i said it, you believe it, but you dont feel it. i cant really show it. i suck at that. haha, my friends know that i suck at that. suck at giving utmost attention to someone, suck at caring, suck at loving, suck at giving. haha, crap, ill be better. i will. i dowan to get stuck here. hehe. rarrh im not up to expectation.

hope or no hope, theres no difference. ill start new.

no matter how broken my heart is, ill always stand up again. now im standing up. wobbly. hehe.

wah, i din expect there will be such a post like this anymore :p but its okay, im happy, im happy.
and im off to tell lies to myself again soon. hehe.

oh yaa, thanks to the jiayous and goodlucks from sms and msns :D ill do my very best :p