things on my mind

why university application must go together with A level exams?! So the student can multitask between mugging for as and applying? (researching universities, getting recomendation, finding scholarships, thinking of what degree, deciding universities, finding the watever teacher in nj, deciding of what country to go, how about fees, etc, etc) and damn alot more that i certainly need time to ponder over.

medicine is impossible in Singapore

guess if i really want to take medicine, i must choose other alternatives, next best (currently i know) is Germany.. free education? US and UK is out of question too due to their outstanding fees.. but look at the bright side, if i can enter yale, princeton or harvard, i can study for free! -.- thats not so bright.. haha.. impossible is something.. germany, need to learn the language for another year, and hope that i can master it. Japan, i need to wait another year to apply, another year to do preparation to enter the university (todai?) and if failed the test then too bad. 3 years wasted. China, Peking U (issit?) needa learn chinese. and i dont really WANT to go there. sigh.. taking medicine is so not problematic, cos theres only 1 basic degree, be a GP and then think again.. but my career in medicine seems gloooomy..

if i were to stay in singapore, it will be engineering. what engineering? i have no idea. most likely will be chem E or biomed E (or issit bio E?) hmm, i find it interesting to clone or to grow embryos.. :p mechanical E is always an option too (physics!) and so is computer engineering (my lifelong, currently suspended hobby). electrical engineering sounds not so bad too. haha, thats like just listing.

Other choice will be science degree, but singapore's science, i dont quite trust it so much :p US is the best for science and best for excorting money too. go france or germany again, go work at CERN and take science.. maybe, MAYBE i can find the long awaited higgs boson eh? :p ill be a nobel laurrete ( how to spell that?) and ill be wise not to be racist like.. uh forgot the name.. james something?

my choice is quite limited though.. SMU is out of question cause business and management and law is just not my field. i do like econs, but not for my life.

obviously not language

medicine T.T

engineering?

uh shit. and just to inform the J1s or IPs who wish to apply for overseas through nj, do it early, fast dont wait till the deadline or what. im just stuck in a point that cant do anything else. UK and aussie application had closed. left with US. wait another year to apply? wasted one year of this short life.

gonna find out everything about all this, AFTER As! oh i just cant multitask.. and also thinking whether i should take SAT this december 1st. should i? deadline for application is 30 oct. please give me enlightenment. i need SAT for US and SMU. not my choice, but who knows if something happen? :p

and no, going into a university that is not recognised is not an option. i dont want to waste the year i wasted here just to go back to my old stuck state. i will go somewhere that the old me cant reach.. :p

sigh and its 3 something now. As in 2 days time, i still havent repair my body clock. maybe i should become an engineer :p or a doctor :p both can repair my body clock..

i wonder

why is it so hard for guys to understand girls.

but i say is even harder for girls to understand guys.

whats wrong with learning from the experienced people. i should learn again.

but it takes 2 hands to clap.

1 more month!

or more or less..

and ill be free :D at least for some months ahead.. ill then got another trouble of applying university and finding work. sigh, what a stressful life.

so, as exam nearing, my mugger adrenaline increased and i gradually mugged more! this is good, i know that my peak is during the exam time itself.. for my advantage, theres a lot of empty days between papers! haha, GP is still killer, done 1 comprehension paper today and got a slap on the cheek by the answer sheet.

its like 25 more days before it is ending (and like 4 more days before it starts :S) but better don't count the starting day because it will be scaring the shit out of me.. so, i saw this GIF at my friends blog, and also someone sent this to my email.. its (friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday) 5 more days before exam!

New school semester:


At the first week:


At the second week:


Before the mid-term test:


During the mid-term test:


After the mid-term test:


Before the final exam:


Once know the final exam schedule:


7 days before final exam:


6 days before final exam:


5 days before final exam: <-- current status!


4 days before final exam:


3 days before final exam:


2 days before final exam:


1 day before final exam:


A night before final exam:


1 hour before final exam:


During the final exam:


Once walk out from the exam hall:


After the final exam, during the holiday:


cute..

not very correct timing

ah.. sorry have not been updating :p the internet just refused to go to blogger and really take damn long to open the page.. haha, yep and its like 8 more days to A level, i just dont feel it.

i think its a very wrong decision to put prelim just before As just like it was before Os. Why not just As with no prelim? i always peaked at prelim, like in Os, and more or less reduced abit in the actual one, which is Os. and i hope that it doesnt happen again. i must get the best to be able to continue to pursue my education :D

AHH, it has been boring since then cos i also no mood to mug.. this weekend never mug at all, friday went with pa as a fake pa crew to the cest la vi3. was super fun. saturday spent the whole day from i wake up, 12pm till i sleep 1am to play Heroes 5 - The Hammers of Fate :p with wh, finished one and abit more campaign.. sunday went church, went cineleisure to take my anti 0d3x shirt, meet the guy who order the shirt, he is the national champion for halo 3 which play wcg this year. i decided to watch him awhile when he play with another guy, completely GODLIKE pro shit. he totally thrashed the other guy and still play play summore.. haha, fun.. go back home, do laundry, watch shrek 3, thats my day :p

shit i really gotta study :p and aniwae today, monday, went school to do work and as expected i can do work better in school than in hostel. infinite times better efficiency. that still doesnt mean i do alot of work ):

yep and i gonna talk about last friday at cest la vi3 with pa! it was so fun :D staying there before event start, overlooking everything, standing outside hall control and looking at the concert, eating pizza inside hall control together, went down and hang around with the crew during the concert, it was a travel back through time.. and i just remembered everything that we, as a crew and as a family had gone together. remembered all the late night events, when after events everyone will be high and walking out the school with so much fun together through the dark main gate. sometimes supper together and it really is my best time in NJ. after late events, packing up, overlooking the empty dark hall from the corridor, ah i miss those times. during the concert, we went down and see the shops, we found a cheap spongebob monopoly and that reminds me of the illegal camps we gone through, when we go out to queensway to buy cloth or whatever, elain helped me buy some bacardi to bring to the school, walking out together at night, going to the school at night from main gate. all the illegal stayovers are just so fun and its the best way to appreciate nj building. its like my own home. which toilet is the best one, for bathing, for doing your business :P ahh, walking around the school at night like it is your own house. jumping down from hall control to open the hall and play badminton :p its just simply the best of times. i myself forget already how many times we had illegal stayovers, 5 times? maybe? or more.. before june camp all the illegal stayover with 'training manual' reasons, staying up late with ivan to be stucked on our laptop to write our parts for the manual and then share through msn, playing twisters, guillotine, and everything together in the small and cosy hall control. ah, i just missed those times alot. maybe more than you cass :p and im really grateful for being able to be a pa crew. oops, my expression all like shit.

too many moments that are too beautiful to be written, let it just be sweet memories in my heart.

i totally miss you guys njpa06/07

for cass and mel,
hey you two, should be grateful that you still got 2 more years to spend with PA. look at your seniors, so poor thing cant even enjoy being able to be a pa crew anymore. remember all the times as a crew, running to provide help, helping teachers during lectures, solving problems, giving information and suggestion, saving an event, and all the fun times. remember all the times as one family, slacking at control, playing, laughing and joking, all the sad times we had together, all the happy times, the busy times and the slack times, the eager new pa crew time and the we-are-old-senior-must-teach-junior times, and all other times even not in pa that we spend together with pa people. im sure things going to get better with your help. and dont worry, the seniors are always supporting (: so, just do your best, cheer up, dont just see the bad things, see the good things and also remember how pa become so much of your family, im sure yall not going to give up on pa (: you just love it too much you forgot about it :p so jiayou! yall can do it (:

whos sick?

yay, i think im fully healthy already. but just in case, i must still sleep more :D
haha, but the flip side is that now my roomate and another person who lives beside my room kena fever also, and i think they should blame.. umm.. the weather? :p
haha, sorry hor..

last day of schoolING today, no more school (maybe), i hope not, but nevermind. haha, lucky today the video presentation dont have pa, if not sure very malu-ing :D hahaha.. and maths department was hillarious, young at heart. haha, realised got econs consultation quite late, ask some really shitty question im sure he will give sarcastic remarks if there is still another econs class, but sadly, no more.

so, officially 2 weeks before A levels! hurry come hurry-er go. i need to mug. please. oi.

not the right time

or maybe it is the right time to fall sick? lucky As not yet start..

dizzy, cold, cough, stomachache, sleepy, lazy, lethargic, no muscle control.

hope all be gone in 3 days time :D hahaha..

stop

no more arguments. you may take it as youre right, im wrong. no ones perfect, we make mistakes, if u want everybody to be as good as you, at least im not. i dont wish to talk about this further, even in the first place. you think i dont know how does it feel when dont dare to go into hall control? i know too. but thats not it, youre right, im not good in what i do, so i wont argue more about that. im just not going to sit back if someone talk about pa with contempt. yes you are right.

draft it shall be.

need help here..

