Weekend! guess the only time i can update is on weekends :X haha..

Hav been a busy week this week again,
Mon - Jazznite rehearsal
Tue - supposed to do training manual but slacked
Wed - Training + meeting
Thu - Jazznite final rehearsal
Fri - MLDDS drama rehearsal

Yep, so, Jazznight totally rocks, $7 is nothing considering the performances. really totally high class standard :X haha.. PA did what we've never did before too, haha, used almost all of our euqipments to support our concert. LIGHTS abit flop though, thanks to the light-man hopefully he doesnt screw up on monday.. Cant wait for the real deal on monday! (:

MLDDS totally wasted our time, requested frm 3pm-11pm.. ended up sitting there playing UNO till 7, decided to ask what they REALLY NEED from PA, and found out they dont need our help.. i dunno whether i can stand next week rehearsals.. suck..

so, next week,
mon - Jazznite!
tue - LABOUR's DAY HOLIDAY!
wed - ??
thu - MLDDS
fri - MLDDS
sat - college day

i think thats it ;p
i dont want to be just another one of yours..
haha, and it was a fun day today, hee, im very happy now (; haha. thanks to you (; haha..
cos i know ure not just another one of mine.

This weekend's a busy one.
this is how you write yours
All singapore national cross talk competition, XIANG SHENG competition, friday, 20th april, 3:45-9:00 then went to KAP with some of the crew (:
and it will be how i write mine (:
NJC Integrated Programme preview, saturday, 21st april, 07:00-16:00 followed by Archery competiton (outside school event), 17:00-19:30. went BPP and eat mcdonalds for dinner again.
im really sorry that i never reply ur msg
Archery competition, sunday 22nd april, 07:00-14:00. doubt i can make it throughout the whole thing though, i gotta go church and cut my short hair.. but will help in packing up and bringing equipment back to school (:
that was not intentional, really sorry
busy busy busy, although i cant say that there is no time for homework due to the fact that i am writing this now, but there is really no time.. oops, contradicting myself.. :X
for what u said
ANDDD, it doesnt stop here! monday 23rd april, 16:00-22:00, NJJazznight 1st rehearsal. 15:30-17:30 H3 shall be skipped.
u know i cant help but feel the same way..
yep, thats the busy schedule till monday, will update for tuesday and next next on the next post :X

i am a shy person.
i thought i really need to change.
i cant really say it out.
what i can easily type.
i thought i really need to change.

but i feel comfortable this way with you.

cos we are similar (;
now for the crappy stuff..

Word of the day
e·nig·ma /əˈnɪgmə/
–noun, plural -mas, -ma·ta /-mətə/

1. a puzzling or inexplicable occurrence or situation: His disappearance is an enigma that has given rise to much speculation.

2. a person of puzzling or contradictory character: To me he has always been an enigma, one minute completely insensitive, the next moved to tears.

3. a saying, question, picture, etc., containing a hidden meaning; riddle.

4. (initial capital letter) a German-built enciphering machine developed for commercial use in the early 1920s and later adapted and appropriated by German and other Axis powers for military use through World War II.


"Pure love and suspicion cannot dwell together: at the door where the latter enters, the former makes its exit."

-- Alexandre Dumas

man·ner1 /ˈmænər/
–noun
1. a way of doing, being done, or happening; mode of action, occurrence, etc.: I don't like the manner in which he complained.
2. manners, a. the prevailing customs, ways of living, and habits of a people, class, period, etc.; mores: The novels of Jane Austen are concerned with the manners of her time.
b. ways of behaving with reference to polite standards; social comportment: That child has good manners.

Yep, learnt some manners.. and respect.

sorry that i've shown you no respect, at all.. sorry, i'll try my best to learn from my mistakes..

thanks for the cake.

yep, i know how it feels when people dont respect you, especially when you need that respect the most. i've just experienced it. so, i really dont want to be a person who gives no respect to other people. it really dont feel good. im in no position to say this but, they should learn about manners too..

Yea, and if you'd noticed, i'm not really in a good mood these past few days.. alot of things going through my mind :X worried of things, scared of things, irritated of things that happened. nevertheless, you still lift my spirit up and made me more happy.. thanks..

im worried of what will happen next, im worried of what can happen, im scared of the consequences, im scared of the hurt, im scared of the pain. im scared to choose my actions. im worried if there is no respect.

for you:

thanks

the fact that we both worry about the same thing, shown that we both have gone through similar things. either we did it or somebody did it on us. its easy for us to say dont worry, but can we really be not worried? can we really trust each others words? i know its very hard because we experienced hurt before.

i dont want to be just another one of yours

do you really mean what you said. everything that you said.

"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth." - -- Mark Twain

can i really do it? can you?

okay stop. now for GP.

Word of the Day: affable; Pronunciation: /AF-a-ble/adj : approachable "The manager was a friendly and affable supervisor."

how to catch a person when you too, are falling

You are The Emperor

Stability, power, protection, realization; a great person.

The Emperor is the great authority figure of the Tarot, so it represents
fathers, father-figures and employers. There is a lot of aggression and violence
too.

The Emperor naturally follows the Empress. Like an infant, he is filled with enthuiasm, energy, aggression. He is direct, guileless and all too often irresistible. Unfortunately, like a baby he can also be a tyrant. Impatient, demanding, controlling. In the best of circumstances, he signifies the leader that everyone wants to follow, sitting on a throne that indicates the solid foundation of an Empire he created, loves and rules with intelligence and enthusiasm. But that throne can also be a trap, a responsibility that has the Emperor feeling restless, bored and discontent.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

love..

1 Corinthians 13

Love

1 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12 Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
can you move on?
13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
must it always be black and white? i need you grey..

First and foremost..

blog? for what? for my GP! hahaa..
yep gotta improve on my GP! cos i got a wonderful U-zbekistan for it..

so,
obviously no daily post - GP not descriptive essay..
only argumentative essays! mwahaha.. or not..

i doubt can write for long..
i'm a person who is easily bored by something..
hopefully my GP can improve, altho i DOUBT so again..
and obviously again, i need people to mark! my grammar! and spelling! and expression :P
cos G, E, and SPs are spamming my paper...
oh and as a venue to vent my anger and feelings
dont expect any update soon.. :P