damn

Whats with me again.

Didnt wake up for mac breakfast today nor my first lecture today, despite 6 miss calls, 4 alarms and 1 big 'fire' alarm. i didnt even hear a thing. skipped the next tutorial as well because i havent done it ytd and the rain was too nice for me to sleep. Got up to school at 1230, reached at 1245, 15 mins late is usual but i realize i read my timetable wrongly and my lesson actually starts at 1330. couldnt pay attention during lecture, mind wondering off everywhere. couldnt do any work either, finally decided to put down my head on the table and sleep.

1 hr break to 330, i cant bring myself to do any work also. no mood, no feeling. decided to go to com lab to just write it down hoping that ill feel better. theres alot of things in my mind i cant sort or even figure it out. i cant concentrate.

oh yea, i better write it here, gonna be SUPER late for pa camp on thurs :\ sorry guys. got a performance from 7-9pm, ill rush back to NJ after that, i guess ill miss the bbq and part of the night trail but yea i wanna see you guys again. and guess im staying over till my lesson on fri. sorry!

damn i better get a hang of myself fast because exam is really round the corner.

im feeling so lost.

you're hot then you're cold