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20090904

moved.

oh i've moved to http://ddhhiikkaa.livejournal.com yeah, too lazy to write in HTML format here. haha, some entries are friends locked though (:

maybe sometimes will post long posts here.

20090815

im a happy boy

whee, im feeling happy. happy but strange.

yesterday was seraph's HTHT and stayover session. we stayed over at hall 16, cuiyi and lixiang's room. HTHT-ed the whole night, drink, drank, and drunk.. played alot of stupid games, played alot of stupid forfeits, and let out all of our deepest and darkest secrets. haha, the past, the present and the future. nothing escaped the reality of a HTHT session (:

shoot, shag and marry was the starters and lets say the interesting part of the night, cos from that game all the forfeits and stuff comes out! haha, well the game master was a wonderful secretary so everything was jotted down and here i am with the list of people and their shoot, shag, marry choices. it should be up for everyone to see soon. (:

after we all got high and drunk, secrets were out so easily. i was high but not drunk so i can remember things (: hehehe, i have your secrets guysssss.. :P hahaha, was quite funny lah seeing some people got really drunk :P but it was really a fun night i wanna thank all the people who came! Daniel who gamemastered the night! without you we wont be so high! Ivan who came with the belvedere and the ice! no ice no alcohol no high. :p the seniors! Ed, Kai, Calina, mingwei and junhong! the freshies! Yingjie, Siowkee, liuyin, xinyi, cass, din, farid, andy, zf, jj, chengxi, zuxing! the hosts lixiang and cuiyi for the room that we all wrecked havoc in, and the latecomers jolyn and wenqi that came even after the tiring supperhop :P YOU ALL made my night. it was damn fun.

what followed in the morning and afternoon is not much so. not at night though (:

this week was filled with lectures, and printing notes, and meeting og mates for lunches and dinners (: first week of school finally over, i still havent got my nice timetable plan yet, time to beg to the course coordinator. some lectures are practically boring and the lecturers not bright. next week will be full with tuts and seminars and labs i dont know how im gonna survive. cmon dhika! (:

oh, last sunday was NDP performance and we went to watch the fireworks! it was a fun day with such a big turnout! whee, a successful outing! (: movie was super nice i totally love it. G.I joe! the company was superb so totally was a fun fun day (: i hope we can have more outing! (next time freshies organise already)

then the saturday was pa dinner! met up with the old guys and the new kids too! counting 5 batches down there (: i hope we can stay as bonded as ever! :D whee, i love my cca.

ohh! met wenqi during the dinner as she was going for practice, im gonna go for your concert girl! (:

next week is cca fair and stuff. BUSY BUSY i hope got time to do tuts and stuff. saturday is dancetitude im looking fwd to watch it (:

im feeling uneasy,anxious,confused,happy,worry,strange,frustrated,obsession,butterflies. whats that feeling (:

20090808

its always the hardest to start again..

i meant writing again on the blog after such a long time of no update. this windows live writer program has been on my screen since this afternoon around 3pm, and now is 9:46pm and i just started writing the 1st paragraph of the blog. well, they say starting is the hardest, and after that it will be easier (:

come to think about it.. when was the last one. 24th july. 2 weeks ago. hah, not so long O.o but i felt like it was very long already. ahh, must be the fact that i came back to indo for one week that distorted my sense of timing. i already say time runs much slower there than here. 1 week of me back in indo, spent most of the time GOING OUT with my family. (and i thot i will relax and rot at home). there was not a day of just relaxing in the house! haha. but yeah, nice to see them again and know that they are healthy and well (:

i got my driving license too! haha, wait, ill take a photo of it..

emm, the process was quite boring.. took my half a day to get it.. boring and long queue summore. but made a few friends thru the process. well who wouldn't, all those waiting time, just sitting around doing nothing except queuing. lets see, throughout the 5 hrs of the process, i spent 4hrs 30 mins waiting i guess. -.-" nvm, no point complaining now. haha, well, i made, emm 6 friends! (or i should say acquintances), all girls :p (tell you what the guys are plain boring) XD

(okay, writing process got delayed, frend came into the room, did laundry, played the guitar, nows 1:17am already)

and i just lost my train of thoughts.. i thot i wanna write something else about what i did in indo but i forgot already.. nvm, continue..

went back to singapore and guess what i did. stayed at home and played dragonica days by days.. hahaha, NO LIFE, HELP ME! ): up till today im still playing like almost everyday, and facebooking -.-" oh man.. oh except wednesday though!

wednesday was kong's bday! haha, so we went to pasta de waraku to celebrate, ate dinner, blow candles and sing song (: haha, hey kong the present coming soon k just wait for it first.. HAHAHA.. anyway, move in tmr so i can return my keys without worry being scolded cos my room is messy :D

After that me and some of the seraph guys and girls went to phuture! well, ALOT pangseh ): at first there were me, ed, andy, jj, daniel and samuel only! (yeah gay party that night was what we thought) well, ditching the phuture plan was almost there! but we decided to go along. well, denise! (who at first say cant go but suddenly shes going :D) brought her fren along! (and shes quite chio) XD haha.. so yeah, lucky break there. if not how i explain to my freshy guys.. hahaha, PHEW! then later at night lixiang and cuiyi also came along (finally more girls) although phuture was full house and it took almost forever to smuggle them into phuture. sweat. it was a FUN night, i totally enjoyed it. (and i hope my freshies does too!) thanks to those who come that night to make it better! (and special thanks to denise's fren! :p)

came back hall at arnd 6:30 in the morning. saw 4 people in my room sleeping. i decided to wait till they wake up, and guess what i did. DRAGONICA. yay no life.

okayy, thats about all. though theres some funny things happening lately. altho random ppl adding me on fb is a common thing, but now its getting more! msn, sms, calls, meetings. oh man, i never had this before -.- hahaha.. okay tmr is my first random meeting. i.. emm.. weird.. nvm.. lucky theres PA dinner tmr (: (and maybe soon this can turn into one of the episodes for my how i met ur mother XD, if it gets interesting enough :p)

looking forward for national day's fireworks + G.I. JOE! :D

20090724

camp finally ended

these 5 days seems so damn short and suddenly it came to an end. kinda sad cos i love my OG! ♥seraph.

i dont want to update about the camp now though, since all the photos are with ed. so maybe sometime later after i can catch up with my sleep.

oh yea, just to tell you, dont come near me, our camp got positive H1N1 so yeah i might be infected already :\ hahaha, i hope noone from seraph got sick!

my voice is totally gone. probably since the second day. but kept shouting till theres nothing left. dead.

i sincerely hope my new og will stick together like how my og sticked together. jiayous! (if not i fail as a GL ): ) haha.. oh ya, some camp achievement. ed = best male GL, din = best male freshie, mingwei = best male programmer. well, 3 out of 8 achievements all from our big family. not bad eh (:

misses the camp and the people already.


i got a fever, im hot, i cant be stopped.
i got a fever, im hot, i cant be stopped.
i got a front, uh! back, ah! cant be stopped.
i got a H-1-N-1, cant be stopped!
nanananananananananananananananananana!
SERAPH!

insinyur camp 2009 is over, lookin forward for insinyur camp 2010? maybe.. (:

20090712

Senior camp!

