feeling scared

uh oh i just watched saw IV. its kinda freaky. in terms of gory-ness, i guess this one is really gory, is on the par with all the saw series. but this time i watched it alone :\ right now i feel so scared. ahhh.. nooo.. although i cant really watch properly because i need to make sure the others dont see what i watch. but, really the plot is still as good as ever. i must try to recall those episodes before though, i kinda forgot already. and i wanna watch it all over again, still alot of parts not clear. :\

so basically today went with pa la, archery, then school, then vivo. and not baddd, the number of people who go is acceptable, in fact, quite good! too bad there was no j1s at all just now, haiya, what will be the future of pa. hahaha. but its okay i guess, its a saturday after all. and the price and size of the hoodie will be confirmed around next week, then ordering and payment will be open also (:

and im so sad theres no news from medicine. should i wait for another year and apply to overseas? malaysia for example?

and i miss gastro already. ahh, just something that i still can remember, haha, i miss looking for all the parts shown below under the scope! xD
hahaha, anything wrong? ah, i missed out on human biology ): i really want to learn more and more and more.