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today was smash finals,
i know i din do my best, i din even enjoy the game..
haha, i got trashed! maybe my opponent is really far better than me, i dont know..
wah, it feels so different without ryan and darius there, i practically really dont know what to do.. until now, how i can win is because of them.. told me my mistakes, opponents weakness, opponent strength, how to handle him, which way to hit, do lob or drop.. haha, depend too much on them and this is what happen..
today both of them cant come, haha, i dont blame them since it is my match, and jeremy was there to help me aniwae.. but its still different, darius would teach me how to win.. haha, yea, so i really dont know what is wrong today.. i cant feel the smashing and dropping and even lobbing kinda feeling, no strength to hit the shuttlecock all the way to the back, all easy-to-smash ball.. hahaa, sucky serving, sucky returns, no feeling to run, no motivation to beat the opponent.. its really totally different.. ahh..
maybe its because i dont know my mistakes.. i dont even know if my ball was far enough, was high enough, dont even know whether his ball was out or in..
i dont know whether i could have win, or its just he is too strong for me..
yea, basically, its like not having your eyes, ears, and nose and etc..
i dont have fun at all.. like i not even playing..
haha, yea, thanks for bringing me up to this point! :P
will try to do better next time.. :D
i wanna play doubles!