Just had my senior camp for insinyur 2009 yesterday. Well, to be honest it was really quite fun and it brought up the camp feeling on me again! yesterday i was enjoying the camp and believe it or not, looking forward for the camp! hahaa.. games were okay, quite fun, the people are also okay, so yeah, it may be a fun camp. (except that everyone is speaking chinese to me, no matter how many times i told them i cant speak chinese) so.. yeah, ill just pretend i understand from now on. (luckily i got translators..)

anyway the highlight of the day is of course the freshie allocation! haha, was looking forward to it since the start of the day. well, after we got the freshie list..... (well, i cant really say how good/cui they look for the reason of one in a thousand chance one of them will read my blog)quite cui but okay lahh.. not bad? thats a good description.. hahaha..

too many applicants, so we cut down the number by more than half. and because of that, finally the guy/girl ratio is 1:1.. hehe, not bad lah.. it wont be a weirdly gay camp.. (but engin girls.. tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk) hahahaa, well, im excluding poly engin girls in that description of course ^^ hahahaha.. np!

there was one super funny application form, because the photo size was 4R, (when its supposed to be passport sized) and the photo was a zilian one.. hahaha, everyone crowded around to look at it. WELL, the good thing is that the girl in the photo is quite chio (by quite chio, i mean maybe the chio-est in the whole camp but yeah, still QUITE good only) hahahaha.. :P and i shall post the picture here! (of course, not revealing her face lah:P)

haha, and yeah, thats more or less it. ive called everyone that i need to call.. (well i told them my name is ryan cos i planned to be fake freshie) but i think i wont do it already. lazy. hahaha. the bad part is that we also need to call the rejected ones. sigh, very lazy to call them and tell them they are rejected. -.- and very scary too..

these past few days ive been playing badminton! oe got his new racket, and everyone is so enthu abt playing badminton. wh is getting his racket soon, and we can play like almost everyday. yay! hahaha. finally some sport in action again!

oh and i realized ive been using my contacts for arnd 2 months! so i went to change it, only to find out that i only got the blue colour left! haha, so im wearing blueee now. its so obvious even from afar. blue eyes! (blue eyes white dragon, thats so yu-gi-oh:P)

20090710

flies are stupid..but interesting..

stumped upon this article at lifehacker (one of the sites other than facebook and blogs that i still go to everyday), about something that i've been wondering since quite long ago. i thought it was a myth, and i wonder why people are so stupid to follow it, till i hear the scientific explanation for: HANGING WATERBAGS! (or even ones on the tables)

houseflies, being highly edible and defenseless, are nervous types, and don't like to sit still when they see something moving nearby, because it could be a predator. The water bag acts a bit like a lens--try it some time--in which the movements of people in the area are reflected. Even if the fly is too far from the action to see it directly, it can see a shifting of light and dark in the water bag, which it interprets as nearby movement, and it will fly away from the bag. The reason it doesn't work on any other insects is that the other insects listed don't have eyesight worth a plugged nickel.

See full article

SO, now we know.. (: heh, also tried this new website (maybe not really new), recommended by lifehacker too, its called www.moonfruit.com. its a website where you can create a website, with very simple steps. it has quite a number of editting features, and it seems fun (i, myself still trying it out, will update later with cooler stuff if i find any) for anyone out there who want to create their website, for fun, entertainment, sharing, etc, go to the site! im sure you will like it. anyway, i tried to create a draft site, and here it is!

ahh, so now back to my daily updates.. been slacking for these past few days. started doing useful stuff today (not exactly useful though) worked for singtel MioTV again, this time at vivo city, its just a one day job though. managed to sell one to a malay family. (YEAH FINALLY..) one is enough for me, no more, i dont like selling mio. haha.. but mio is good! i wanna get it later when i have a house. :D

my SIS is coming next week :D she will be staying at my place here. (im still wondering how are we gonna do this, cos my room are full of guys currently) haha, anyway we will settle this later. so next week ill be occupied with entertaining my sis. i also dunno what to do and where to bring her, any ideas? help me! better if you organise then i just join :D hahaha.. okay, thats later on monday.

then week after that is already my FOC, so fast. currently im not really looking fwd to it though. hopefully it will change as the camp draws nearer.

then after that i decided to go back to indo for just one week. (better than not going home at all right..) after so much consideration of the lectures im gonna get if i dont even go back, i decided to spend one week of my holiday home. not that i dont like it, but i dunno what to do there. seriously. just slacking arnd? haha, anyone wanna go with me? :D

yeah, thats some future plans. i hope more interesting things happen. lately its quite boring.. grr..

20090707

how i met your 'ma' - S03E05

Inspired by the TV series of 'How i met your mother', i decided to create my own version of 'How i met your ma' by dk. hahaha.. anyway, (ohohoho, this is so funny im quite excited), i shall explain why it is season 3 episode 5: consider the time in indo before i came to sg as season 1, secondary and jc time as season 2, and uni time as season 3! haha, and why episode 5? just anyhow think that i have 4 episodes before this one :D.

well, the series is basically about this guy, Ted, in his 30s, telling his children about how he met their mother (as in his wive). basically its currently now end of season 4 and we havent know who the mother is -.-, well, basically im gonna kop the idea! (hahaha, actually just because i got something to write only.) okay here goes.. my version!

a 20-mins lazy-lousy photoshop stuff..

anyway, in case my blog is NOT SO PRIVATE as i would think it is, i shall add something to just discourage non-usual-readers (esp the people in the story..) from reading. :P

yep, and that concludes my 1st post on my new series, how i met your ma! hahaha, i hope this blog is private enough not to embarrass myself the next time i see them :| i also hope they are not kaypoh enough like me to go and search for blogs and stuffs XD haha! one interesting story, and many more to come :D (if you dont think its interesting, too bad for you, its interesting for me XD)

20090705

president's birthday banquet!

the title is the main event of the week! haha, me kong and yt went to do waiter/waitressing at holiday inn last thursday for the president's birthday dinner. hehe, well, its both tiring, and low paid. but thats not the important thing, better not skip the story and start in chronological order (:

as im typing this, im feeling the cold wind blowing into the room (: raining soon! but i love this kinda weather! (esp to sleep) just that i just slept more than 12 hrs, so i cant sleep again. and church is starting soon, and im gonna cut my hair too. real soon.

so lets start with, no im not going to update the draft post. too lazy.

haha, this week has been filled with the NUS job, helping Dr. Tan with the ISAGA 2009 conference. well, cant say that everything goes well. theres some trouble between NUS and CMA, and yeah we are the 3rd party that also got the consequences ): i hope our pay is not affected by the trouble. pleaseeee i need that pay :P haha, monday to friday, we sat there, doing ad-hoc job, super easy, super flexible. met alot of professors and doctors and chit-chatted with them. one of the lithuanian professors actually asked us if we want to do an exchange program with their university (: nice people.

wednesday we went to join them in a tour round singapore! haha, at first we went to take the duck tour! XD so lame. duck tour. but yeah, its quite lame afterall, dont bother going. the nice part is only because the vehicle is amphibian :D hahaha. then we split into 3 groups, asian civ museum, national museum, and shopping group. (actually 4 +boeing). after that i went of for the president dinner training, and the rest continued with singapore flyer! oe and pear went up there. (ah i also want to go up there). haha. yeah, and friday was the last day. and thats it! one week job. i want another one of these :\

again, as im typing now, wenhao is watching kungfu panda, so im also watching behind him.. haha, darn funny. i rmbed watching it twice in the cinema..

okay and the next big event that i did is the president's birthday dinner! well lets start from the start, i applied for the f1 waitressing job with yt and kong, and the marc guy from 8X bmw or something called me and offer me this job for $5/hr, well im damn poor and broke that time so i just take it. haha, its tues and wed training, and thurs the real event. on the event itself, i was the beverage server, serving thousand dollars of wines o.O haha, the event was super grand, (well thats where all the money dissapear! :P) roses everywhere, ice carvings, and crazy food. lets see if i remember, restling '01, Dormus aurea '05, another red wine from france '82 which i forgot the name, and a puligny, white wine '95. the event was a thousands, or maybe tens of thousands dollars event. and we are paid $5/hr pathetic.

seeing the president and the ministers up close was not a 'wow' thing or anything like i expected, it all seems just normal like serving another customer (oops..) haha, but yeah, i thought the experience will be 'WOAH PRESIDENT' and it turns out thats not the highlight of the job afterall. ^^(if you know what i mean) the job itself is damn tiring, sai kang all the way, treated like a sweat shop worker, scoldings and cursings, (luckily i was not one of the target to be scolded) well, tried to do everything without talking or complaining (cos thats how things supposed to work in the lower chain of command) anyway i need to get used to all kind of jobs. well, as darwin has pointed in his theory of the survival of the fittest, its not how strong or how good you are. its how well you adapt to your surroundings. adapt, and evolve. make any kind of job your dream job. phew.

worked from 3pm to 3am, carrying heavy stuffs (not as heavy as the speakers and amps and whatever craps last time in showmakers. but seriously very tiring. haha, then we shared company cab and i reached back at hall at around 330am. slept and woke up at 7am for the next morning's job \-.-/ saturday was the training for the f1 event. (well something nice happened to me on the way there :D :D :D) wont tell you what. haha.. and yeah, met the same old people again from the president's job and well, we got to know each other better! hah, and that the most interesting part of the job, actually, meeting new people and new friends! (erm of course better standard than the girls arnd ntu :P) haha..

oh ya, met gerry on my way to the president's event! haha, loong time no seee girl (: tell me when your next performance is k!

edit:
now im back from cutting hair and church, and this post is still in my draft. just now thinking of what to add to the post, but i guess some things are better left unsaid. (:

now i need to plan my timetable fast because tmr is the registration day! (i think..)

cant wait for the F1 job though, 2 months, hurry up! :D i hope you will be there!

where are you.. girl.. :P

20090629

draft sunday post!~

ah i should have a post by today, but apparently, im either too lazy or... too lazy to post now.. on the other hand, next week will be quite busy to update i scared i forgot whats been happening this week. so ill just put up a draft post to help me remember.

monday - nothing (more to forgot what happened..)
tuesday - paintball!
wednesday - work@nus (first ever job this hol), yt came for l4d night (Expert dead air & no mercy, 2v2 versus)
thursday - nuah whole day, dinner@jp, fell asleep at night (where there was supposed to be 4v4 versus!)
friday - transformer midnite movie with mj peeps!
saturday - woke up damn late (5pm) + diablo II rampage with wenhao.
sunday(today) - nus job + singtel job + ate my first meal of the day at 10+pm o.O

gonna put the details (and some photos of the paintball trip) together with the next update! (:

still at least i need to put a pic here. (thats my resolution long ago to ALWAYS have a pic along with a post) lemme find a pic..

random pic during the JB paintball trip!

20090622

counting down to the end of holidays..

It's the 4th week of June now, and holiday is seriously coming to an end. well, at least its longer for the uni students, the JC and sec school are starting next week! for us, 2 months has passed! and we are left with the last month of holiday. thats a big OH NO. dammit. and i havent got any job done yet. shucks to the core.

this post comes abit late though (usually sunday) but yesterday i was exhausted from the housewarming and tennis (more on that later) so i can only manage to start writing today. hey its not easy to write okay! compiling pictures, recalling events, editting pictures, editting html. more or less will take me around 1 hr (or more). but its a great place to put all the memories of everyday (: be it happy or sad.

well, as usual started on monday. monday was (supposedly) finding a job day. but unfortunately, it was cancelled (due to a combination of reasons, most significant one is the inability to wake up so early) so then nothing on the day but i went to my bathch anniversary dinner at westmall. met Elaine (more accurately, talk to)for the first time after a very long time! haha, met the rest of the excos there (except jialin.) argued on the place to eat, and after so long, we decided on mcdonald -.-" afterwards was pool session with them till 1130pm, then we all head back home. took mrt back with elaine, had our long-due chat, and walked back to hall from pioneer mrt \-.-/

and heres to pa0607 and my excos: thanks for being such a family for me over these past few years. pa has been and will always be a family in my heart! well, we had our share of disagreements and conflicts and heartbreaks, but im glad we are still united as one. it's our 3rd anniversary and im so happy that we still gather and talk about our lives, our past, present and future. you guys are the greatest bunch of team ive ever had, and i look forward to working (or more to) playing with you all again! well, we're always a small and cosy family (:

heh, and one night that explains many sleepless nights. well, quoted that from sh. haha, its funny that we can reminisce our past and laugh all about it. we said things that we wouldnt or couldnt have said a few years back. we explained things that couldnt be explained a few years back. but life goes on, make peace with the past so we can have a better future. and thats what we did. (:

Wednesday was our another SUPPOSEDLY finding a work day. we ended up going to IKEA to shop for wing's housewarming present. (and most of the time is spent admiring their home design technique and us wanting to have such a home like those in ikea.) spent quite a loooooooooong time in ikea before we head to marina square to have our dinner! daphne was coincidentally there too! so there was, me, oe, yoga, tanaja, yt, kong and daphne! we ate at MOS, some nice food and some nicest dessert. haha, last time we went out together was quite long ago, more than a week! and that means more than a week without staying over and l4d-ing! tsk! hahaha.. so after MOS-ing, we went straight to GAMING! haha, arcading more accurately. WAS DAMN FUN. haha, spent over $10 buck on arcade including challanging yt to a guitarhero game, completing time crisis 2 with yoga, played some crazy taxis and the animal capturing watever crap, and spent like $4 buck entirely on the drum thingy, which i died on the 1st round (AGAIN) because kong anyhow chose a stupidly difficult song. haha. went to pool shortly afterwards (2nd time in a week), and then went back home.

Thursday, me and oe went back to rebecca and went for our singtel training, more on mio-TV though, our trainer was a guy, who i thought was quite old, but turns out to be our junior next year! haha, not exactly junior, but an NTU freshman next year. mio is quite interesting, but the boss sucks. just sucks. went for an ljs dinner, then went home! (then i think at night i played l4d with raz, joce and yoga)

Friday was another day full of activities too! (notice that its alternate days :P) went for tuition in the morning/afternoon for the 2nd time. and i still like my new tutee cos shes smart :p so theres not much to teach her :P HAHAHA. went for GL meeting (super late, just wanted to play l4d after that) but in the end everyone ditched the l4d idea and went to movies. me? nah, not for movies with them. so i went to play pool (yeah, 3rd time in the week) with jolyn and terence. played for 3 hrs this time. woo. but kena trashed.

went back and found a plastic bag on my bed, i was like "eh whos plastic bag is this" cos usually its wenhao one and he like to keep his plastic bag full of clothes lying around on my place :p lucky i havent scold him yet cos they told me is my present! :D haha, opened it and got a big shock cos its the jacket that i said i wanted. disclaimer: that was not a hint for my birthday present okay. haha, and i know that its quite ex (or very ex to my standard) that i wanted to save for it (which i doubt ill succeed). hah, i was happily surprised :D thanks thanks thanks guys! hahaha.

then we went to l4d that night and i would say we played well that night! haha, well, as usual expert on hospital (cos thats the only map that we can survive on expert), died once on 2nd level cos the tank appeared infront of the starting safe house. and thats it! we finished it with 3 man standing (and that includes me! so i got my achievement) but more than that is that we almost got "untouchables" and i believe we wouldve got it, and survive with all survivors taking no damage if yoga's lappie didnt hang at the right timing: when he was chased by the 2nd tank. sad story.

saturday night we went to wing's house for housewarming. from the outside the apartment was simply 'wow', inside was small but very nicely decorated and plus those big HD TVs, blu ray player, 24" wii, surround system, mahjong table, wine and full aircon. yeah, its damn right cozy. started with assault on precinct 13, along with ice wines, continued with a short l4d, and then some wii gaming, and followed by pizzas and chicken wings, (at wing's house :P), and followed by step up 2, then step up 1 (reverse huh :P) and suddenly it was 7am in the morning, and i had to leave for tennis.

on sunday morning, tennis-ed with the usual people, ivan, mx and yh. (with the 2 girlfriends hanging around there), continued with table tennis because the weather was scorching and me (especially) cant stand hot weather :P. then a 10 year old boy came and trashed all of us! hahaha, well not exactly trashed or lose though, but im like double his age, so you cant count me as a loser. hahahaa.. damn. taxi-ed my way to church, stayed awake thruout the whole mass :D and then JP for lunch with oe at pepperlunch, and then home. 6-hrs of fable after that. oh yeah, fable is a RPG game that i just started playing. quite nice, but not so great. and then i got sleepy and slept for like 14 hrs till 12pm this morning! hahaha.. oh and reaper too, another tv series that i just started, so far, not bad.

what a great week. (well, a week like this is quite great for me, considering the usual nuah-ing), tomorrow will be paintball day if alls goes well. anyone keen on joining us playing paintball? just call me before.. 12am tonight? hehehe. looking forward for another great week! (:

and more importantly, looking forward for another l4d VERSUS night. when are we going to start doing 3v3 or 4v4 again?!!? im super looking forward for it! ahahaha, hint hint hint hint!!! XD

20090614

alot of things week, handover+outings+meetings

puh, this week was and is and gonna be hectic. gone are my nuahing and slacking days, and here comes the busyness altogether. well, its fun in some way, but i seriously miss the nuahing times around my room here. seriously considering going back to the slacking and doing nothing except gaming state ^^

PA handover camp is the highlight of this week. wednesday, thursday and friday. well, its the 4th handover camp that i've been through. (and most probably one of the last ones) since im not very close with the current batch and cass&mel batch, (which are the last ones on my batch) just graduated from the crew. but if everyone still go back, why not! heh, camp was (ahem) unprepared. haha, guess it was the lack of preparation cos of the lack of time. but well, i hope everyone had fun and me, i had fun (: haha, politics and stuffs are not my business already. how are they gonna keep the rejected people are not my business already. im just hoping all the best for the new people (:

today, was the 3rd day that i consecutively went to vivocity. haha, yet another PA outing. but it was more of a senior's outing cos all the juniors apparently pangseh-ed. sigh, so sad. anyway, zp and kz were there too (counted as seniors cos now theres some new juniors on PAA) haha. kayh, xium, xm, elton, choon, sh, mx, me, ivan, zp, kz and sam. not bad for attendace. haha, had games (twister, tutututututu) and then dinner (some japanese restaurant) and then dessert (bakerzin). money = depleting super duper fast.

monday was GL meeting, more specifically mass dance comm. we literally did almost nothing. well, i did nothing. haha, tmr supposed to learn the 'nobody' dance. wtf. im so dead, and i decided that im not doing it and ill tell them tmr its too gay. not looking forward at all for the meeting tmr.

tuesday was nuahing day. haha, one day in the week that i actually can slack. but well, its like everyday already. so i dont feel much of a difference.

next monday is the job hunting and shopping day! supposedly hunting for job with kong, oe and yt. then going to ikea! haha, at night supposed to celebrate pa0607 anniversary at westmall. lookinglooking forward to that! (:

im super bored. and im lazy to type. and this post only have one picture so far. i shall add another one just so that it doestn look so empty.

lousy attempt to change my wallpaper by yt.

20090607

My birthday week (:

HOHO, after every birthdays, the most important (and tiring) part is the replying people to say thank you for the wishes! so, im sorry if i dont reply you personally, but i shall mention here so that you know i dont forget every single one of you (:

A BIG THANK YOU for the.. (in no particular order, just how i remember it)

7 birthday wishes by the 6 people in my room when the clock strikes 12.
7 people who celebrated my birthday before the clock reach 12 on the next day XD
2 birthday wishes by my 2 GLs one day before my birthday

58 facebook wishes (Some are close friends, some i dont even know who)
18 smses
6 msn convos
1 phone call

and more which i seriously forgot at this point of time but i remember deep in my heart :D hahahahaha.. (:

ahh, and its finally weekend, sunday, im alone in my room (i dont really know where the rest are at now) and finally i have some time to update my blog again. as usual, weekly update! (:

MONDAY was a very happening day. we celebrated oe's birthday (which is like one month ago) and yeah, we just celebrated it on monday. there were cake, and alcohol. haha. there were kong, yt, yoga, wenhao, oe, joce, raz and me.

Everyone was high and crazy, yoga was the first to get drunk and started dancing, the rest started to get KO-ed one by one after that and started sleeping. well, im sure i was sober and i can still recall the incidents on that night (although not crystal clear-ly) hehe.. me, yt and oe was awake until the next morning, where oe and yoga left for soccer (and oe puked like hangover), yt went to a deep slumber in the morning, and then me, i went for my DIP final presentation right after drunkard night. haha.

