moveon

cant sleep last night, and started to sleep around 5 or 6 in the morning. had some dreams, different from before, its really time time to move on.

wake up in the morning, read comics until now, it can take away my mind, and at least make me forget. ill have movies too, they are my extacy.

but still, i cant really get over it.
eventhoughyousaididontknowyou,butithinkido.youdontloveme,youlovedwhatido,youlovedwhatididforyou,youdontlovemeforwhoiam.andthatswhatyouwanted,whenicantgiveyou,imjustreplaceable,notofanyimportance,anybodycanfillmyspaceanddothethingsyoulove.whenyoufall,youdontneedmetocatchyou,anybodycancatchyou.justlikerightnow.youlovebeingwooeddontyou,andwhenidontprovideyouwhatyouwant,youjustneedtogetitfromsomeoneelse.whoitisitsnobigdealisntit.andithinkiknowthatrightnowurefallingagain.itseasytotell.


sorry for the blabber, its not important anymore.

i guess i gotta make use of these 2 weeks free fully, gotta start finding something to do, to learn, to improve and not waste these precious time. if anybody have any idea of what i can do please tell me k. if there is temporary job or whatsoever please tell me too. or anybody interested to learning new skills?

hmm, ill start by swimming (: ill be good at it (: