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20090509

Living life the way i want to live it (:

Holiday is here but my blog seems to be dead. Dont feel like blogging or maybe, not much time for blogging cos i've been enjoying life so far! (except for the bloody DIP) of course. darn. and apparently my tagboard is flooded with spam too, ill change it as fast as possible, no worries. and stop spamming you bloddy idiot. (i dont know why suddenly 'bloody' shows up, watched to much brits shows i guess)

last time i blogged was last wednesday, thats more than a week! well, i wanna recall the last week past by so quickly.

well wednesday and thursday was filled with movies, series and lan gaming with my close friends here in hall. there is no fixed sleeping time, play means play. movie means movie! well i guess theres no better way to start a holiday with time spent with your close friends doing things you like to do.

thursday night we went out to catch 17 again. me and joce went to marina sq just to find out that tickets are sold out, then we met yiting and von at dhoby to check out plaza singapura and found out theres no tix there too, and finally we stopped at cathay to watch 16 again! it was a midnight movie, not as planned. not many seats because friday was labour day, which noone of us remember. well, movie was fantastic, the company even more! went walking after the movie to a nearby supper place, chatted and chatted till damn late, and waiting for the NR buses to come. guess what, we're at the wrong busstop! so after so much waiting (and seeing some girls puke and some prostitutes pick up guys) we decided to cab home, me, yiting and joce back to hall, and kong and von back home.

friday was concert enginner BBQ. to put it in one word. not fun. ok thats two. then it shall be notfun. seriously speaking, company there wasnt that great, kinda missed the small and cosy family back in jc. doing the same things, just more closesly bonded together. wish thing can change next year!

saturday, was finally a tennis day! after 2 weeks of absence because of the stupid exam, finally me, yh, mx and ivan got together to smack some balls again. most importantly we managed to stay close even after going our own different ways now. (: after that me, yh and mx went to vivo. different reasons. me for insinyur camp preparation, and both of them for a double date. well, i joined the awkward company for lunch and promise myself not to be a lightbulb during a double date anymore. then i went to the insinyur beach game testing. to tell u the real truth, didn't enjoy it as much as i thot i would (and my expectation then was already very low, so guess how did it go.) other than catching up with mu og mates and old friends, the camp prepartion and game testing was full of crap. i dont have it anymore in me. you know the high feeling when u're in orientation camp. i better get some soon though, or my OG next camp will be dead having a GL like me :D

well the next week was filled with sleepless nights and stayovers! i dont mean staying somewhere else, but people staying in my room! haha, basically because they are kicked out from hall during the holiday, and my room is the only place they can go back to hall and play together. well, i love this closeness (: we would spend time during the night playing, lets say from dinner till morning, and then i NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL at 9am for the bloody DIP remember? thats when they sleep and when i come back around 5pm, we will start playing again. (of course without me for awhile cos i need to get a short nap before another round of sleepless nights of langaming and then going to school again) monday-friday. yeah, this week was totally a no-sleep week! (thats kinda hyperbolic but that will do) left4dead and warcraft 3 TD and hero defense was the main game. everyday. movies and series in between to prevent us from going crazy.

of course in between the gaming and going crazy we still went out! (to prevent people from calling us geeks and no life people) haha. tuesday was one day before evonne's birthday so we went out to plan a surprise party for her! they went to eat dinner at city hall first before i catch up with them and prepare the final surprise at esplanade rooftop! well, why i wasnt there for dinner? cos i need some sleep after the gaming and school. haha. daphne was LATE with me too though, come to think of it, we always are the late ones. haha. but thats good! because then the two of us can prepare the surprise :D we played sparklers at midnight and taking photos and eating cakes and chit chatting there! (well, all credits go to kingkong of course (: the planner!) after that wing sing drove all of use back to our homes and me,yt,kong,and von back to my hall room! after a short nap for me, we went back to gaming till my lesson starts, again.