DIP final presentation on tuesday, so damn boring, it will be one line. we didnt get to final, and thats one happiest moment of my life.

then onwards until today i totally had no idea what has been going on. haha, The Sims 3 and Left4Dead has occupied my time, (and everyone's around me) theres no fixed sleeping time, theres no fixed waking up time. initially bimbolian was playing with my lappie so when she sleep, i play for 12 hrs straight, then when i sleep, she play for 12 hrs straight. thats like cool. totally immersed in the life of our sims. kong and yoga are sims addict too. hahaha. its seriously damn addictive.

left4dead has been like my gaming crazy since dunno when. im sure its one of the games i played for so long and yet still not bored yet. haha. yesterday we finally cleared our first expert campaign! hoho, we even cleared it 2x! one for 2hrs40mins and the next one is 1 hr earlier! hahaha, although i died in both of the campaign (well, when playing expert, sacrifices is still needed to complete the game) hahhaa.. i havent got my expert achievement yet, but mac and yt's com have it already! haha. me, yoga, mac and wh was playing though, and i seriously think to play an expert mode is totally different from the other modes. FUN.

one of the days, (i think its wednesday), we also played versus like crazy. 7 people, 3v4. haha, i won twice and lost once. the first team was me, mac and yoga. then me, mac and yt, then me, raz and yt. it was seriously damn stressful and fun at the same time! adrenaline was rushing throughout the game and as yt says, l4d brings out the bad in people when they are put under stressed and started to scold each other. hahaha, but all in all, after the game, all we had is fun.

and this is already sunday, and seriously i really wanna do some useful work soon. as in like earning money and stuff. i had spent enough time wathcing movie, playing and playing and playing times infinity. time for me to start doing useful stuff. or should i? like continue for another week? hahaha, seriously. i want to stop but i still feel like playing. feel like nuahing the entire holiday and just play.

im seriously enjoying my no-life life.

oh and the cat that always come to my place has stepped on to another level. now he/she dont care already whether people see her or not, she just go into the room, find a comfy place and sleep! -.- irritating, now i need to wash alot of laundries. damn. irritating cat keep trying to bite my finger summore. hahaha, but shes quite cute.

although i still got more things to write on about, but i feel like stopping because i wanna play again. XD well, its sunday and its supposedly my last day of playing. i rather do some awesome air-kicks rather than sit around and mop about it.

20090601

weekend update.

as usual, im updating again on the weekend, where there are less people having fun in my room and therefore i have some time for myself to sit back and reflect about this whole week and get ready to face the new week ahead of me (: hehe, this week has been, fun!

big news is that wenhao finally came back. turns out he was doing some retreat, sit back and reflect on his life for one whole month in his home without any contact with outside civilisation (particularly the ones in singapore) well, i was expecting something like diet programme for 1 month but that will do. hehe, so now he's back here (acutally now sleeping on the mattress below my bed.) no change in size however with change in hairstyle! (havent gotten a chance to take a picture yet) he'll be here more often now though, so my room fill be just more packed! haha..

speaking about my room being pack, im expecting next week to be full of people! including wenhao now, there'll be the usual people, yoga, yt, kong, evonne and joce. well, its gonna be messy and stuff im sure! haha, but today we cleaned up the room! scrubbed the toilet with full attire, swoop and mopped the floor till its clean. hehe, but its still as messy as before though, cant do a tidy room with alot of stuff and people in the room anyway :P

and i still havent gotten any income source yet so its broke broke and broke. im really sorry that i pangsehed alot of outings this week. pangsehed alot of invitation to go out too! really sorry cos im flat broke and trying to minimise expenditure including the one on the EZlink card, I M-U-S-T get a job real soon. real real soon or ill starve to death (after my instant noodle supply is drained out)

time for recalling last week stuffs.

Jay and yt came on monday if i dont recall wrongly. and then i totally forgot what we did early in the week. shits, i think i must keep a logbook on what we did everyday if not its so wasted i dont remember! -.- i can only recall it quite clearly from wednesday onwards.

wednesday was because we went out to watch barcelona vs man u match! haha, we went out to the cafe beside the man u cafe at boat quay there. well, it certainly was fun! (aside from the uncivilised 'people' around us who keep shouting and scolding vulgarities), well, watching a match with such atmosphere is quite nice sometimes! match was really good and barca deseves to win! (: we almost kena scammed by the pub though, suddenly theres a minimum of $30/person! WHAT THE HELL, like, even marche its $10/person. there were 6 of us there so we must order $180. and you know how broke i am. i even go to mcs to get my dinner before going to that pub. luckily with our pitiful faces we managed to getaway with $100+ only. still painful on the wallet though, still owe oe for that. haha.

thursday me, oe and yt went out to watch my first 3D movie (in a very long time) which i hoped that itll be a drastic change from the last time. we watched monsters vs aliens! i was expecting some polarized glasses technology, but instead, they still stick to anaglyph image. well, that was the technology like 5 years ago. but still, the movie experience was great! so much has improved! the movie, story, and the 3D! good movie. to think about it, i think we were quite lucky! went to vivo first just to find out the only seats left were 1st row, then we change to cathay, where only 2nd row is available! but turns out that 2nd row give a very good 3D experience :D lucky.

friday was finally l4d night. haha, well finally we got to play after one week havent played it quite much. there were me, oe, yoga, yt and jocelyn. well, we are still improving continually and thats good (: hehe, finally got through advance without much difficulty. after l4d we went to watch college. some m18 college comedy. i was damn tired i was half sleeping all the way. yt was the one who is very awake and watched all those m18 stuff. hohoho. then we all cant take it and went to sleep.

saturday morning i heard alot of voices, dom, mccarl, kong, but i didnt wake up. haha, im just too tired from the whole week of super little sleep and finally getting a long sleep. in fact, i woke up at 4pm o.O (and yt woke up even later, 5-6pm -.-) then we went out to meet wenhao in town! (this is the day when we meet wenhao after 1 month), haha, after wenhao then we met raz, then dom and eechan. then me, oe, wh and yt went to paradise to play lan again -.-" haha, and guess what game. l4d. haha, just as we are reaching our final house, suddenly there was a blackout. sian.. -.-.. then we all went home, we took 502express to pioneer mall (where we saw elaine) then supper at ahlian. and yt went with bus16 after paradise back home.

oh at town we went to shop! (initially the plan was to go to flyer to go for some GSS for oe but i guess we were too late) well, the saddest part is that GSS is coming, and ive no money to spend o.O SADDEST. we went around, at billabong i saw a damn nice jacket, another must have for me, its $115. i gotta save up. then we went topshop and i dont even dare to look around. saw a nice jacket but quickly dismissed it :p haha, window shopping is painfull.

2 broke people windowshopping T_T

ahh, today was already described up there :p hehe, and i got the sims3 already! hohoho, i finished downloading it yesterday. the official launch here is 2nd june. well i guess pirates have more privilages sometimes :P hehehehe..

and the last part of the post is about the upcoming week! (its like 4:46 now and i have a 9am class again tmr T.T)

next week (actually today is already next week) is my last week of DIP (FINALLY THANK GOD!) and finally i can really concentrate to find work! heh, finally the stupid DIP is over ill have more time for me! yeah.. and work, and wasting time, and earning money. cmon cmon, anyone got lobang i seriously need it :P hehe. and more or less thats all for next week, i havent got any plan except to hurry up clear this irritating DIP.

oh and my birthdays coming, and i guess itll be a sucky thing to NOT HAVE MONEY to spend on your own birthday. haha, sad life.

ooo and experimenting with panorama shot, take a look at my first try :p

20090527

being a gamer

lately i've stumped on this blog, written by a british girl, 22 years old, musician, and a gamer. i respect her as a gamer and it made my strive to game more.. hohoho, seems like the old fire is burning all over again.

just some random thing because im bored doing my dip project (actually today ive done nothing related to work other than resoldering something that was done quite poorly cos we were rushing)

l4d achievements!