HAHA.. im back here again..
cos i need help ): i cant seem to start mugging again after prelim eventhough i am fully aware that As are coming.. (or issit that mugging have been my natural activity, like breathing, until i din even realise im mugging? but i realise im breathing :/) nevermind.. nonsense aside.. haha, i really cant seem to mug.. and i need help ):

okay, but before that there are some recent things i want to write about 1st.. yesterday i saw a snake at NJ! mwahaha, so shockingly funny and amusing.. scared me, and lucky me :P cos i saw ppl coming in from the hill beside the sidegate when the sidegate is closed. i suspect theres a hole somewhere on the fence so that people can come in from there.. when i investigate around, what i found is not a hole, but a snake on the barbed wire looking at me :x hahaha.. scary.. i managed to take a photo of it with my friends camera, but haven got it from him.. this is the lousy version of the photo (:look at the lowest barbed wire, you should be able to notice a super long this green snake.. hahaha.. this was taken using my lousy vga camera phone.. later i upload the one taken with a good quality sony cybershot phone :D

and another thing, yesterday i didnt play badminton ): simply because of the stupid security guard that dont like us (or probably only me, sorry guys). suck up the teacher in charge of the place and din let us to go in.. the story goes like this.. me and the usual guys come at the hwachong hall, saw alot ppl there but the hall is still locked, we saw the door is unlocked, and just go in lah (the door is unlocked what -.-). the next thing we know, the uncle security come in, tell us to go out, cos the teacher booking.. so we nicely stop playing and go out.. wait for the teacher to come, and share courts with them, as usually what we do every friday.. but this stupid security guard told us to go back, we ask why? usually we can play with the teachers. the reply is, 'today too many people, so you go back' F*CK! then i said, others not going back, they waiting, so we also wait lah, he stare at us and instruct us to go back.. WTF, so HE IRRITATED ME and as a very easily irritated guy i also become irritated and not actually rude, i actually didn do anything.. finally the teacher come, ask the reason why he dont allow everybody to go in, the security guard scared, he dont have any reason to support his action not letting anybody in, then he blacksheep-ed us, say we are rude, he dont mind the others going in, except us, cos we are very rude to him.. F*CKING SUCKER UP.. and uncle you just watch out, you are going to lose your job, i warn you.. F*CKER GO TO HELL.. shit.. shit.. im angry again becos of writing this.. yesterday like want to kill people already.. maybe some complain letters that he molested hw**hong boys will help me do the job :D suck up like little girl that we are rude to him, hide behind the teacher and point at us like little girl.. sucker.. OH, and the teachers wife, easy to be sucked up, say something to us in chinese, we said we dont understand chinese, SHE LAUGH AND SAID "dont understand then dont need to complain la, go back" F*CK, she cant even speak clear english, sure from some inland shit, shit, cant speak english you go and eat your fart.. shit.. oh okay im shitted.. my blood boiling.. and i can get sued with my bad languages here.. hahahaha..

okay enough..

sorry for the bad words if it bothers you who read, really sorry.. just so pissed off like i never before in this whole year, maybe years.. sorry, just give me one post to shit all this out, and uncle and auntie watch out..

oh ya, ill be changing my password a few days later, it'll be 'jahja' :D hahaha..

idea no

hmm, haven updated in awhile, haha, after got complain then i update lor.. :P
just that no mood to do anything, nothing at all, summore no school, no nothing.. sigh, just bcos of that one day and one night spent with my family, i feel like no burden at all, life's so well, slacky slacky shopping spree and eating spree.. after i got thrown back into my hostel room, its all gloomy, gloomy, lots-of-work-to-do-but-dunno-what-to-do, and also dont want to do and no mood to do, i even lose my appetite.. sigh.. i hope i can get back on track soon, if ure able to help, please do :P

haha, enough of complaining. since i got no mood to do anything, my usual hobby of watching movie kicked in again. yesterday sudden urge to watch, 15 minutes decision, cabbed to cine, catched RE extinction, cabbed back, played some texas holdem :p then sleep.. today, watched knocked up and evan almighty. all the movies are nice eh, or maybe its just pre and post exam combined effect.. oh and i wanna watch lust, caution by lee ang, although its nc16 but nevermind i shall still take the lousy version and wait for the uncut version. haha, so who want to watch with me? :p

okay okay, maybe i should get back to mugging, but i need a push, or do i? heck, lets live with life first.. maybe somemore movies :D oh and ive been abit not in touch with people :/ sigh, i cant even think of anything, blank mind, dunno what to do. shit even typing nonsense.. haha..

darn it. if only A level finished today..

weird wednesday..

hooo.. im so relieved i got an E for GP.. yeah.. not good, but not bad :P
so im overall pass! :P

haha, my dad returns today ):
and my mom coming tmr :/
so weird..
aiya, i wont go see thoem so often again la, waste my mugging time :x
hahaha, mug mug..
shall switch back to mugging mode, SOON!
my grandpa is out of hospital :D
hahahaha..