thursday night we went out again for an after exam party organised by NTU CS. well, our dear yt 'forced' us to go there. :p haha, it was fun indeed! we went to taboo (apparently yiting said its some gay bar, and apparently on that day its just some club) and hang out there till morning. met the MJ people there too! raz, apple, mel, robin and another NIE dancer i forgot the name. :p drank abit, played some card games (which me and kong cheated very well) and danced on the dance floor? (wouldnt call that dancing though). the highlight of the night was some fight over there. raz was punched on his face while trying to prevent the fight, but the main guy who got beaten up real bad was bleeding profusely from his head, but well, these kinda people, we gave them advice to go to the hospital (benefits of having a nurse in our group :P) but all they care about is to fight back and protect their "bros." went out for supper after that before cabbing back to hall. btw, noone of us got drunk.

and friday just zoomed by me because since yesterday they all went back to their own places already to prepare for the thailand trip from today to next wednesday. and i cant go because of my stupid DIP project. perfect. well, now it feels kinda lonely here alone, with nothing to do, and a room to clean. (sleepovers for one week doesnt involve cleaning up you know) but most importantly i kinda missed the company and noise and all the sarcastic comments. well wednesday is not that far, gonna miss you guys till then! but on the bright side, i can get some sleep now :p

thats all about the things that happened last week and this week! and the descriptive essay is done, now comes the other type of essay.

if you notice the title of this post, do you ever wonder, what does it take to live your life to the fullest? if you read my post which is filled with gaming, movies, and stuff, would you call it a 'no life'? you tell me. im guilty of it too. when i see dota gamers out there, what first comes to my mind is 'what a "no life" life!' spending day and night playing the same game all over again, speaking in geek terms and stuffs, its just uncool. when i watch big bang theory, sometimes i pity them for having no real life! if you know what im saying. but now, i think twice. our society condemn people who enjoy being in the virtual world rather than living in the real world, we call them geeks, we judge them as running away from their lives. the cool people enjoy their lives, going out with friends, road trip, hitting bars and clubs every night, overseas holiday and stuffs. while people who study, or so called muggers, are just nerds with no life.

well for me, i know now that life is more than that. more than hitting clubs. more than dating a gazillion girls, more than gaming, more than studying. life for me is enjoying every second of it with my closest buddies and with those i love most. well, who cares of what stuff we do, what stuff we talk about. i know that every moment i spend with these close friends are those moments which make my life enjoyable and fulfilling.

think about your friends who doesn't care about what clothes you are wearing, about how do you talk, how do you eat. friends who doesnt judge you for what you do, friends who actually care about you. about what you think. well, for me, true friends are those where you can be yourself around them.

who cares when people look down on you, who cares when people talk back behind your back, who cares when the popular guys don't want to hang out with you, well, with friends like those i have now i couldn't ask for more. well you know who you are of course.

whatever you do with them, be it spending your night on a club somewhere getting drunk, or be it snuggling under a blanket and watch your favourite movie, or maybe spending the night on the study room for the test tomorrow, whatever you do, you will feel that its worth living. or at least thats what i feel.

i hope i, too, am someone like that to many of my friends out there (:

hmm, and think about it, why suddenly i talk about these stuffs. i think its because of How i met your mother and gossip girls. XD haha, well, those shows made me realize the importance of friendships in my life. (:

this is a superbly long post. seriously, if you read all of those above. get a life.

20090429

EXAMS ARE OVER FINALLY!

CAN'T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT NOW THAT EXAMS ARE OVER, FINALLY AFTER A SUPER LOOOONG WAIT OF 3 WEEKS OF EXAMS! 7 PAPERS, AND NOW THAT ITS OVER, I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL. I FEEL FREE, FREEDOM! I LOVE THIS FEELING. ITS LIKE I NEVER FEEL LIKE THIS BEFORE, NOT EVEN AFTER A'S (OR SO I REMEMBERED) I JUST FEEL FREE NOW.. FREEEEE..

tell you what, seriously i dont exagerrate it! i really feel like that now. well, and apparently I MANAGED TO KEEP MY EXAM RESOLUTION! THAT IS NO L4D UNTIL EXAM ENDS! haha, i really didn't touch any of L4D. and you know what, i played it straight away after i reach my room after the last paper. just awhile, 15 mins. and i really feel damn satisfied.

and MOST IMPORTANTLY, i wanna say a big thank you for everyone who have supported me through this exam! all the 'goodluck', 'jiayous' and 'all the bests', well, you may think its a small thing but it is what push me through the loooong exam period. so once again, thankssssss people (: ooo, and thanks to jen2! for the exam present! which is supposed to motivate me? (so random but THANKS ALOTTT!) haha, its a tie with a microphone on it :D cute.