20090522

broke, broken, brokened.

hoookay, and im officially broke and i really need a job soon! any job! :S (yeah im so desperate now, please if anyone got lobang anywhere (: a one-time job will be best because of my irritating school project)

and weekend is here, and i've gotta hold the thoughts of going out with friends, hanging out with old friends, outing, reunion and etc etc because my pocket apparently is quite thin :p well, its not so bad because its not so bad staying in hall on the weekend too! for the geek in me, theres LAN computer games, theres movies and series to watch! for the not-so-geek in me, theres many sports i can play including soccer, badminton, and tennis! sounds not so bad, no need to travel, not much money spent. (altho i really really need some vacation, some holiday, some escape)

and yesterday we went out to the city! well, not exactly. we went to iluma at bugis, the new mall with the filmgarde cinema. and i realise howw longggg since i last went to the city. (not so long, but the point is that not so often and usually just there for one purpose only) gone the times where we stroll along the orchard road with really nothing to do, no destination. go window shopping at plaza sing, at cineleisure. now everytime i go to town, theres a specific destination and target to achieve, after that, catch the last bus/train back. so much for living (literally) outside the country.

but yesterday, again, we cabbed back! (pain for the wallet) because apparently after our 1st movie, angels and demons, we weren't satisfied enough and we went on to watch a midnight movie, night at the museum 2. hohoho (altho its another painful thing to the wallet) BUT, it was worth it! especially the company of course :D

angels and demons exceeds my expectation of a remake of a book. its fantastic and brilliant. much better than da vinci code, really. my only dissapointment was knowing the antagonist at the start of the movie. all the briliant plots and twists is spoilt by that. if only i had forgotten the bad guy. BUT apparently, someone did! yiting actually shed a tear for the bad guy! hahaa, kena bluffed by the twist. nice move. swollen eye.

night at the museum 2 was, okay, so-so. funny, yeah but not that hillarious. meaningful, yeah but not so much. so its just a so-so movie. 3/5 will do. but yeah, i mean not bad (: haha. after movie we went to mcdonalds nearby for supper, and apparently joce need to go back so, well, me oe and yoga needa accompany her, and as a result left yt and kong at mcs that morning waiting for bus. (well, they are not online up till now, hopefully they got back safely)

funny thing was night at the museum 2 started at 12:10am, and oe reminded my at the start of the movie that results are out! haha, took awhile to get my mind off it and only to check it on joce's new iphone after movie. was scary to check, really, and as expected, screwed up my last paper EE2001, B- and material science gave me a B+ though i expected more. but, well, i met my target, so im not so sad, but quite dissapointed cos i thot i can do better. well, i didnt maintain my score.

no update on the weekdays because it was filled with gaming everyday (and as usual my DIP follows before and after gaming) sleep deprivation is an everyday thing. haha, we even bought 2 mattresses! my room looked like a chalet, all the floor is covered with mattresses. haha, we woke up to play, and play before sleeping. von and kong came on monday and yt since last friday/saturday. yoga is in the room too! imagine 7 people sleeping in one room. hahahha, well, dont imagine too much or it may go wrong. haha.. spent watching movies (saw, twilight) and playing games (L4D, Warcraft 3, Counter Strike) but kong and yt left on thurs, and von on wed. after that my room is back to the normal not-so-noisy state. well, its always good cos i can catch up with my sleep, but i always look forward for them to come again and game again! (hahaha, we talked about this yt! go find other activity, we have no life!)

and apparently the arcade at iluma is hiring, hope yiting can get there and get me in as well :D hehehehe.. working in an arcade, what else can i ask for XD HAHAHA.. and YITING! i want the photos! a long post like this without the photos is just boring!!!! gimme all ur photosssssss :D

ohh, and wenhao for some reason is uncontactable and gone like the wind. where are you? if you're reading this, contact us!

!!!!

20090517

spock!

rock scissors paper lizard spock!

went to watch star trek with oe, yoga and yt yesterday, or rather today as midnight movie! to summarize it, the movie is awesome! i am seriously considering watching the old star treks again now because the movie is great! and the actors were amazing too! 4/5 from me. zachary quinto plays well as spock just like he plays sylar. great story idea, great animation and CG, what else can you ask for. well at first i thot its a movie for geek, so i got some guys (and yt) to watch with me, but seriously, its a great movie whether you are a geek or not. haha.

"when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever left, however improbable, is the truth" -sherlock holmes, as quoted by spock.

when the dvdrip version come (oops) ill get it along with the subtitles cos i didnt really catch everything and all the sciency things is too cheem for me.

next movies on the list - angels and demons, night at the museum2, transformers2, harry potter, more to come along.

and the saddest thing happened to me on friday, my harddrive, my 1000GB=1TB hard drive went into some haywire mode! now it cant be detected time by time! this is damn scary, my 600GB worth of movies, tv series, games, applications and most importantly my documents! pictures, videos, etc is there, and only there! i can go and jump off if my harddrive fails me. my data are of utmost importance! checking the harddrive for bad sectors and errors now, if nothing is wrong, means the problem is with the connection part, and then i can go to maxtor to repair it, WITH SPECIFIC instruction of IMPORTANT DATA, can't be lost. (but i scared they check all my piracy :P) okay, i hope my hard drive will recover soon. please. :'(

amos came on friday, and his hair looks like jesus (according to many here) haha, apparently he hasn't done any hair cutting since he left NJC. wow thats quite an achievement. and his guitar skills really improve horigibly (even thats an understatement) seriously, he's the musician i respect the most, and im gonna catch him playing at one of those places real soon. (: anyway, me, amos and hari went to play diablo2 (like again) from 12am till 6am. thats, 6 hours. and we started from level 1, and we slayed diablo in 6 hours! HAHA, well its a deja vu. when we were sec4, during our o levels we did the exact same thing, except that we ended at 10am, means 4 hours more, and we achieve half of what we achieved on friday! we only started the 3rd city. what an improvement. haha. now shall wait for christmas and get our hands on diablo III and then do some rampage again. (:

and the thailand people had returned! yiting has been here since friday, reading twilight at half the normal speed because of her OCD. and im expecting the other 2 to come today and stayover as usual :D well, finally a happening weekend (and confirm lack of sleep next week)

its 2 weeks into DIP and theres another 2/3 more weeks, i just have to hang on there, show face, and play my plants vs zombies.

