100th!

my 100th post!

today i went to finish time crisis 4 (finally :p) haha, 2 continues! haha, 4 lives for $0.60 :D i can play like hell :p and today my driving instructor shook my hand and say i passed.. hehe, then i go to church, then go eat dinner.

ohh and after church, there was a technical problem, the sound cant be heard cos too echoey, and I GOT TO DO SOMETHING! wah so fun, after so long not doing these things, so i take the mic, its shure, but old ones. 4 cordless. i think aged, so cant response to frequencies properly, sound result too basey and not clear. went to the control room too! saw a mixer, i guess its 24 channels, yamaha, never see properly, get to play with the eq and fader and gain xD so fun! haha, got to check the connections too! funny, cordless routed to group 1 and 2 and group 1 and 2 rerouted to mix, and condenser straight away to mix. its weird. but who cares.. haha, and the mixer is not so old! the condensers are good! but the place have too much echo, high building, long too, large walls, ONE (1) speaker infront. ohno, haha, of course. somewhat it was a fun experience :p

what a fun day. and a wonderrful 100th post :D
im happy i guess.. and i guess it has been long since i made someone happy :/
i gotta make someone happy (:

and im gonna start today (:
goodnight!

If what fate has written for me

is the best for you

then i'll make you

the most beautiful memory in my life

but it won't be easy for me

to leave my path of life

that had been engraved

as the most beautiful memory

merry christmas to all.. (:
its abit late though.. ;p

so here i am trying to make the best of my few days here before i come back to the hectic, stressful life in singapore :p and im spending it by sitting hours inside a car and rotting, and playing a gameboy SP, great. i hope i can make it though, back there, alone.

and 2007 has been a wonderful year, funny though, alot of things happened, and 2007 is a year that i will not forget. i had my best birthday in 2007 and my worst christmas in 2007 too. theres a date in 2007 that i can never forget, and theres a date i dont want to remember anymore. good times, and bad times, both extremes. 2007 had been a really wonderful year for me, thanks for the memories. and 2008 is coming, better strap your seatbelt, put your left foot on the clutch and your right on the brake (too much driving lesson :p), and be prepared for anything that will happen. all the best!

once more,
thanks for the memories. thats for the company, thanks for the friendship, thanks for the love.

its almost christmas!

have been trying to go to blogger, but only now i can get in here.

today was wonderful, christmas celebration with the big family, father side. it was warm, cozy, and im grateful that God has given me such a wonderful big family that always gather every year for christmas together. dinner, prayer, praise and worship, sharing, and EXCHAGE GIFT ;p it was nice to see a family coming together, meeting uncles, aunties, cousins, even small nephews and nieces. and one of my cousin is getting married next year, and the boyfriend just share it today (: it would be perfect if you were there with me.

so, ive been filling my days with movies and comics, and some driving lessons too (: oh and of course games too! Final fantasy XII, disgaea 2, greys anatomy, stardust, superbad, american pie 6, etc.somethings that i need to take my mind off this.

and i learnt alot of things. things that are important in life. truth, reality, love, hurt, promises, feelings, commitment, pain, fear, sorrow, care, lies, giving, trying, mistakes, forgiveness, regrets, hope, prayer, faith, trust, believe, accepting, memories, waiting, longing, crying, sadness, and many other things.but deep deep down, i still wish it werent true.

if there is one thing ive learnt througout this one whole year its that "there can be miracles, when you believe." hope, trust, faith are everything. that was my sharing today in the sharing session, anything can happen, you just need to believe and ask, if He doesnt give you what you asked for, he will know and give you whats better for you. and im praying.

its painful, its sad, i never felt this way before. but funny, im still right here waiting.

and happy christmas if i dont get the chance to get online on that day (:

will it?

i hoped, and i still hope that it'll never end.

...

same mistake repeated? sorry..

ahhhh, at home, so slacky!

aniwae, heres my 4 main objective now!
1. dye hair
2. drive and get my license
3. change my phone
4. go with friends somewhere to stay

hahaha, and its really slacky here..
if there is one word to describe, itll be slacky.. :p

ahh, and people wont change no matter how much they try, do they?

goodbye..

for most of us, this is another chapter closed, and yet another another new chapter will be written. the NJC chapter has been closed, army/working/another new study chapter will begin.

too bad but i'll continue writing my NJC chapter :D just that it will be from a different perspective (:

So, here i am! packed and ready to go. (and nail clippers are also packed and im having trouble with my long fingernails and superlong toenails that have been neglected for the past few weeks :p) Ill be offline by around 12pm to take lunch and off to airport to send friends off (:

so the nightmare now is my luggage! it SHOULD be overweight :p my 2 luggages weigh 40+kg already and i still have 2 boxes. i hope people can spare me their space, if not, ill just either return and put my things somewhere or pay the excess or the best way, take out my bags from the boxes and HANDCARRY! :D hahaha..

so how heavy it was? it was over 100kg 0.O so i gotta spread it all over! 2 boxes go to my aunts house, thats like 20+ kg, 1 box and 1 luggage is stored with biondi, thats 30+kg off, one box is with cass, and one bag is with geraldine. its already all over the place! hahaha..

enough of that, i shall worry later :D

nows goodbye to everyone ): but its not goodbye because anyway im coming back here again to work! (: ill see you guys soon (:

and i wont see cassypok because she return tmr

and geraldine returns on 11th

but at least ill see some of my classmates again today (: they are the ones i probably wont see anytime soon.

and some of my scholars friends today too! (:

and of course some of them again in indo.

ill be online! keep in touch yea!

BYEBYE )':

bye

thanks! and byebye.. ill see you again next year (;

with love.
dhika

last day

way to go myself, screw everything up on the last day.

now what..

i seems cant get this right..

im sorry..

gradnite 07

the last event of my jc life has just ended. its quite nice to see my friends for one last time in their best attire and make up before we go to each of our own ways. but sometimes make up, hairdos, and nice outfit can bluff people! there are quite some girls that suddenly look pretty, but we keep reminding ourself, " no, no that is bluff, that is not real" hahahahaha! so, too bad, the real one is when you wear your nj uniform :p

packing and packing, i got a few days left before i go home, and ill go for a choir concert tommorow, geraldine is performing, but too bad i got noone to go with, i go alone ): such a loner.. haha, oh crap. im becoming antisocial.

so, ill post some gradnite pics! just some! (:

BUT it seems like the blogger photo uploader got problem.. shucks.. tommorow try again..