OOOHH I LOVE LIFE. and this post will be all about what i do during exams and stuffs, if youre bored just skip. hehe, well, maybe for a start, i shall put down what have i accomplished during this exam time. (and thats how it goes every exam!)

TV Series
1. The Big Bang Theory season 1 and 2
2. How I Met Your Mother season 1 - 4

Gaming
1. 1 Season of PES 2009 (Become a legend)
2. Half Life 2 : Chapter 1-7

AND thats it. well, 4 seasons of how i met your mother is really time consuming :p haha, but studying without refreshing is like hell, and thats when all the fun in the midst of exam comes. last semester exams was totally hooked on house if im not wrong. 4 seasons owned :D

and now i shall recap the activities and mugging plan that i did during the exam week. (MUGGING is everyday of course, so dont ask :D)
1st week! (really cant remember)
monday: mug CS100
tuesday: CS100 paper(aim A-), mugged EE2006
wednesday: mugged EE2003
thursday: mugged FE1005
friday: mugged EE2004 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
saturday: mugged EE2001 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
sunday: mugged EE2003, skipped church! :X

2nd week!
monday: EE2003 paper!(aim A-), mugged FE1005 at NBS reading room with kong, yt, oe
tuesday: FE1005 paper! (aim A-), oe and yt finished their exam, we went JP to celebrate! (:
wednesday: mugged EE2004, went to accompany geraldine for SPMS interview.
thursday: EE2004 paper!(aim A), GAMING NIGHT until 7am in the morning. i watched and played PES while the rest are L4Ding! damn.
friday: woke up at 9pm! went to JP for dinner with oe and yt. mugged EE2006
saturday: went to church! mugged EE2008
sunday: oe flew back to indo, mugged EE2006

3rd week! monday: EE2006 paper! (aim A), mugged EE2008
tuesday: EE2008 paper! (aim A-), mugged EE2001
wednesday: EE2001 paper! (aim B!), PLAYED L4D for the 1st time! AND BLOGGING NOW. HAHAHAHA.

what a hectic and dull 3 weeks. i hope my life will start again soon!

people say, if theres lemon, make lemonade! haha, instead of correcting my body clock, i used it to my advantage! my sleeping time was super weird. especially on the last week. woke up everyday around 7pm, watch movie, play and slack until 10pm, STUDY HARD until 5am, and on the dot, 5am, sleep till 7am, and go for paper till 11pm, go back, watch a show, and sleep till 7pm again. the mind is as fresh as possible in the morning after a 2 hr power nap, maybe i shall make it my permanent exam plan!

ahh okay, now what should i do? (damn that kong and yiting i think they are asleep now i cant LAN with them yet. i shall watch movie and play other games then. wait. damn. i realise if my life after exam is only movies and games. what a no life! damn.. haaha, outing soon please people! (: (: ahh, what else.. dates! :D well first 10 customers free! (no, no, really joking) hahahah..

ahhhh, flopped my last paper though, thats why a B grade will be enough. I JUST HOPE THAT I DONT DAPAO THAT SUBJECT! killer paper. and one of my weakest subject damn. oh so if i can achieve all my aim, lets see, my GPA this sem will be... 4.47! well, below target, but yeah i guess its alright. ALRIGHT (:

oh about the random tags on my tagboard. damn it. when i see wenhao's blog got spammed, i thot, "haha, they wont be able to find my tagboard anyway, and guess what? 3 spams already! dammit. ahh, its alright alright.

oh and take care k! SWINE FLU!!! haha, and anyway i found a funny picture about the swine flu.

ok i shall end this long and useless post. im happy.