20090510

1005-2009

hello mum! today is mother's day so i wanna say, HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!! (what else) hahaha..

yesterday night i was quite bored with the usual TV series so i went to watch an indonesian movie titled 'love is cinta', the title sure sounds cheesy and corny but well, i was bored you see. the story is about a guy who died in an accident and is given 3 days to live again to finish his business on earth (that is actually the main story, to tell his feelings to his best friend who is a girl of course), but the thing is, his body was destroyed(?) so he can only use other people's body and then the story goes on how he tries to convince the girl and his family that he is himself. confusing?

but the thing i wanna say is that, i didn't expect the movie to be so impactful on me. well, i literally cried when his mom and dad finally believe that he is himself, but its the last day, so he was saying goodbye to the two of them. literally cried like i never did in any movie before. (luckily i was alone in my room). BUT then on the finale, when the girl finally believe him (like, last minute before he fly to heaven, stupid girl) well, i didn't even feel any feeling. haha, i think its the actors. so fake.

well the point is, i love my family. i love my mum, love my dad. but i dont know why but it feels weird saying it to them. when they say they love me, i can never reply that i love them too. its like, its weird and embarassing. but really, mom, dad, deep inside, i love you all very much (: and im sure you know that without me saying it out loud. (haha the cowardly me only dare to put it here since they wont read it). and since its the occasion, happy mother's day! i love you mum (:

a confession i wanna make: sometimes i woke up crying because of a bad dream involving my parents. these kind of dreams are the scariest one. and you will feel very relieved that its just a dream (well of course i woke up with tears because of other dreams too that i wont put it here) :P and only after that you realise how you love your parents so much. people say that you only treasure something after you lose it. everytime, we forget how important is our family to us. only when they are gone, we will remember, but thats just too late.

i know most of the times i sound uninterested when talking to both of you, sometimes sound annoyed and irritated. sometimes im irrational and tempramental. sometimes i look like im not happy around you, or maybe seems disrespectful when i disobey you or shouting back at you. im sorry that if i hurt you in one way another, i hope ill be better next time.

well, to end this point, happy mothers day! (;

going to the next topic is that, i cut my hair yesterday. haha, and if you know me, ill complain after every haircut, as usual. its always not what i expected, too short, too long, theres always something wrong. thats why i want to learn hairdressing and cut my own hair. haha, anyway, heres a shot from my low quaily laptop webcam.

luckily my hair grow in an amazing speed (i think thats what everyone think about their hair right, maybe except yt:P) and i expected it to grow again soon, and by then i wanna cut it the way it should be! haha, ill give detailed instruction to the hairdresser, i dont care. haha.. and my hair is all black already, around 6 months? and the coloured part of my hair is gone already. anyway i found this shot when i just cut my hair on february. it was nicer back then! damn. anyway, the shot was taken on a plane! :p

ok i shall stop with all the narcissistic photos! hahaa, and thatll be all about my post today. well, i dont know why my post nowadays are long like crap. haha, but yeah, maybe because ive nothing to do now :\ wasting my whole day watching shows :P

oh and today is.
you know. so happy 10th may. :p

20090509

Living life the way i want to live it (:

Holiday is here but my blog seems to be dead. Dont feel like blogging or maybe, not much time for blogging cos i've been enjoying life so far! (except for the bloody DIP) of course. darn. and apparently my tagboard is flooded with spam too, ill change it as fast as possible, no worries. and stop spamming you bloddy idiot. (i dont know why suddenly 'bloody' shows up, watched to much brits shows i guess)

last time i blogged was last wednesday, thats more than a week! well, i wanna recall the last week past by so quickly.

well wednesday and thursday was filled with movies, series and lan gaming with my close friends here in hall. there is no fixed sleeping time, play means play. movie means movie! well i guess theres no better way to start a holiday with time spent with your close friends doing things you like to do.

thursday night we went out to catch 17 again. me and joce went to marina sq just to find out that tickets are sold out, then we met yiting and von at dhoby to check out plaza singapura and found out theres no tix there too, and finally we stopped at cathay to watch 16 again! it was a midnight movie, not as planned. not many seats because friday was labour day, which noone of us remember. well, movie was fantastic, the company even more! went walking after the movie to a nearby supper place, chatted and chatted till damn late, and waiting for the NR buses to come. guess what, we're at the wrong busstop! so after so much waiting (and seeing some girls puke and some prostitutes pick up guys) we decided to cab home, me, yiting and joce back to hall, and kong and von back home.

friday was concert enginner BBQ. to put it in one word. not fun. ok thats two. then it shall be notfun. seriously speaking, company there wasnt that great, kinda missed the small and cosy family back in jc. doing the same things, just more closesly bonded together. wish thing can change next year!

saturday, was finally a tennis day! after 2 weeks of absence because of the stupid exam, finally me, yh, mx and ivan got together to smack some balls again. most importantly we managed to stay close even after going our own different ways now. (: after that me, yh and mx went to vivo. different reasons. me for insinyur camp preparation, and both of them for a double date. well, i joined the awkward company for lunch and promise myself not to be a lightbulb during a double date anymore. then i went to the insinyur beach game testing. to tell u the real truth, didn't enjoy it as much as i thot i would (and my expectation then was already very low, so guess how did it go.) other than catching up with mu og mates and old friends, the camp prepartion and game testing was full of crap. i dont have it anymore in me. you know the high feeling when u're in orientation camp. i better get some soon though, or my OG next camp will be dead having a GL like me :D

well the next week was filled with sleepless nights and stayovers! i dont mean staying somewhere else, but people staying in my room! haha, basically because they are kicked out from hall during the holiday, and my room is the only place they can go back to hall and play together. well, i love this closeness (: we would spend time during the night playing, lets say from dinner till morning, and then i NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL at 9am for the bloody DIP remember? thats when they sleep and when i come back around 5pm, we will start playing again. (of course without me for awhile cos i need to get a short nap before another round of sleepless nights of langaming and then going to school again) monday-friday. yeah, this week was totally a no-sleep week! (thats kinda hyperbolic but that will do) left4dead and warcraft 3 TD and hero defense was the main game. everyday. movies and series in between to prevent us from going crazy.

of course in between the gaming and going crazy we still went out! (to prevent people from calling us geeks and no life people) haha. tuesday was one day before evonne's birthday so we went out to plan a surprise party for her! they went to eat dinner at city hall first before i catch up with them and prepare the final surprise at esplanade rooftop! well, why i wasnt there for dinner? cos i need some sleep after the gaming and school. haha. daphne was LATE with me too though, come to think of it, we always are the late ones. haha. but thats good! because then the two of us can prepare the surprise :D we played sparklers at midnight and taking photos and eating cakes and chit chatting there! (well, all credits go to kingkong of course (: the planner!) after that wing sing drove all of use back to our homes and me,yt,kong,and von back to my hall room! after a short nap for me, we went back to gaming till my lesson starts, again.

thursday night we went out again for an after exam party organised by NTU CS. well, our dear yt 'forced' us to go there. :p haha, it was fun indeed! we went to taboo (apparently yiting said its some gay bar, and apparently on that day its just some club) and hang out there till morning. met the MJ people there too! raz, apple, mel, robin and another NIE dancer i forgot the name. :p drank abit, played some card games (which me and kong cheated very well) and danced on the dance floor? (wouldnt call that dancing though). the highlight of the night was some fight over there. raz was punched on his face while trying to prevent the fight, but the main guy who got beaten up real bad was bleeding profusely from his head, but well, these kinda people, we gave them advice to go to the hospital (benefits of having a nurse in our group :P) but all they care about is to fight back and protect their "bros." went out for supper after that before cabbing back to hall. btw, noone of us got drunk.