SO, PA CHALET is at 30 nov - 2 dec.. i hope it wont be cancelled!!!!!! :D come and support leh! haha.. but so sad my two juniors wont be able to come ): it is the same as not having any juniors coming.. haha, and if only juniors coming hor, i wont come already :\ hahaha.. aiyah, better confirm first.. haha, it will be best if its postponed to january though :D haha, maybe..

and since i met my grandparents, they teach me how to write my name again! and i found out the one cass write for me is wrong! haha, sorry sorryy..

so here goes :Dim a chinese! my handwriting not so bad hor ;D hahahaha..

meet the fockers :D

today was so worth ponning school! hahaha.. catched balls of fury with geraldine (: in the morning and then go and meet my family :D hahaha.. sounds quite funny, no connection..

It was abit weird, cos i speak indo, english, my dad and uncle speak indo, bad english, and my yeye and nai nai speak indo, chinese, and YOU speak english and chinese! haha, so hard to talk, we keep changing translator :P hahahaha.. nevermind it was fun! thank you for coming today! :D oh btw, i think my mom coming thursday night cos my dad returning tmr evening.. my grandpa coming out of hospital tmr, but need to stay for further checkup for 2-3 weeks and they cant stay alone.. (my mom is the most irritating one among others, hahaa, she will ask stupid questions -.-)

nevertheless, it was a fun day :D and i will upload photos when i get the photos :D

haha, you be happy, dont keep worrying over things that you shouldnt worry so much.. enjoy your life after promos, dont be a mugger now, wrong timing xP

okay.. i finished my testimonial, with full of grammatical error, expression mistakes, no spelling mistakes (cos msword mah :P) and everything ): tmr getting back GP, the sure die paper.. ah i so hope GP can burn in hell, ive got my best marks until now, and the stupid darn GP will screw my result slip T.T i predicted 'aaabU' T.T spoil market..

so, tmr i wont pon lah :P and its 3 last days of school, will make the best out of it (like real). last 3 days being with my divided class and i going to enjoy it while i still can :D i will certainly miss sleeping in class, especially maths (when mr tsang wont care even if you snore) and also chem (when ms sim will shoot you with questions the moment your eyelids are close enough to cause td-id interaction)

hahaha, bought a wallet for my bro! he was emm..2007-1995=12 years old :D this 29 september :D

ah i forgot, my mom coming how am i going to study T.T

ALL THE BEST FOR J1 SPA TOMMOROW!
ALL THE BEST FOR IP EOM TOMMOROW-FRIDAY
ALL THE BEST FOR J2 emm.. actually nothing yet.. :D

facebook is quite/so fun! :p

haha, i still wanna be a doctor ): but i must be realistic..

wah super random..

a happy post (:

hello (:
ahh, im thinking about alot of things.. alot alot of things is suddenly popping out.. testimonial, university application, A levels.. hahaha, of course not suddenly, but sudden.. :x
today my roommate went to the overseas uni talk and ask me to apply with him, WAH ALOT OF THINGS TO DO.. get teacher recomendation, see kevin sim, take SAT, write essay, etc, etc, it discourages me from applying.. sigh.. but i heard quite alot from nj is accepted to US.. hmm.. but my current choice now is to stay here, but i also want to pursue a medicine degree, hmm, stay here means no medicine degree T.T ahh.. darn it.. shall not think of this now..

SO, what else to say, oh ya, my dad and my grandparents seem to be staying till friday :D his eye should heal on friday i suppose :/

And YESTERDAY was a fun day with PA :D my other family.. celebrate CASS and JIALIN's birthday (: a surprise that is totally not surprise and flopped till cant go worse already.. hahaha.. but still the feeling of togetherness is whats important.. right? cos were a family :D hahahaha.. so, i want more outing.. and more chalets.. and more everything.. :D go join the group 'NJPA past present future' created by xinming in facebook :D

and my form teacher, GLEE, shared his way of mugging before As, and i shall share it with you too :D
1. NEVER work alone, always find a friend to mug with, better with a group.
2. by now DONT STUDY CONTENT, you should be doing papers
3. do 3 papers a day.. paper 1, 2, and 3 each counted as 1 paper..
4. FOOD: cut down on PROTEIN increase consumption of CARBOHYDRATES, eat more COMPLEX SUGAR (papaya, grape, cherry, strawberry)
5. SLEEP before 11pm
6. daily EXERCISE
7. lots of WATER

haha, i kinda not agree with number 2 though, cos how to do paper if havent learn content.. dont assume everybody so mugger that they know their content alr la.. but i so so agree with number 6, means badminton everyday xD hahaha..

and tmr i gonna PON sch cos sch sucks :P

now photos of yesterday (:

our small and cosy family (:

the cake chosen by lim yihong?

the two couple mugging together xP

the shy meow :P

and the unglam frog..

PEACE! :D and good luck for EOM!