20090415

the start of the wait.

my body clock is finally back to normal..... if im staying in israel that is. well, seems like GMT +8 is not my timezone already. it has been improving lately though, but sleeping time stays constant around 4-6am, the waking up time have the largest standard deviation. perhaps, 7am-5pm? i had this idea though, why not i change all my clock to the new zealand time? then by default, sleeping at 5am means sleeping at 12pm!

this is the new zealand time, but i think again, maybe not during the exam period. ill miss all my papers.

nonsense stops there. exams has already begun and my first paper was today, CS100, managable yet theres no comparative advantage against anyone, everyone has the same chance to score well and thats why im scared about the result. but whats done is done, next week will be packed with 3 exams and next next week another 3. i still haven't figure out how to finish studying all those (yet i managed to take some time to watch movie, blog, etc.) that sounds bad, ok maybe im exaggerating. well, my desktop has a countdown already, and i think my blog should have one too! so here it is! (its damn ugly i cant find a more normal one)


back to some nonsensical stuff, was mugging EE2003 just now and found this doodles on one of the pages. haha, this one is quite funny i got no idea what made me draw that last time. you know that doodling subject is an unconcious thought based on your mood/feeling. yeah.. imagine..

and then on my way back to my room i saw a pretty and quite big moth outside kong's room, decided to take a shot but blame my current height (which most likely my permanent height) or my digital phone camera (i want a DSLR seriously), the shot isnt that nice, so whatever photoshop give me, i shall put here (:

well, not here for long, going back to mugging (of course after an episode of the big bang theory), hopefully no more posts till the end of exam cos as you know its gonna be mundane and boring posts.)

edit: was finding a nicer countdown and i thought i had put some countdowns last time. well, reading archives is funny yet hurtful at times. but it was fun indeed (:

20090411

Schrodinger's cat

"in 1935, Erwin Schrodinger, in an attempt to explain the Copenhagen interpretation of quantum physics, he proposed an experiment where a cat is placed in a box with a sealed vial of poison that will break open in the random time. Since no one knows when or if the poison has been released until the box is opened, during that period of time the cat can be thought of as both alive and dead."

just like schrodinger's cat, your potential relationship can be thought of as both good and bad. It is only by opening the box that you'll find out which it is.

that was sheldon's relationship advice for penny.

But think about it, it really applies to many of our everyday problems, doesn't it?

anyway thats one of the episode of the TV series im currently following right now, yes, The Big Bang Theory! (: haha, yes apparently got yt and kong hooked onto it also. well, as planned a new series every exam! :p haha but this time not as bad as house series during semester 1. since theres only 2 seasons of it currently!

the story goes about a group of nerdy geek and their bimbo neighbour. funny, romantic and inspirational stories about their everyday life which never fail to make you laugh. well, i will recommend this series to you all! anyway its a short series, only about 20mins per episode and theres only 2 seasons now. go watch! (ask me for it if you cant find.)

and anyway, had a series of crazy online lectures today, nonstop watching boring videos, and i found a way not to sleep while watching it. hehe, i did some housekeeping of my old files from my burned dvds and transferring them to my 1TB harddrive (which only has 500gb left now). hehe, found some old pictures and memories from the past (:.

                                   reminiscing the past (: and how lucky i was (:

20090409

clock or no clock?

Seems like the whole planning/strategy to repair my body clock fail miserably.

Sunday, i thot i was succesfull because i slept at 12am! (with the fact that i din sleep at all on saturday) and i woke up at 8am on monday morning. wow isnt that the normal sleeping time for normal people. (: hehe.

the problem started on monday. despite the 8 hours good night sleep, i still feel very sleepy after my lesson ended at 1130am, apparently took a short nap which turns out not to be so short and went ahead to skip my afternoon lesson only to be awaken at 400pm for my last lecture. it sounds quite wrong already. then because of the afternoon (or maybe as translated by my body) night sleep from 12-4, i cant sleep at night, finding myself asleep again at around 7am -.-