and friday just zoomed by me because since yesterday they all went back to their own places already to prepare for the thailand trip from today to next wednesday. and i cant go because of my stupid DIP project. perfect. well, now it feels kinda lonely here alone, with nothing to do, and a room to clean. (sleepovers for one week doesnt involve cleaning up you know) but most importantly i kinda missed the company and noise and all the sarcastic comments. well wednesday is not that far, gonna miss you guys till then! but on the bright side, i can get some sleep now :p

thats all about the things that happened last week and this week! and the descriptive essay is done, now comes the other type of essay.

if you notice the title of this post, do you ever wonder, what does it take to live your life to the fullest? if you read my post which is filled with gaming, movies, and stuff, would you call it a 'no life'? you tell me. im guilty of it too. when i see dota gamers out there, what first comes to my mind is 'what a "no life" life!' spending day and night playing the same game all over again, speaking in geek terms and stuffs, its just uncool. when i watch big bang theory, sometimes i pity them for having no real life! if you know what im saying. but now, i think twice. our society condemn people who enjoy being in the virtual world rather than living in the real world, we call them geeks, we judge them as running away from their lives. the cool people enjoy their lives, going out with friends, road trip, hitting bars and clubs every night, overseas holiday and stuffs. while people who study, or so called muggers, are just nerds with no life.

well for me, i know now that life is more than that. more than hitting clubs. more than dating a gazillion girls, more than gaming, more than studying. life for me is enjoying every second of it with my closest buddies and with those i love most. well, who cares of what stuff we do, what stuff we talk about. i know that every moment i spend with these close friends are those moments which make my life enjoyable and fulfilling.

think about your friends who doesn't care about what clothes you are wearing, about how do you talk, how do you eat. friends who doesnt judge you for what you do, friends who actually care about you. about what you think. well, for me, true friends are those where you can be yourself around them.

who cares when people look down on you, who cares when people talk back behind your back, who cares when the popular guys don't want to hang out with you, well, with friends like those i have now i couldn't ask for more. well you know who you are of course.

whatever you do with them, be it spending your night on a club somewhere getting drunk, or be it snuggling under a blanket and watch your favourite movie, or maybe spending the night on the study room for the test tomorrow, whatever you do, you will feel that its worth living. or at least thats what i feel.

i hope i, too, am someone like that to many of my friends out there (:

hmm, and think about it, why suddenly i talk about these stuffs. i think its because of How i met your mother and gossip girls. XD haha, well, those shows made me realize the importance of friendships in my life. (:

this is a superbly long post. seriously, if you read all of those above. get a life.

20090429

EXAMS ARE OVER FINALLY!

CAN'T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT NOW THAT EXAMS ARE OVER, FINALLY AFTER A SUPER LOOOONG WAIT OF 3 WEEKS OF EXAMS! 7 PAPERS, AND NOW THAT ITS OVER, I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL. I FEEL FREE, FREEDOM! I LOVE THIS FEELING. ITS LIKE I NEVER FEEL LIKE THIS BEFORE, NOT EVEN AFTER A'S (OR SO I REMEMBERED) I JUST FEEL FREE NOW.. FREEEEE..

tell you what, seriously i dont exagerrate it! i really feel like that now. well, and apparently I MANAGED TO KEEP MY EXAM RESOLUTION! THAT IS NO L4D UNTIL EXAM ENDS! haha, i really didn't touch any of L4D. and you know what, i played it straight away after i reach my room after the last paper. just awhile, 15 mins. and i really feel damn satisfied.

and MOST IMPORTANTLY, i wanna say a big thank you for everyone who have supported me through this exam! all the 'goodluck', 'jiayous' and 'all the bests', well, you may think its a small thing but it is what push me through the loooong exam period. so once again, thankssssss people (: ooo, and thanks to jen2! for the exam present! which is supposed to motivate me? (so random but THANKS ALOTTT!) haha, its a tie with a microphone on it :D cute.

OOOHH I LOVE LIFE. and this post will be all about what i do during exams and stuffs, if youre bored just skip. hehe, well, maybe for a start, i shall put down what have i accomplished during this exam time. (and thats how it goes every exam!)

TV Series
1. The Big Bang Theory season 1 and 2
2. How I Met Your Mother season 1 - 4

Gaming
1. 1 Season of PES 2009 (Become a legend)
2. Half Life 2 : Chapter 1-7

AND thats it. well, 4 seasons of how i met your mother is really time consuming :p haha, but studying without refreshing is like hell, and thats when all the fun in the midst of exam comes. last semester exams was totally hooked on house if im not wrong. 4 seasons owned :D

and now i shall recap the activities and mugging plan that i did during the exam week. (MUGGING is everyday of course, so dont ask :D)
1st week! (really cant remember)
monday: mug CS100
tuesday: CS100 paper(aim A-), mugged EE2006
wednesday: mugged EE2003
thursday: mugged FE1005
friday: mugged EE2004 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
saturday: mugged EE2001 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
sunday: mugged EE2003, skipped church! :X

2nd week!
monday: EE2003 paper!(aim A-), mugged FE1005 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
tuesday: FE1005 paper! (aim A-), oe and yt finished their exam, we went JP to celebrate! (:
wednesday: mugged EE2004, went to accompany geraldine for SPMS interview.
thursday: EE2004 paper!(aim A), GAMING NIGHT until 7am in the morning. i watched and played PES while the rest are L4Ding! damn.
friday: woke up at 9pm! went to JP for dinner with oe and yt. mugged EE2006
saturday: went to church! mugged EE2008
sunday: oe flew back to indo, mugged EE2006

3rd week! monday: EE2006 paper! (aim A), mugged EE2008
tuesday: EE2008 paper! (aim A-), mugged EE2001
wednesday: EE2001 paper! (aim B!), PLAYED L4D for the 1st time! AND BLOGGING NOW. HAHAHAHA.

what a hectic and dull 3 weeks. i hope my life will start again soon!

people say, if theres lemon, make lemonade! haha, instead of correcting my body clock, i used it to my advantage! my sleeping time was super weird. especially on the last week. woke up everyday around 7pm, watch movie, play and slack until 10pm, STUDY HARD until 5am, and on the dot, 5am, sleep till 7am, and go for paper till 11pm, go back, watch a show, and sleep till 7pm again. the mind is as fresh as possible in the morning after a 2 hr power nap, maybe i shall make it my permanent exam plan!

ahh okay, now what should i do? (damn that kong and yiting i think they are asleep now i cant LAN with them yet. i shall watch movie and play other games then. wait. damn. i realise if my life after exam is only movies and games. what a no life! damn.. haaha, outing soon please people! (: (: ahh, what else.. dates! :D well first 10 customers free! (no, no, really joking) hahahah..

ahhhh, flopped my last paper though, thats why a B grade will be enough. I JUST HOPE THAT I DONT DAPAO THAT SUBJECT! killer paper. and one of my weakest subject damn. oh so if i can achieve all my aim, lets see, my GPA this sem will be... 4.47! well, below target, but yeah i guess its alright. ALRIGHT (:

oh about the random tags on my tagboard. damn it. when i see wenhao's blog got spammed, i thot, "haha, they wont be able to find my tagboard anyway, and guess what? 3 spams already! dammit. ahh, its alright alright.

oh and take care k! SWINE FLU!!! haha, and anyway i found a funny picture about the swine flu.

ok i shall end this long and useless post. im happy.

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