Tuesday, the problem isnt any better, despite sleeping at 7am, i managed to wake up at 8am (to me this really sound like an afternoon nap), after 1 hr of lesson came back to my room, thinking im not so sleepy, but after 1 hour of movie i fell asleep without planning and only woke up at 430pm. (remembered the exact timing because yt also just woke up). well, thats enough of sleep, so went can A for mugging (and watching movie) till around 2-3am and went back to, watch movie awhile then sleep at 5am! (in 2 days i managed to revert to the bat sleeping hour AGAIN)

and today, WEDNESDAY, was another weird one. i woke up at 8am of course for my lesson, came back at around 12pm and waken yt up for swimming and apparently i collapsed on my bed without knowing again. apparently quite deep in sleep because wenhao came into the room also i din notice. 130pm kena waken up for swimming, and im feeling really tired. (just like when normal people sleep 1 hr at night then got waken up you will feel this kind of tiredness) haha. finish swimming, went for 430 lecture, came back for an episode of house and big bang theory and finding myself damn tired at 10pm, went to take a short nap, until NOW! yeah, 1am awake and planning to mug (because havent mug at all today) and the sleeping time today is neither here nor there.

now, looking there are 2 possibilities,
1. the body clock is spoilt, its day-night reversed
2. there is simply no more clock

ahh, on another issue, i read the news this morning and apparently i read this piece of article because it catches my attention with the word "house" and "kutner". spoiler alert! click here for the news

at least i tell you all its a spoiler news! Imagine i was looking forward for the house latest episode that im gonna watch later in the evening and finding myself reading spoiler on an official NEWS? irritating bastard. spoil the whole movie. i wanna complain to the editor to just sack whoever the writer is for not even knowing the 'spoiler' etiquette.

another unrelated story, during the 10pm-1am which happened just now, i dreamt of a weird dream. found myself back in NJC for the new batch orientation and apparently was on stage performing some weird thing with the new kids o.o after that went out of the hall to the mugging benches and saw the PA people that i havent seen for ages, i still remember clearly the faces in the dream there was elaine, jen, shihui, jialin and cass (and weirdly got one of my primary school friend which i got no idea why she was there). they were studying for A levels (?weird?) but talking about cores and electives (?even weirder?) well weird dreams are just weird. dont care abt them.

20090405

reverse insomnia

as planned, i haven't have any sleep (or nap) on the last more or less 30 hours. finally the feeling came back! the feeling of sleepy-ness, ive been missing it for quite some time (altho is good for lessons). yeah, and as planned i will sleep around 12 today. (now is time for some movie action). haha, IM CURRENTLY in a state where i can even fall asleep when typing this :P.

had some good tennis this morning, 3 hours of tennis! hah, getting more and more hooked to this new sport and am very looking forward for next sunday for the next session :D hehe, cant wait for holidays cos itll be fun filled with sports and other fun activities :D

talking about holidays, exams are around the corner, i havent even start revising. havent even catch up with my work. damn, one more week, i can do it! go myself! haha, anyway just wanted to post a photo of a PRIVATE tutorial class where there was only me and my tutor, he was so emo theres only ONE STUDENT that attend his class and that student was me :D thats how screwed up engin tutorials are. haha.



and anyway, the weather has been quite unpromising these few days, my nose is getting runny and PLUSPLUS with my lack of sleep, my immune system should be quite compromised now, well, i believed is the same with everyone else, so, please, people who read! stay healthy (: better be safe than sorry. and beware of the rhinovirus, its common during this kind of weather. flu juus too! simple but effective things:
  • Wash your hand, frequently!
  • Get plenty of sleep.
  • Exercise, increases the body's virus-killing cells. Even better, exercise outside in the fresh air, away from dehydrating indoor heating systems and recirculated, germy air.
  • Eat healthy foods with lots of vitamins, like colorful fruits and vegetables, whole grains and yogurt.
  • Drink fluids; it flushes out your system.
  • Take care of yourself!
seeya next post :P (hopefully not so soon)

whats karma.

Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म kárma (help·info), kárman- "act, action, performance"[1]; Pali: kamma) is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

thats from wiki, of course. talking about karma, cause and effect happen in our everyday life. call it coincidence or just pure luck or maybe 'un'luck, i still believe that there is such thing as karma. what you seed is what you get. strangely, we always talk about karma in the 'negative' sense, well, as humans you only complain and remember bad things that happen to you. we take the positive things that occur to us for granted. heh, or perhaps karma just happen in the negative sense.

well, for me, it really happens to me everytime i did something bad to others :\ haha, it doesnt sound nice, no. but yeah it happens. (and i kinda dont want to elaborate here :p) more than enough to remind me to treat people better. if you dont want to be treated like that, dont treat other people in that way. well, be nice. (:

enough of that (: yeah, slept at like 7am yesterday, and woke up at 5pm -.- WELL, just see how screwed up my body clock is. (even worse, yt slept at 7am and woke up at 10pm, shes just screwed o.O HAHAHAHA), ok. my plan for correcting my body clock starts today! heres the plan!
1.not sleeping tonight!(saturday night)
2.sleep early on sunday night!
3.monday maximum 4am
4.tuesday, wednesday maximum 3am
5.thursday-onwards maximum 2am
HEH, thats the plan :D i hope i can keep on it! (at least until exam is done) hehe, a goodnight sleep is a necessity for a fresh brain :D

oh by the way yesterday was movie marathon! (haha and thats why i slept at 7am XD)

Started with X-men origins - Wolverine something. aahaha, the quality was workprint quality. alot of the special effects hasnt been put in, so its kinda funny watching the rope and the dummy! hahaha, but as usual its still dvd quality (i refuse to watch any quality lower than R5 or dvdscr) hahaha. next was P.s i love you, not bad, but not so nice either. then joce comes and we watched changeling! altho this kinda draggy movie is the one i dont like, well angelina jolie acted really professionally and yeah the movie was good! hehe, then the final movie we watched is butterfly effect 3 - revelation. NICE, heh like other butterfly effect series the concept is still the same, this sequal, although not as nice as the original first butterfly effect, but definitely much better than the 2nd one.

the feeling is damn SHIOK after a movie marathon, i really cant wait for the next one. if theres a movie marathon in the cinema, really count me in! :D :D :D :D :D

today was supposed to be tennis day at NTU! the first time yh,mx and ivan coming to NTU to tennis BUT was raining LIKE SHIT. damn. haha, so in the end met them at JP for dinner and arcade. well, the rich mingxuan who just got his bonus treated us to newyorknewyork! heh heh, free NICE dinner :D really talked alot about people we know. haha, gossips of course too. we played jubox or jucube i forgot what it is. haha, the 4x4 music thingy in arcade that one, seriously quite fun! (: and guess what, tennis day is shifted to sunday! and its like 4 more hours to tennis at yihong's place as usual. haha, im not gonna sleep, gonna get back to my maths notes again after this and go tennis straight :P then i gonna mug at KAP till church, ANYONE FREE ACCOMPANY ME MUG AT KAP TMR, URGENT. hahahaha. ok

this has been quite a long post, and just to tell itchy hands people that theres nothing hidden in this post (unlike the posts before if you notice :p) because its long and if you're itchy to find, itll really take quite some time. hahaha. nothing. nothing. and thats it for today!

blackholes and revelations,
our hopes and expectations. i gotta live up to their, to my expectation.
no,im gonna be even better, come back, the past me.

20090402

found my way back..

tho you most probably wont read this, but i wanna say sorry to take your kindness for granted, yet again. SORRY, though im sure i can't count how many sorry's ive said, but i mean it. and thank you (:

talking 'bout taking something for granted, well, i can say im guilty of many. it has always been my weakness, one that i cant wait to get rid of. if people say what you do defines who you are, well then im gonna change the way i are. no more, no more. who i were costs me alot of regrets in my life. some of the most painful ones too.

but looking from a different perspective, it will still be me, a better me (or at least i hope..)

at the bright side, im happy that there are still people that really care about me for what i am (: im happy that things are turning for the better everyday. hah, shall not take things for granted anymore and give thanks for everything that i have. i dont want anymore regrets (:

went to run again yesterday with my long lost running partner :D heh, finally you come back to run with me :D hahahaha.. you mug hard and hurry up get your car, haha, keep saying want this want that but noooothinggg yet :\ hurry hurry and remember not to pangseh the next class outing! haha.. pangseh-kia.. holiday plans dont pangseh too!

and this is to my emo friend, wenhao.

and getting back to the post title, yep finally found my way back.and not looking back

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